47 Father Excuse
Father feels that up to this age he has not been able to make me and Mom happy. He explained that my father was jealous of his office friends who often took his wife and children on vacation abroad, even though their salary was the same.
Dad is also jealous at office events or meetings and invitations. Dad can not give the best appearance for Mom, such as buying a new dress at every event, to the salon for body and facial treatments.
Until he was sad to let the woman he love be not as beautiful as the wives of his colleagues. Dad is not ashamed of Mom, but Dad only regrets not being able to give the best for his wife.
Whether An Riyanto Yulivan suddenly burst into tears and cried covering his face, my father was really devastated to see that my mother and I had never demanded anything from him, even though he saw that his other colleagues were very able to make their children and wife happy to the maximum.