Life Absolutely Sucks

Jay, the protagonist of the story. Super ugly, gets bullied, family hates him, nobody likes him, etc. He always never liked himself, or others. Always hoping for a new life to start anew, but it never happens. And never will. Until... It did.

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The alarm bells start ringing, rings go through my head as I keep on hearing the same voices over and over. I just can't get them out of my mind.

"Jay, go kill yourself. Nobody wants you here.", "Die, you pathetic scum.", "Ew, look at that dirtbag over there."

'The same old voices keep on repeating, with the same old boring insults that get tossed at me.' As I think about this, the alarm is still ringing. I slide my hand over to check the alarm. It's 7AM in the morning.

'I'm still laying here naked as well.' I walk and grab my clothes from the wardrobe next to my bed, these massive sized clothes that cover my fat body kill my self-esteem every morning.

'Huh, I really am a pathetic fat pig. I need to start doing something about this. But I can never seem to put the effort into it.'

I put my clothes on, and when I finish putting them on; my self-esteem just keeps on dying. As I make my way to the kitchen, I see my entire family. My mom, dad, younger sister, and younger brother.

"You're finally awake fat bro." Says my brother.

"You're awake? Go back to sleep. Nobody wants you here." My sister says.

"I know all of you guys hate me, but you don't have to be that mean about it." I say.

'Why does my entire family hate me? I did absolutely nothing.' I thought to myself.

I sit down at the kitchen table, eat my toast and put my shoes on and walk out the door. It's another hellish day of going to school. I always go to school early because if I head there at the time everyone gets there at, I get bullied and ridiculed. Not that I don't already get ridiculed, it's just more tolerable.

I finally make it to school, and I am greeted with the big school. Giant fence, massive door, clean white floors, clean walls, and no litter. I walk down towards my classroom. '3B, 1st floor.' As I make it here, theres nobody here except 3 students. I call them the bullshit trio, but their actual names are Jessica, Andy, and Angel. They're the people I hate the most. They always talk mad shit about me during school classes, physical education, and even outside the school. I can never take a break because of them. Their rumors and bullying leads other people to do it as well.

"Hey fat pig, you're finally here." Andy tosses me a black pouch with silver lining, while continuing. "Go fetch us some bread while you're at it." He says and everyone laughs.

'Damn these fuckers, I really can't deal with them.' I thought to myself.

I go outside, and run as fast as I could to the bakery shop near the school, it's only 1 block away, but with my physique, it's almost impossible. I put the money on the table, grab my bread, and run back. With the faint voice I hear after I'm leaving;

"Oh dear, your life really is terrible. I can solve that for yo-"

All my energy is wasted, and I can't hear anything. I am breathing heavily and I finally made it back to school. I gave the bread to Andy and sat down.

"Thanks, overweight fuck." He says as he smirks at me while continuing to chat with his friends. Then he finally stopped looking at me after a while.

I can't stand them any longer. They fucking suck, and I hate them. I want to end them myself, but with my fat-ass body, and my mentality, I can't. They keep on bullying me, and just because of my looks. I don't get it. My life is already hard enough, why make it harder?

The bell finally rings after about 30 minutes. Everyone is finally here, and getting into their seats. While classes go by and from, I stare at the board, doing my work, and homework. Despite my appearances, I am actually on the smarter side. I rank at least top 20 every semester. I am smart, but because of that as well, I get bullied into doing other people's homework.

The last bell rings and I finally can head home, but while I'm heading home; I hear the same faint voice in the distance.

"Here my child, I will grant you a new life, just as you wished. Be free. Be-" The voice cut off and every step I walked I consciously noticed the small things.

Time was moving slow. And I could see everything. Around me, even behind me. I saw the sweat drops still on me, the skin, the amount of hairs a fly had, the smoke molecules as they drifted back into the air while a kid was smoking.. 'I can see everything, but why? And.. How?' I thought.

Time slowed down continuously for the past 3 seconds.

'No.. was it even 3 seconds? I would never know. I couldn't feel anything.'

'I couldn't feel.. The flow of time?'

"That's right." The faint voice said to me.

"Are you the one who did this to me?" I asked the voice, while continuously turning to look for where the voice was coming from.

"Of course, nobody else is talking are they?" The voice said, sarcastically.

I hear a strange snap sound, I can feel something.. I feel strange, maybe even; omnipotent? I don't know what this feeling is, but there is a lot of power surging through my veins, my blood is pumping, adrenaline is kicking, I feel the sudden surge of power, and emotions.

'Kill, kill, kill!' The emotions are slowly fading though as I feel time slowly resuming.

"I hope you enjoy my gift, this is a gift I wouldn't give to any normal person. However, after seeing you had the ██████████ inside of you, I changed my mind." The voice got clearer, but after it said 'seeing you had the', the voice got distorted, and then it immediately went to normal.

I see a white figure. She's beautiful. She has a halo, and angelic wings? She is wearing a white rag covering her important parts, and golden eyes with blonde hair. Her skin is pure white, and lips are beautiful red.

"Goodbye, █████████"

A black reality distorting orb appears in front of my face. Time heads in reverse, and I see everyone going backwards. I tried to speak, but I couldn't. The black orb started pulling me in. I tried resisting, but it sucked my left arm first, then my entire body.

I feel like I'm floating through endless space. I open my eyes, all I see is the eternal void. I see darkness. My body feels cold. I can't breathe, but I don't feel uncomfortable. I can't hear, and I can't feel the flow of time anymore. I then see a small dim light. The light slowly enlarges, and it covers my eyes. I open my eyes and I find myself in a green, green garden. Filled with roses, daisies, and every type of flower.