Chapter 21 : Breaking The Ice

"I miss you the much little bro..."

"I don't like when you call me like that. It's embarrassing, call me by my name big sis !"

"Yeah, sure !"

I forgot my brother's name, why did I forget ? Why am I crying like that ? Are they fake tears or or they real ? It's just a dream... but everything in it feels so real, from the touch, the smell, everything is somewhat real. Did I actually go back in time ? No, that can't be it... I was dying, I am dying right now, that's why my mind plays with me... No, it's the work of the witch, she is planning to make me a doll and I will never let that happen.

"I don't want to be a weak useful for nothing kind of pet !"

"What are you saying big sis ? Did you see a ghost ?"

He is so innocent and young... why do I have to go through that again, why does he acts like that, what did I do to deserve this kind of life ? I hate that life, I hate it so much, I should have let myself died this day instead of being a scaredycat ! Come on, don't say that me. You are better than that, your death would hurt Plutaria your new bestie.

"I'm just lost at words."

"It's okay ! Then you promise me I can marry you in the future !"

"Yes. I promise you."

Even if it's a lie, even if he died thinking I would do that with him, I can still remember both his deaths, if I can tell which one is true does it even matter ?

"Did mama scold you ?"

"No she didn't."

"Do you know why she scolds you ?"

"I don't remember."

That's because you're a bully, always spatting words at this fatty over here, he is always in your mind, is it hate or is it love ? It's hate obviously, it's his fault that they invaded the village.

"It's because I'm in love, I bully fatty out of love." is what I hear myself saying and what he also hears.

"You said you would be with me forever ! You said you loved me ! Why him over me ! Why do you do that slutty face !?"

I try to look at myself but I can't see anything in the mirror that was here at my left, I am lost, my reflect ist even appearing nor is my shadow.

"I'm not in love with any of you. I want to be with Olivia."

"Lesbians are the worst, they should all die and end up in the trash ! But we can change that, we can help you and fix that." he says

"You're not my real brother. Stay away from me." I walk backward.

"You love me."

"That's right I love you, I will even let you fuck with me." I say that, aware that I'm not in control of anything here, everything I say from this sentence and after that is a lie.

"True. That's why you got scolded, because you raped him. You were jealous of him, mom never loved you." he smiles at me with an horrible face.

"You have to punish your big sis. She has been really bad, she deserves all the pain. Go ahead and spank that slutty sister for me !" I say.

He does spank me and I love it, I want him to hurt me so badly, I'm making such a slutty face of a bitch in heat to show my gratitude to my little brother, I can feel my heart pounding so that thanks to him.

"I want to make children with you !" I claim fully honest.

"I love you too." he replies happy.

"I want to be your... sorry, she didn't learn about this. I'll have words to say to Plutaria."

"Who are you ?"

"What do you mean ? I am the other me that slept too long. The real me. You're the only one who knows with Olivia that I'm a total masochist." I laugh because of how happy I am to reveal my true self.

My little brother is about to kiss me, time to end this foreplay, I'm sure I will enjoy being smooched by my blood related brother.

I am now kissing him and hating myself for it, even if it's just a dream... somehow I can feel his lips, I am the one forcing myself on him, It's like I'm possessed by some ghost or evil spirit, the ghost makes me suck his lips dry, this is a nightmare and I can't wake up. Why do I feel pleasure from doing it... it can't be me, I would never go that far ! Especially since we are blood related.. he steps back and glare in my eyes with a creepy smile that keeps getting bigger and bigger and at the same rotating before I see his head blow up right in front of me, his blood spilled all over the room and even on my face, I scream desperately, trying my hardest to remove this memory from my head and get out of that sick nightmare.

I suddenly feel cold, my real body must be freezing, I feel like breaking a window and shatter it to pieces, just like that Camilla, this damn heartless witch ! I will not die, not today, not tomorrow but only when all my dreams comes true ! I take a deep breath, relaxing myself and releasing all the power within me at once, I can hear a cracking noise, a mirror breaking, other cracking noises after, every single time I put all my efforts, more cracks, more, more and more ! It finally breaks like I shattered icr, I slice it open with my powers and wake up, I burn the water with my pinks flames coming from my heart, turning it into vapor and breathing once again, I break the ice glass of the aquarium going straight toward the witch and I breathe fire at her. She dodges it like I expected, I still am aware of the loss of what makes me a kitsune... but it feels like a lie, I'm sure that nothing actually happened to my body.

She has this hateful look that gives me the sheaf and her annoying smile wide smile that goes with it, her hand forms punch and she is in a thinking pose.

"Néhel was so eager to see what

would happen if you died, what a shame that you didn't."

I'm fired up, my tail is back, my ears are back, I set myself on fire, burning in hot red flames, it isn't an aura, it's my power coming back, I'm serious now, it's all about beating her.

"Burn."

She dodges me effortlessly when I try to get close to her and laughs while standing behind me, out of the aura.

"Did you know that every witch had a counterpart ? I'm Néhel's, Redhead is Haruka, Saphilys counter part is... special but doesn't matter."

"Burn."

"I am Hell, nothing scares me. But when I hurt you I feel it, this feeling of dominance. Just like your girlfriend does."

"Burn."

Finally, this witch stops being cocky and she gets her face burned by my flames, she doesn't show any sign of pain and back off.

"You tried to kill me just now ? You think yourself worthy of killing me ? Nufufuhu ! Don't be so confident, when I can do that."

I throw a blue fire arrow at her and use the special effect of my fire, which allows me to freeze her hands and stop her from ever reaching Olivia, I put all my strength in freezing her with my power, I'm not holding back against such a monster... I'll save the dolls one day, now I firstly rescue the good witches by removing the ropes and take Olivia with me to leave this shitty place.

"Olivia, don't die on me."

"I'll wont, I'm a fully grown sister !" she smiled, showing off her arm muscles.

The witches leave without us, I do take care of Olivia as much as I can, holding her hand and shaking my tail happily.

"I think... Somethings needs to be done about the witches. And I don't want to put you into danger."

"I know, I'm sorry for not noticing her shapeshifting ability. The Demon Lord has managed to leave the Void, that's what she told me."

"We will find him and do justice by ourselves..."

"You are a lot cooler than before hahaha... Thank you for saving me, it means a lot." she smiles at me as we walk up the stairs and go to the north of the forest where an army of orcs awaits us, but this time, I'm ready to kill anything that gets in my way.