Birth:The Beginning

My name is Lucifer R. Stolz I am a middle aged old man who is living with my Family inCapital City of the Phillipines Manila,i was working at Manila Bulletin Publishing Corporation as postman, delivering newspaper door to door with a truck, with my partner name Fidato

He is a a great young guy, he is always working hard for his parents and siblings, there is a rumor that he have a crush on my daugther.But my daugther has a fiance and pregnant i feel bad for a young man like him, i hope that he can find a woman for her.

Our Job is to Deliver a Packcage,Letters and drop some newspaper for some shops,I always seat at the paseenger when we are delivering,the company said that i was too old for that so Fidato always drive for us while Deliviring,sometimes he go drive reckless in the highway,Always joking around fun to be with and the age gap between us as friend is like nothing he enjoy things what i enjoy in my era,i enjoy what he enjoy in this era.

"Hey pops what are you doind in there? aye"

"Your British accent always throw me off guard AHAHA"

"I was Cleaning my old boots,i use it since World war II,i used to be a soldier so i care this things,Its important to me"

"Can i have it when you passed,looks cool tho"

I punch him in his shoulder"Are you wishing me to die kid?"

"It's a joke pops,Btw lets go Finish out job fast,I Promise to my mom that i will rest today at home"

"Your mom always worry about you because you are always working so hard,Its good when your mother worries about than always aske youa bout your payday"

"Your right pops then shall we old man"

"Alright but im not that old son"

Laugh our ass off as we leave the garage.

I Treat him as my son,since i was a father i always wanting a son but had 3 Daugthers instead.The of my Daugthers is Sonia(The Oldest),Jackeline(The Middle Child) and Mary jane(The Youngest),I was relieved that i gave them a futute there deserve as my Daugthers,even my job was like this.

When the sun goes down we go to the Karinderya(A street restaurant from the Phillipines) To eat and drink til it's midnight.I always ordered Sigsig a Pork,Shop to smaller pieces with a soysuace and spices,He just ordered a beer till he passed out,I always carry the young man to the truck and drive him off to their house.

Her Mom was always for his drunk son with his sister,as soon as he came out the truck the voice of her mom always he hears not the bell from their doors,telling him that he always come home drunk ,that he should always take care of himself.

"You are always coming home drunk and passed out,You should take care of yourself or you will be a old without a wife"

"I don't want a wife mom,It's just waste of timeeee eh"

he passed out

"Mr,Stolz im sure you are tired would you like some cup of tea inside"

"No maam,im gonna get going im sure my Daugthers are worry about me too so,I leabing immediately but I appreciate the offer."

"Then thank you for taking care of son on work"

"No problem maam"

As i hop in the truck to go home,and i was driving on the way home i remembered my beautiful wife,she is kind as an angel,always has a smile of her face,knows how takecare of a person,I madly fall inlove with her in her personality, but that not just it,she had a curve that even a vase couldn't compare and the the badonkers too.Fuck i am a pervert HAHA,But seriously i miss her so much,a warm meal that you wnat to always back home i fast as you could,The joy he had when you give her a flowers is just like her blooming,

As i got home my Daugthers are i angry at me too hehe

"Pa you always reek of alcohol as you come home are you ok?and why are look depressed?"

"Father depressed? nah he just remembered our mother"

'You really love mom dad"

Said by my Daugthers they read like im open wide tho there nothing i can hide from this three

"Yeah yeah you girls are right,now im going to my room and rest you three should take a rest to got? then goodnight"

"Especially you Mary ,that child of yours take care of that"

"Yes father i know soon i will gave birth for this child"

"Then goonight sweet hearts"

"Goodnight"said by my daugthers

As i open the door a straight went to the bed, i cried and scream while my pillows in face so that my daugthers cna't hear me, i really miss my wife after what happened that day i wish i have a power who could turn back time to save you that day.

Today was a strange day,Deliveries and just minimum the sky is gray like there is a Storm is forming,it was a bad omen for me,i sense some strangely to my partner fidato he is acting strange like he is not that used to be gloomy or emo,but when i talk to him he's coming back to life,he go bnack what he used to me,

After we go to the place we are going to we ordered what we want as we sant down when i gonna take a bite from my food he asked me a strange question.

"Ey pops what if the Tomorrow is the the last day what would you do?"

"Me you asked?"

"Am i asking a anyone except you? pops?"

"just to be sure boy your question is so strange that my brain Paused"

"Sorry for the question i ask HAHAHA"

We laugh our ass out till the owner stare at us and we minimize our voices

"So whats your answer pops?"

"I think i will go to the tombstone of my wife and lay down beside her as i fall asleep and the world ends"

The young man stop eating and stare at me and said

"That was a good answer pops, you really love your wife,Do you have a picture of your wife?"

"Yes i have here in my pocket watch"

As i reach for my pocket and let him see it,Its gold and dirty but its valuable for me and its important

"Wow pops that looks so old and shiny when get reflected by light"

"Then let me show my wife"

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"She's looks beautiful and have a purest heart also kind looking,I Think i can steal her from you if i was born that year"

"Fool look handsome am too you're just an ant to me HAHA"

After we eat we will thinking to checkout so we can go home and end our ship today that was hella a day carrying boxes hurts my back

"Then pops let's go stop staring to your wife ,im getting jealous you know"

"Then im sorry im gonna pu-

My Watch was snatch by man running fast, i was blinking and its gone i paused too and my mind said run and follow that cocksucker

"Hey a thief get him!,pops lets go can u run?"

"boy im just 55 i can run go "

We run fast as we could to catch the thief he stole something from me that more important than my life,but im old my legs can't keep up, but i press on, we run through the slumps area,we go through narrow road that one man can only fit but the catch does not stop there but im losing breath,

"Can u still go on pops?"

Said by Fidato who is catching he's breath too

"Can i give u a favor haaa catch that motherfucking brat"

"Got u fam"

He ran fast as he been lately maybe he was just slowing down because damn son where get that shit.Then i walk where they go through that corner.

I am slowly walking it's still far i heard some punch and grunting noises but i still don't see them,My legs is aching,I was catching my Breath,as soon i turn the corner there was 2 guys and the thief was holding a knife with a blood on his hands i was shocked and looked to apollo who has swimming on his own blood.

"You motherfucker comeback here!!!"

"You all right boy?"

As i go closer i am dialing the 911 he have many stabs, arms and hands cover with wounds

He has a black eye, the looks of his face i full of bruise, as i bend my knees i said

"Don't you die on me the ambulance was on the way be strong you still have a job to do"

He hold grasp my and said"i didn't give my answer to my question lately riiight?

"Fool thats not important now we need to stop the bleeding"

As he reach my hand give me something

"My watch you get it back".

"I know it's importance to you so i risk it to get it back to you and also *cough*you don't have any other photos of her right? it looks old so don't lie to me now *cough*"

"Thank you young man but now we need to save you,stop the bleeding and-"

"Its useless *cough* tell my family that i always loved them and tell my sibling be stronger than me that i can laugh from the heavens,and tell the gods that thats my sibling even im in hell and"

He looked me in the eyes and i feel he's gonna tell me something important also i know that it's his last breath

"My answer to my question lately that *cough* *cough* what if tomorrow is the last day what whould you do?"

"My answer is i will that i love your daugther pops he beautiful as hell and had a dump trunk ass whoo"

"Fool i let that slip now so-"

He looked to me with a dead eyes and smiled,

"Thank you for everything pops"

As i picked the Watch my phone was ringing also the ambulace has come,yup in the movies the ambulance who comes in late i think thats true HAHA but that sucks

I go inside the ambulance while the doctor anouncing the time of death of my partner i picked up my phone and said"What is it?"

(Read at the same time)

"Your Daugther was giving Birth right now!!"

"Nurse record this,Time of Death".

August 23,2004,00:37AM

I was shocked as soon as i go out in the ambulance i said to jake

"Forgive for waht i do now son im gonna go to my grandson"

I feel guilty for what i did but does not matter i was running across the hospital while its raining and thunderous,I don't know what i feel sad or happines 2 events happen in 1 night i feel confused but i wass running,running out my guild but i said to my self

"if you are my son-in law im very happy for i will see you grow stronger son".

Now lets focus to my Daugther,forgive me my son.

Yes My Daughter is giving birth to her first child.

A Son,and my Grandson.

As i land in this hospital from clouds,a child has to be born,how foolish Supreme beings incharged me to this task, as i am a god of death, nah lets take a look at this foolish humans

St. Luke's Medical Hospital in the LDR,

(Labor room) a Beautiful woman giving to the child beside her is the father of the child a handsome man with a thrill of his face and holding his wife hand.

At the look of this husband and wife they deeply Genuinely love each other.That they relationship last 5 years or more.They go through to the challenge that god gave them to be a stronger couple and deeping the love for each other,Accepting the imperfect person because that is love.

There is a 2 Nurse and 1 doctor who is performing the labor Seriously.

It doesn't not obvious of it but these three look professional because the faces of they showing.

One who was desperately want that the child will be successful and the mother is alive,he wants that no lives will be lost today

Second who was giving a strenght to the mother whp holding also the left hand of the mother her words are strength

Third the Doctor who organized everything.Plan that this will be successful.A leader who leads those two telling them what to do.Leading them to the right way

"Push! More power you can do it,I can see the head of the baby"

Said by the nurse who is giving he a willpower

A loud grunt while holding to the father's hand

bathing with sweat, all of the nurse's and doctor are seriously taking this operation, because a new life come upon on this world.

That this child meant to be in this Beautiful World full of hope and Dreams

What a lie this child will be disapointed that he will be b@#! and why the parents of him didn't A-

"Come on my love you can do it! I will always be at your side holding hands."

"We can do this maam we just need your pride as woman and a mother who will give her a child a beautiful future"

"Give me a strenght of the mother who will sacrifice everything to save his child"

The words that they give to her will be strength because of that a loud scream to the room from the mother the baby has been dilivered safely the room is full if noise of the crying child

Its like music for those people inside the room and a symphony from the people who just passing by

"Your child,what a beautiful child you did a great job ma'am."

said by the nurse who's carrying the baby who's dripping with sweat and tears in her eyes.

"here ma'am hold your child,feel the warmth of your baby and see a beautiful face of him."

The Mother who bursts into tears while reaching to hold the baby,crying like never been before,because it's a gift from god a responsibility, a life(or a Curse)

"Oh my child,(crying and sobbing)I will raise you properly,feed you properly and for the most important of all, I will love you and not a word in this world will describe it."

or will sacrifice you for what i greed

"Here Edra hold him it's your child handsome like you,he will be look like you in the future."

The father was in overly joy and nervous, while the woman handing it to her to hold he's child

(I think he will r@#$!* that this is his son).

"I'm Speechless this is my son(tears of joy)my boy,and the one who pass our blood line also how hold hine properly"

While middle of celebrating,a man whose in a suit is dripping with water like he swin in the ocean,Running to the hallways snd get slipped but its nothing he does not feel shame in that there are more important things than that yes his daugther whose giving birth

"Hey! No running in the hallways,There are patients sleeping."

Said by the nurse who he run past and ignored

Running faster than a thief , its funny because on his age he cannot run fast like that, and then the door was open loud that echoing in the hallways, it's like a gunshot,

and the man with his eyes see the baby like a diamond,tears fall on his eye,he cannot speak a word,no word can describe it.

"Father look your loving grandson is here."

"Father look how handsome this child is, Its like you and i faces forge to this child."

Seeing her daugther and her wife look happily, he smiled and more tears coming out to his eyes.

"Ca-can I ho-old that child,and me I call him my gra-ndson".

A voice that cannot understand because his joy is over the top that the word he saying can be describe happiness.

"Of course father, even at the time that mom giving birth to us three,you always want a son."

said by her daughter who's laughing at him.

"You making me a fool again Maria,want me to whoop your butt as back then?

as your clothes is drenched with your tears"

Her husband burst into loud laugh then suddenly she punch him by the stomach.

"Fuck maria I was holding our child,what if I drop him"

"Then it's not my fault it's your fault,and don't use swear words in front out baby."

Pinching his cheek while she says that

you can see that they are lov-(kill) each other

"Then can I hold him?"

"Yes father"

Gently giving it to him,Slowly he feel the heat of the flesh and the warmth, see it face and eyes,the color of it's eye is too dark but shine like a star,it's color is comparable to the skies when night

"You see this Elena it's your grandson,if you are here I know that you will never stop crying."

(His wife who passed away year ago and genuinely love each other)

"Are you talking about mother? I'm surely she will never stop she's too kind and pure soul"

There Mother huh,as i see the old man is a good human nad i think see him before,interesting but in this room 2 humans are only has a good deed as i sense.

"Yeah my wife who is bright like an angel she is a gift form the heavens for me

i thanks god giving me a wife that beautiful and kind "

"By the way father"

Said by edra who had a serious look and something to say special only for the old man

"We decided us husband and wife you will the one named the child"

"What!? the father of the child must give a name of his son, not the grandfather."

With a furious look in his son in law

thinking he abandoned the role of a father,giving a of his child Man or a Woman its a father role to give his child a name.

"I know Dad it's not like this fool didn't think a name for his child,his giving this chance to you to named a boy, and we can make a another one if we want"

"Another one? heh"

Said with a perverted look of his wife and then

Bonk!

"Idiot im againts it,one child is enough"

Laughing all of them smile with their facewith doctors and Nurse.

You can see that they are all happy that the baby is delievered safely the mother had a good heartbeat,it was a successful day,as the laughs of them stop the sun rise and shine the baby with the pigeons is flying a rainbow shine after the storm what a good day to be born

"So father what is the name that you will give into my child?"

"I will named him Le-

A man who hanged himself because of guilt and regret because of his decision he made

A Church with a upside down crosss and full of candles that made from blood clot behind that a Man who Smile of demon from hell,A pure evil But with wings of an angel

A Woman whose holding a knife, drenched of blood greedly willing to kill his on son

A Burning House with a corpse beside him,he knew that he is the murderer who killed that woman

A friend of him who betray his bestfriend for a girl that playing them also killed by her boyfriend and get gangrape front of his ex

A glimpse of the future that you cannot avoided for A light that outshine the sun

All of this is a Dream Leben Wake Up we been waiting you from down here its so warm

so can u please kill yourself and go here so we can suffer all of us

So wake up and DIEEEEEEEEEEEE

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*Gasp* loudly sweating like crazy

" That dream again,no i mean Nightmare who will never forgotten but pops you have a good friend right there not a bad nightmare because you are in there."

A deep voice of a man,shirtless in his bed,with a body full of scars,and a tatto of his back like a broken wings.

Wake up from the nigthmare,the sun rise and shine through his face,in the corner of the room there is a man sitting in the armchair,holding a book, you can't see him properly because it's too dark in that corner even the sun rise,and the man spoke with a deep voice.

"A man who lives but really wants to die

You know why he still lives?

because he commit suicide several times."

"What book do you reading again in the morning you're so loud"

said with an angry with the hand of his head because he's having a headache because of the dream he had,he feel dizzy and irritated

"A nightmare again Leben?"

"yes"

"This time what is it?"

The man look at him with a fierce eyes after the question he asked

"The day my mom gave birth and my grandpa partner died"

"Oh i remembered that"

With a smile of his face,smiling like he know what's in my nightmare

but now i feel guilty not from my grandfather did.

"Now i feel Guilty again for what i did"

"How many years has it been huh Thanatos?"

Smiled and said"10 Years since the Bloodmoon incident,i wish after centuries i see that again"

"Feels like 1000 years,Did i do the right thing? or did i repeat what they did"

"Then shall we go to School Profesor Wiederholt"

The Man holding a book ignored what he said because he feel pity for the young man and loneliness.

A man full of regret who seeks peace after the slaughter he did that night.Living a life as a professor Teaching Pyschology at a University,rich and living Healthy but thats what he wants.

"You are burning for what you did,didn't you?

"Yah There is nothing i can change it's in the past,we are in the present it's a gift from others for me present is a cursed because it keeps me alive,and Future is unwritten maybe i-"

"I what?"

"Nothing im gonna take a shower then i go to the university"

"It's 5:00Am in the morning"

"I don't care i have work to do"

The man feel irritated after he said that but after the man come out the room,he had a sad expression to the boy,feel of guilt that he knows a way to avoid a situation to that but he can't, because the gods will rage wrath if he did that,

"You still walk the path that makes you feel in hell even you are on earth, I wish i can do what i know to help but, for now lets see how you react to the stories of once live in this world"

"Let's test you're Curiosity for what i greed for"

to be continued-