Awake

The concert keeps on going. One day, the entertainment that I was there with my big brothers and my younger brother, is going to have a concert, after they receiving the award at other country. I don't know if I can perform well, but I just have to perform with them, as my manager said last time. "Mina, are you ready to go find some new clothes for our music awards?" asked Kim Seok Jin. "Ndee, oppa. I'm ready." I said, with a smiling face. He smiled back. "Okay, let's go." said Kim Seok Jin.

We all went for the shopping center for buying some clothes for the music awards. Actually, the stylist have bought for us, but we decided to buy some spare clothes, in case if the clothes are not ready yet. "Mina, try this on." said Kim Seok Jin. "Ndee" I said. I went to the fitting room and he waits me at outside. "Oppa, can you come here?" I called, softly. He came, and looks at my clothes. He had tried his own clothes before. "That's nice, I'll pick this one for you." said Kim Seok Jin. "Ndee, gomawoyo, oppa..." I said.

"Guys, at 8 pm, we have to go to the Agency for a quick brief for our preparations for the music awards and the concert." said Kim Nam Joon. "Ndee." we all said. We quickly rushed out for going back home after shopping and lunch. Everyone is playing on their own, while myself and Kim Seok Jin are still sleeping. We both hugging each other to keep warm. Kim Seok Jin wakes up first, because it's already 5pm, and we have our meeting at 8pm. "Mina, wake up." said Kim Seok Jin. "Ndee.. Oppa, can you help me get my phone first?" I asked. "Mina, it's better you prepare yourself first, after that you can hold your phone, okay?" said Kim Seok Jin. I nodded hesitantly. After a few hours of preparation, it's time to go to the Agency for meeting. I was very nervous. Kim Seok Jin came closer to me, and he sits right next to me. "Hold my hand, Mina." said Kim Seok Jin. "Waeyo, Oppa?" I asked, while holding his hands. "Don't be panic, okay? If anyone asked you, for suggestion, just answer, and I will help you." said Kim Seok Jin. I nodded.

Things become cold in the room. He pulls my face, slowly, he closed his eyes, and leaned to my face. I just hold his face, and again, we shared the kiss again. It takes a long time to share it, suddenly, I feel something warm, Kim Seok Jin pulls me into his hug, while still sharing the kiss. "Mina, how do you feel, after what we did?" asked Kim Seok Jin. "I feel better, and calmed down, but Oppa have to help me too." I said. "Don't worry, Mina, I'll help you. Others will help you too. Let's do this one more time." said Kim Seok Jin. I nodded again, and again the room become even colder. He pulls my face, slowly, he closed his eyes, and leaned to my face. I just hold his face, and again, we shared the kiss again. "Are you ready?" asked Kim Seok Jin. "Ready." I said.

We all went to the car, and we went to the agency. Kim Seok Jin and I hold on to each other's hands to comfort each other inside the car, while others are still playing on their own. A few minutes later, we have arrived at the agency, at 7.30 p.m. We all went to the meeting room, and waiting for PD-Nim.

The meeting has started. It was my turn to give a suggestion. "Noona..." said Jeon Jung Kook. "Ndee, Jungkook-ssi?" I asked. "What should you give during our concert?" asked Jeon Jung Kook. "I-I-I'm n-n-not s-s-sure..." I said, nervous. I feel a hug around me. "Maybe a duet? Awake song?" said Kim Seok Jin. "N-N-Ndee.." I said. "Hyung, that's a great idea." said Jeon Jung Kook. I was still being hugged, to reduce my nervousness. "Mina, don't be afraid, I'll help you." Whispered Kim Seok Jin. I nodded hesitantly.

And the meeting still continued. "Now, who wants to give a speech for some awards if we win and Mina wins too?" asked PD-Nim. I was shocked. "I was nominated for what, PD-Nim?" I asked. "New Rookie Artist Award." said PD-Nim. "Okay..." I said. "Do you want to give a try?" asked PD-Nim. "Ndee..." I said. "Kim Nam Joon, you're the leader, so make sure you have to deliver the speech during the team wins, and Kim Seok Jin, you have to accompany Mina on stage. I'm afraid she will be nervous. Oh, and one more thing, the award for new best couple, Kim Seok Jin and Myoui Mina are nominated. Kim Seok Jin, I want you to give a speech if you and Mina win. Hold Mina's hand, to keep her brave and safe." said PD-Nim. "Ndee." we said. "Okay, now for the concert. Mina, I want you to introduce yourself, and Kim Seok Jin will accompanying you. After that, perform Awake together. The concert will be hold on April. Now it's still March, you all have much time to prepare it." said PD-Nim. The meeting ended and we all went back home.

That night, everyone was already sleeping, Kim Seok Jin showed some photos that the manager has taken from the show, Kim Seok Jin smiled at me. I smiled back. "How proud I am looking at you, Mina. You were brave enough, even I have to comfort you before we start to perform." said Kim Seok Jin. "I know I can do it, even I still need help.." I said. "I know, Mina. It's okay. Unless, you have to be brave enough okay?" said Kim Seok Jin. I nodded hesitantly. "Come on, let me charge your phone, and we go to sleep." said Kim Seok Jin. "Ndee... Let's go to sleep." I said.