1. He's coming back

Ryan POV

"I got a good feeling, I'm just taking it all in, floating up and dreaming, dropping into the deep end and if we're here long enough they'll sing a song for us" I keep shouting while singing the lyrics from one of my favorite artist song, Harry styles.

I know neighbors will complain about this later but well they can't blame me, am seeing my brother for the first time in 10yrs and I can't fucking stop the excitement in me.

Remembering while we get separated always makes me sad but right now am so happy because hes fucking coming back, you might not know but we used to be so closed before the tragedy happened anyway my brother is coming back and that's the only thing on my mind

"Will you keep your voice down?" Says my bestfriend but I keep singing "Find a place to feel good "

"Please just keep your voice down I know that you are fucking excited to see your brother " my bestfriend yelled angrily at me, I stopped cleaning and sit beside him saying "Am really so happy do you think he will be happy to se me? Why am I even asking, when I know he will be more than excited , we used to be so closed you know" I keep going on and on about my brother while my bestfriend looks at me like am crazy .

I stood up and continue cleaning my brothers room so he won't go through all the stress when he comes back tomorrow Yes my brother is coming back tomorrow which is Friday since he as to resume school on Monday

After cleaning his room my bestfriend left for his house while I joined my father in our living room, I engaged in a conversation with him

"Am really so nervous to see him after 10yrs" says my father, when my brother left 10yrs ago I knew he was being strong for me by not breaking down in tears just like me, I had it hard that I refused to eat, cry myself to sleep and wake up crying before I decided to move on.

The day my brother left for new York was the last time we heard from each other, even though I want to contact him my father told me his new family said we shouldn't so he can adapt to his new home, well I contacted him several times but he didn't pick so I decided to give up.

"Goodnight" my father path my shoulder and go to his room while I did the same.

Am in my room but couldn't sleep because how can I when my brother is coming back tomorrow

"Oh my God " I whisper shout when I remember I have school and football practice tomorrow, well am the captain of my team and I need to be there tomorrow which means I can't be present when my brother arrives. Good fucking great, I just want to cry well I'll just meet him at home.