chapter 5

I turned around looking at the person standing Anders he was looking at me confused my heart was beating fast and I was afraid as old memories came back of that day,

the day that changed my life suddenly blackness occurs, I felt terrified as he walks towards me ,

"hey what happen?".

"stop don't touch me please "

"please.... please III didn't ,.. stt oo ""I was panicking and afraid the room felt dark and stuffy I couldnt breath as past memories came back .

"hey calm down .." "it's it's okayy ""breath ".. he touched my hair softly .. as I whimpered " I didn't do anything" , " don't hit me " ,I felt weak , heart thumping fast, with tears filled eyes I could see his ocean blue eyes soften and worry was visible in his eyes.

He looked at me place his hand on my head softly and said " Amelia , it's okay it's me I am here no one will hurt you " .

"the words hit me " as I remembered dad , slow tears rolled down my eyes and I could breath again, he stand there and suddenly pulled me into warm hug.

my stomach could feel butterflies in it , the feeling was unusual the musky scent of his body refresh my thoughts , I was standing there shocked I didn't hugged him back but I didn't want him to let go , the hug was for seconds but it felt so good , he pulled away with little smile and his cute dimples showing , as I blushed and looked away and my eyes couldn't met his , I slowly said "thankyou ", feeling a little uneasy if what happened,

suddenly the door burst open and the lady came : " whatt are you two doing here ?"she asked looking confused ," the door lock was not working Anders why did you closed it "

"Lia I didn't I knew it wasn't working I just came to look for some paper for Mr . Mak on the way it closed suddenly ".

I realized the door was half open I pushed it too hard to be closed with force again , I looked at him he didn't looked at me ,

"okay leave now " the lady said

we both left the class room and I could see Sophie waiting for him from afar I stopped and said " uh thankyou " smiled and ran outside .

he was trying to stop me but I was so embarrassed to stop and left as soon as I ran outside I decided to walk and take time to process ,

As I was walking I saw the red head girl walked towards me : " hi I m Leah , I don't have friends too we can be friends?"I was confused and shocked as she was too random but I felt nice.

I smiled : "hi Leah ", "I am happy you approached me ".

Leah:" I saw you at cafe , I was alone , you were cool there I liked your uhhh.. attitude ", " I am talkative and party animal " she smiled .

she was pretty with fair skin, red head , hazel eyes little freckles on cheeks and plump lips .

I smiled at her as we walked. she lived near the area and I a little far from the school we said our good byes and I walked a bit more.

As I was walking I could see two heavy bikes raced past me making loud sound I was startled ,

As again a heavy bike sound came from bear me I turned around it stopped ...., I was taken back by the speed and the break he made so fast .

" oh my god are mad ?.. it is dangerous "

" you have a death wish ? " I shouted

he was sitting on the heavy bike with helmet on and bikers jacket as he put down the stand to still the bike he was tall , he removed the mask and was smirking " I am more dangerous babe "

"don't call me that "

"what ? babe "

" Blake .stop"

" oh we are on names sweet heart "

" stop it , " I said and walked

he held my hand , I shrugged off " don't touch.me "

"oh fiestyy ",he smirked his face was hard eye brows sleek black, his green eyes spitting fire and burning me, his lips were smirking " don't ever talk to me , " , " don't come near me ..." he was taking step forward as I was stepping backwards I hit the wall of the store I was walking by.

He placed his arm on the wall and his face came near me " don't play with fire you will burn " he hissed his green eyes boaring in mine and I was looking at him straight no decent space left for me to move my heart beating abnormally and my face flushed, our breaths touched , I placed my hand on his chest ,he relaxed his eyes soften a bit little confused and as he was pulling away I pushed him , " why are you so close to my face I have no intention to talk to youu no more " I said

His face was shocked as he looked at me .

" you are something else " he said his eyes shinning and lips smirking

I turned and ran towards home .

I could see my house from afar and I ran there pulled my house keys out and opened the door and closed it behind me , I was breathing heavily my back hit the closes door put my head on the door and calm my heart,

events of today ran through my mind "oof what a day".

"did you steal something ? " Mia said suddey from stairs .

I looked at her , rolled my eyes and walked inside and shouted "hi mom "

"hi" " clean your room and kitchen please Amelia I am taking Aron and Mia with me for a couple of days, I have a buisness trip may be uncle Ed will come with me "

I was confused " you didn't ask me anything and you just shoot me work you were not like this before ", "when he was here "." that day ".

" Amelia stop bringing the day, I need peace "

"mom, why do you hate me ? I was the one who looked everything closely "

" I dont want to talk about it please stop " she said and closed the door of her room ,

tears came in my eyes as I missed dad mia was packing her stuff , " I am not going to miss you at all " she smiled fakely.

" shut up or else i will kick you out "

she shouted " you are ugly ameliaaa"

I ran towards the bathroom to change ,

I stand under the cold shower hot tears rolled down my cheeks as I missed my dad and the accident, that happen that left a deep scar in my heart, the hurt ,the fear ,the pain that never go away .

I placed a hand on left side of my stomach where the stitches marks was visible ,I looked at the ugly scar throughly, the incident was as fresh as yesterday. I closed my eyes more tears rolled down my cheeks .

I Miss you everyday dad I said slowly not a single day Has passed that I didn't missed you it's all my fault that our family is suffering .

I cleaned myself up quickly and changed into comfortable pajamas and lied down on my comfortable bed .

The cold breeze from the window came as the moon shines brighter, clear sky with stars shinning, my vision blurry with tears beautiful smell of cinnamon from my scented candle came .I smiled thoroughly as beautiful memories occurs in my mind ," dad I think I have to find a part time job it will be easier for me to manage my expenses dont you think ?"

" I think you don't like the idea but I have to do it I m your strongest ammyy ...I smiled with tears shinning in my eyes "may be things would have been different if you were here may be everything would be easier , may be I didn't felt alone with people around me . Just may bee if you were here " a sad smile formed on my lips.

I laid back down, and thought that I have to be quick tommorow will be a long day I have to find a job too ,and may be busy days will be starting soon I should sleep.

Looking at the beautiful sky and remembering the beautiful memories, I didn't know when I dozed off .