It follows me.

It was merriment for you when you had me whenever you needed me. You peeled and laid me in all ways you wanted. If you ever did just to win a game, waste time with me, know me to satisfy your desires she will always play games with you, you'll never get her to waste her time and she will never satisfy you and your feelings however they tend to be all right and hoping they'll be broken and disappointed "the curse she invoked onto me". She must have be so much hurt it can tell this on how this whammy haunts me. Suddenly had never imagined I'd be among who wish for what can't happen but still if I could, if I could take back time, if I knew how much she loved me, If I knew how much to love her right back not to hurt her, I would be free. I wouldn't be taking exactly so real words that sounded a mere scary joke then. Now I cry in the night, in the morning, in between awake and asleep about loneliness I didn't call knowingly but came by my ignorance and her execration. Why, why even when if I mean I wasn't meaning bad like she thought it still follows me. Can't love heal this, can anyone love me, Ohh I'm cursed not to be loved because I couldn't tell love before and it still holds me back even after before.

If pain cursed she would feel millions of this I feel but still it would come back to me because If it maintains the cycle hence I would feel it more so I forgive her. May she be free like I long to, be happy like I miss. Hopefully she will be free and I will be freed from her curse.

END.