Betrayal

During the drive, there was dead silence between us. It was bothering me, I decided to overlook the awkwardness. He was busy with some files. The thoughts in my mind were running lose, what if he is going to shot me dead in the middle of the road? Oh god, I don't wanna die.

"Quit staring, your gaze will pierce a hole through me".His words flinched me as i gaped sharp in silence.

Woah! My life suddenly had the gloomy texture as i could no longer feel serenity in this environment. But, I won't regret doing this ever for saving Olivia. Wait, Olivia? she must be fine right? I just can't trust this guy. So, I asked him.

"Ah, I wanted to ask something?", I hesitated knowing that i don't actually have the right to question him anything.

" Go on"

I sighed, "I knew it! I won't ask anything"

He looked at me with his perplexing expressions. "Perhaps, Your understanding nerve is damaged? I said go on and ask. Did the blow on your head made you dumb?"

"I'm not dumb! It was you, who always reminds me of the forceful promise whenever I ask you something" I defended myself.

"Anyhow, About the girl yesterday?" I paused and he continued with his work.

"Yeah, Now that you are asking- Um she was really impressive. I've never seen a minor being this blissful" His words were like an arrow poking straight to my chest. And I asked the driver to stop the car before i murder him.

He started laughing, it was as if this whole thing was a mockery for him. I grabbed him by his collars. Since, the car wasn't spacious, he rolled over and now i was under him.

"What? Are you jealous of your girlfriend?" he whispered with his sly grin. His thoughts were disgusting me, I was about to leave as soon as the car stops. And here we are at our destination, the driver and the man were off leaving us behind. We were still in the same position.

"Get off me!" I struggled to get him off me, his fingers were tracing my skin. He held my chin roughly and placed his lips on mine, his tongue was enclosed on mine. I squinched my eyes and pushed him away giving him the harsh words "You disgust me! Even the idea of being near you disgust me, I'd rather die than sleeping with you!"

And I went off the car, i didn't want to even look at his sly disgusting face, So, I just ran away from there, stopping at the boating area. I turned around but nobody was following me.

"It's a relief!"

There was a boat which took me back to my destination, "Olivia's house". I just wanted to hug her so badly before wrapping our relationship. Yes, I've decided to break up because of whatever happened to her. It was my fault, I won't be able to forgive myself. Just because of me she was-

I collected my emotions and rang the bell of her house. Somebody came to open the door, It was Mrs, Mikan. I greeted her and asked her about Olivia," Oh! Takashi, she isn't home yet"

"She isn't home? since when?" her words worried me.

"She went to Miroh's house this morning. Wait , why don't you come inside?"

"Ahh, Thanks a lot! I'm in a hurry, forgive me" with this she didn't forced but greeted me a good day.

I tried contacting her and she picked up "Hey Oli, it's me takashi! Are you alright and where are you?"

"Oli? bae?" Nobody answered but i heard someone breathing.

"Mr. Sato, Your girlfriend is busy. Call back later!" It was Mario, he was with Olivia? perhaps, she was kidnapped by him. Since, I ran away.

The call didn't ended. So, i could hear him enjoying but what broke me was Olivia's voice "Oh babe, You are so good at it!"

"please a little harder, thrust it in!"

"I really love you"

I couldn't stand anymore, my leg's were numb as if my lower half was paralysed. The call was still going and i was about to hang up when Mario asked her about me "Don't you have a boyfriend?"

"Please, don't tell me you know him?" she replied hesitantly.

"Don't get me wrong, I've always loved him but he seems to be hideous and I don't know when did my feelings started to drain. There was a strange rumor about him in my college that he killed his own brother for money. I know this would be inappropriate but i don't want my reputation to be tarnished cause of him"

I couldn't bear to listen them more, so i just hung the call. I wanted to cry but my tears were stuck inside my heart. Everything was like a delusion , I couldn't cry and it was hurting me more. The burden on my heart was seemed to get even more heavier.

I was sitting on the footpath but nothing mattered anymore. All i could think about was the fake affections and memories which were stabbing my heart endlessly.

I somehow managed to walk the distance to my apartment. The longest journey of my life, sadness had taken over my heart.

I no longer wanted to think, just fell upon my bed like a boat sinking in the deepest of the ocean. I curbed my emotions but still couldn't sleep.

"I need to sleep, i can't take this pain anymore!"

went to my kitchen and took the beer out of it.

I chugged all of them without realising the intake. But, I can no longer restrain myself.

The night wasn't passing and it was making it worse, just went downstairs for more drinks. Even though my body wasn't physically fit and everywhere it was hurting like hell but it wasn't nothing compared to my heart which was burning with those depressed emotions of betrayal.

Just like that, I don't know when i fell asleep without crying...