Chapter 36 : Shadow's Confession

Finally, I'm opening the door to let Shadow enter and he puts himself on the wall after I close it, I go back to my bed where I sit and glance at him.

"You seem rather confident little Ellen, is there something I've missed ?"

"I will ask you questions and you will have to answer all of them." I calmly reply.

"Can I lie ?"

"Obviously not, you will confess all I need to know. After all, we are on the same crew. There should be no secret between us."

"Then allow me to ask you a favor. It's not much really."

"What is it ?"

"I want you to take advantage of Plutaria, to make her fall to her demise."

Fuck ! Fuck that, I don't want to but I can't refuse... otherwise he will not say a single of his secrets.

"Gladly. Then tell me which god are you." I can't believe it.

"I'm the Shadow god obviously. I can sneak into anyone's room, hide in people's shadow. Is it what you wanted to hear ?"

"I want the truth."

"For every question you shall repay me a favor, I think it's only fair for me to at least win something."

This person is hiding something very important, I'm pretty sure he is playing dumb with me to not look suspicious and will joke about the truth to make me think otherwise.

"Why do you want me to... to hurt Plutaria ?"

"She is yours, in fact she seems to be your first kiss. She killed all her friends, she even killed you many times. How do I know ? Ask your master and show me your smile."

"Fine... Do you actually hate her ?" I showed him a smile and it faded as soon as it appeared.

"I do, I must admit I'm impressed she didn't turn into a slut with the way she always talks about swallowing milk."

"Shut up your disgusting !" I spurt at him.

"Hey, I'm just a shadow. Would you like it if I removed your shadow ?"

"Would it matter ?" No, I should stop asking useless questions like this one. "How do I lift a curse ? And can I repay you without hurting Plutaria ?"

"Hum, hum... hum... No ! She is still sick, and she hided it from everyone except me. I wonder why, maybe she has more faith in me than you." he provokes me, knowing how I would react.

"Don't mess with me ! I'm her only friend !" I yell at him.

"She could become a godess if she had the balls to kill you and everyone on her kingdom, well for her defense you have that overpowered eye that makes you sort of immortal and for cultural reasons."

"I see... Do you happen to know who took advantage of me when I was sleeping in Plutaria's bedroom when she was sick ?"

"That, I can't answer. While, yes I do know the culprit behind this case. I have been paid to not tell a single soul, but if you agree to my conditions, I will wholeheartedly tell you who made you feel good."

"Why did I agree to this ? I feel like I'm losing."

"I'm gonna quote Plutaria to satisfy your carnal desires. Sex is the easiest method to reach godhood." he claimed with Plutaria's voice.

"If you say it like that, then I can't refuse."

Shadow smiles at me with his scary wide as fuck smile, wider than a pregnant woman, he cast himself on my face and laughs hard enough to make me laugh too, it isn't funny but I'm joining his corruptive laughing noise happily.

I slap myself and stop laughing, why isn't he the one being hurt when he is stuck on my face ? It's like his shadow went on the top of my hand but without actually being the case.

"But how exactly do I... How much do you want me to hurt her ?"

"I can give you the power to change gender, if you know you know little pervert. I will remind you that you are the last hope of your kind, you shouldn't worry about being classified as someone with absurdely insane lust."

"I... Did you just use your powers to corrupt my soul ? I won't get beaten by such a trick. And also why didn't Cupidon's arrow make me fall in love with him but my sister was ?"

"I will let you guess. And to be completely honest with you, don't get found out by your sleeping girlfriend or something very bad will happen to your precious Olivia. She is fine as of now, but one mistake and the Queen will find out and execute her."

"I guess I was too young for love but she craved for it. Also, what if I killed her mother beforehand ?"

"If you did, you would need to help your girlfriend ruling a whole kingdom and she will no longer have any freedom. But think about it, a baby with an half godess and yourself can only turn good."

"Surely it wouldn't count as p... since I'm 15."

"Don't think about it too much, think of all the benefits, I mean having a baby increase your magic considerably. Also I've been reading about the princess reports and she wrote about best species to increase your magic fast and guess what !"

"You have looked at the list and intend to tell me right now to further prove your point that abusing someone in their sleep to make children to save my race from extinction is acceptable." I claim without hesitating.

"You guessed correctly Ellen, I will tell you which one you should go for. The best of the best are elves, they have to be at least around 15 years old for the best experience. Followed by them are... werewolves."

"Wait ! There is no way I ever do it with a monster that has eaten me whole already. And why didn't you save me !?" I'm frowning.

"I was busy... watching you die. Since I expected your eye to save you from certain death, but I guess your master has tried to enhance it but also turned off yours hahaha. What a coincidence."

I'm trying to punch the shadow even if it's pointless, he is literraly processing into turning me into a bad person, everything he says I swallow and it makes sense, he isn't wrong but I do not have any feelings of Love like Sulfur talked about in my memories towards Plutaria, she is more like a friend to me and I don't want to disappoint her since she is actually a nice person on the inside but she tries really hard to look like a bad person even if she sucks at it.

"Tonight, in a few minutes. Plutaria will be asleep in her room, nothing will wake her up because of the drugs she swallowed remaining ignorant."

"I would ask my mom if she was alive, but I never learned how long it takes to make a baby."

"It's fine, since she is human it will take 9 months. What gender would you prefer ?"

"A girl, I already have a name ready for... wait, should I subtly tell it to Plutaria ?"

"Could work, she is a pretty little human. Now for the way to change your gender, just say the one you want, it will give you the tools to procreate and you will feel weird at first but It's like when you transform yourself into a kitsune."

I see, now that I know how to do it.

Wait what, something feels off, I'm already in Plutaria's room and in her bed, but Shadow isn't here, he sent me here and now I have to... I don't want my race to be extinct, I'm sorry Plutaria.

Just by looking at her outfit I feel guilty for even just sticking my lips to lick her own, to gently kiss it, her sleeping face is the only time when she seems as graceful as a princess, just kissing her makes me feel good, she is defenless, since it's dark in here I shouldn't use my magic or I might get caught, same if I happen to know how to lighten up the room. I slowly start undressing her, removing her pajama, I happen to do things I haven't tried with Olivia to experience it first-hand on Plutaria.

"Plutaria, I want us to at least stay friends. Please forgive me for doing that. Shadow convinced me to do it with you."

Ah I'm embarrassed, no one in their right mind would do that, but Shadow is a god and I can't prove it and even if I do prove it, I will most likely forget about it, but Plutaria I will never forget about you. Caressing your nipples with my fingers really affects her, tickling them is making you feel things huh ?

"You're still human, sensitive to the touch of a kitsune like me. My dad would have hated me if he knew what I am doing to you."

I want to enjoy her body, I want to make her feel pleasure, I know I'm in the wrong but God is controlling me, I'm not the one to blame, God is. While I'm at it, I can even smell her armpit and it's disgusting, she didn't even take a shower today but why in the world do I like this smell ? I lick both of her armpits like a dog in heat and carefully get carried away, groping her chest and playing with it, her skin is actually better than Olivia's... licking her feels so goddamn good that I prefer to not go too far so soon in her sleep, I whisper in her ears.

"Our baby will be legendary."

And now, I'm undressing her even more, removing her bottom half of her pajama, and tenderly embrace her sweet legs that are taken care of properly, they don't smell good either. Why didn't she take a shower today like she usually does ? Even when her servants actually helped her take one everyday when she was sick to death. I slowly remove her underwear and see that she was shaved down there, I am relieved that someone I know is actually shaving that part of her body unlike Karen, Olivia and Naomi but I forgive Olivia since she is my soulmate and talkint about it is weird or normal for humans, I wonder...

I'm a creepy girl that cad smell her odor for hours without interruption and still think of how lovely it is, goddamn I love that, it's exciting and stressful at the same time, I'm glad to be here today and to insert my fingers on her... yeah that thing that we share as girls, she moves her head a little whenever I touch this place and her moans are so quiet and adorable, I keep doing it and I widen her hole... I wish I could describe it in a more elegant way... I then remove my fingers from her important place and put my hands behind her back, finally getting to touch her ass, a medium ass that I enjoy toying with and I'm making myself confortable by sticking my breast unto hers and then uncontrollably use the power to change gender just to get the important part and insert it in her, I'm too deep inside to stop now, I'm making noises due to trying my hardest to... well... get hard, to reach her womb and take her virginity away from her, I'm... not even regretting at this point, but even if you watch me Shadow or any other gods, I do it only because someone else would become like the Devil, that's why I'm sacrificing myself.

"I must tell you a secret... Filling you up is something I will do everytime I can, I love your body so much... I'm not like the Devil, I'm a better person."

"Queen ? Hahaha !" Plutaria is daydreaming, talking in her sleep.

"Sleep well..."

I understand how this thing works now and managed to push hard, fucking her was one weird feeling but I'm like smashing her so violently, I can't believe I even do it, she doesn't even realize that she felt good, that she wetted herself and I took away her virginity so eagerly, damn it feels too good to be true.

"I'm starting to enjoy using the magic rod, I hope you will understand that I was desperate to get more power and to not go extinct."

"Hm-hun..."

"Princess, I defiled you. Will you forgive me ?"

"Nuh-Ne-Never !"

She is still asleep, she is just dreaming and so I kept on banging her, until I got tired of it, I changed back to a girl and cleaned up everything then left by jumping from the room but I was blown away at my carelessness and asked Shadow for help and he didn't do anything but talking to me.

"Aren't you tired ? How did you like experiencing with a dead girl ?"

"She isn't dead, just sleeping because you drugged her."

"And I want to know, how much did you like messing up her body ?"

"I loved it, defenseless, a sleeping beauty, the deeper I went the better I felt. This is truly a delightful experience. Thank you Shadow God."

"Hahahaha ! You really believe I'm a god ?"

"I do, when I told you about Cupidon, when you talked about seeing me die, when you told me about the best races to get magic improve faster. You really think I would be a dumbass don't you Shadow ?"

"You impress me, normally anyone would fall for me joking about being a god. But I will tell you two important things to take into consideration."

"Go ahead Mister Shadow God. Or should I say Miss Shadow God ?"

"It really doesn't matter to me which gender you want to define me. First, I'm a temporary God, a replacement for someone else that would kill me if I said her name. Two, you are older than the Demon Lord, 322 years old to be exact."

"I'll believe you for now, Temporary God."

"Cool." he helped me not die and I appeared in my bedroom sitting in the bed.

"You know, tomorrow train your thunder magic, you should abuse your powers as much as you can since it is irresponsible to not use them at all."

"Fine ! I get it, I will not be lazy with training."

"And about the godess, she will only come back at your birthday."

"Why ? Is she an acquaintance I forgot about ?"

"No, only your Nao is acquainted with her. She is her tool, but you know, being in vacation for 6 years is making me feel like I'm the real God."

And when I close my eyes and open them again I'm still in my bed but Shadow is no longer there and someone is in my room, just at the door entrance and at the time I know who it is, that person uses that opportunity to jump on me and hug me tightly while also rubbing my chest, it tickles and I can't feel anything but joy and cry because of it.

That person happens to be Damien, but why in the world is there in my room ? Was everything I did with Shadow not real, maybe a dream ?

"Stop it ! Why are you here !? I would have prefered if you killed yourself."

"Rude... especially coming from you, I just wanted, I hoped that we could do something together to bring back everyone and be happy again." He smiles at me with his idiotic face.

Now that I think about it... I wanna use him, but how should I explain it after rejecting him without making him suspicious of me ? And if I do it with him, could I do it with the remaining two ? Yesn't, I can't save Naomi yet and Karen is missing... and Naomi why would I with my big sister, I should think about how good a mix between races would be... Now, I'm worried, people smiling so much like my catboy friend are terrifying and shouldn't be allowed to keep stare at me, because of the stress building up and my lust from that dream I put my right hand inside my thing and do it while he keeps rubbing me.

"Ellen, please save Naomi from the sweet demon lady that I fell in love with !" he yells desperately.

His words... his lips... Why can't I understand it Why aren't they synched ?I know perfectly how Damien thoughts process work, is he actually trying to... brainwash me with hypnose ? For now I will just push him away with a bit of effort and go out of bed, going into the shower room with clean clothes and locking it for the sake of not having to yell at him for not knocking before entering as well as being alone as he will fantasize about me in weird fashions. Hahaha I'm a genius when it comes to knowing my friends strengths, weaknesses and hobbies, I might try to make thunder fall after the shower, but the entire room is covered in darkness after 2 minutes of using the water thing and my breathe is becoming suffocating...

"It's me Shadow, or should I say, I'm the God that will ruin your life, enjoy dying repeatedly without knowing anything but the pain."

My demon's eye is working, the light in it isn't enough to being suppressed by darkness, I'm slowly dying and try to go for the door and knock at it since my mouth is full for some reason I can sense it.

I can't breathe, I can't die yet or this will repeat... To make it out alive, there is only me I can count in ! And Plutaria shows up in her human form reminding me that a dream isn't eternal, that I can become a god