Prologue

When the time comes and I was alone keeping you here inside me, regretting the past hoping I've never done, the things shouldn't be done for the first place, now here I am reminiscing those memories' of you and me and picturing the what if, picturing the happy ending of you beside me with a bright smile, caring our hope to be grandsons and granddaughters happily playing in front your favorite wide garden that are full of flowers you loved the most.

Now crying beside your tomb could never bring you back, cursing myself would never help either.

Hunting me every day and night, even visiting my dreams are you really that to me? Or is it me whom never want to forgive myself of what I have done?

Can't you forgive me if I said to you now that....

I ....

Never really...…..

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Never regret it at all. *And a wide grin forming in his lips, while giving shivers to anyone that can see.