Apologize My Heart pt2

(A/N Sorry it just wouldn't fit on one update.)

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"Brat, when are you going to ask sweet Izuku to marry you?" My hag demanded while Deku was distracted with the photographer. 

"Give me a fucking break! We've only been dating for a little while now," I hissed at her, trying to be careful that Deku wouldn't hear me. 

"We both know that is a moot point. You've been in love with him since you were three!" She snapped at me and I couldn't help getting red at that. 

"Yeah and I fucked that up pretty fucking bad on middle school!" I snapped right back at her. "Just," I paused and looked at Deku who was gushing at some of the pictures we took, so happy over something so small. "Let me be happy. What if he breaks up with me because I move too fast? I can't, I just can't." I rubbed at my eyes but my hag gave me a knowing smile. 

"Just don't lose that happiness because you're too afraid to commit," she warned me before taking it a step further. "What if he wants you now? All of you? What if he wants to chain you up so tight that you never get away?" 

I gave my hag a horrified look. Why in the hell does it sound like she is hoping Deku is the top in our relationship? And a very dominant top at that. Holy fuck. 

"You realize that I'M your son right?" I asked and she cackled like a fucking witch. Just why my mother? Damn hag. 

"Yes and I also know that you are like me so get over it," she smirked and very unpleasant images came to mind. 

"Gross," I made a face and I don't think I'll ever be able to face Dad again, let alone look him in the eye. 

"You say that now but after you two get married I expect some gossip," she kept cackling. I swear she is a witch. 

"Not on your life," a creepy shiver ran through me at even the thought. 

"You say that now but I'm serious. Eventually you'll talk about sex and it will probably be me and not your father just because you are like me," she shrugged. Now I'm wondering what exactly she means by that and my dumb ass decided to ask her. 

"Katsuki, we are take charge kind of people. We like to be in control and lead the way when there is something to do, leave the feelings and overthinking to our men," she shrugged as if that somehow made sense. "But when we are finally ready to be vulnerable, which is exactly what sex is by the way, making yourself vulnerable to someone else, there are a lot of emotions, feelings and overthinking so the best thing for people like us is to give the reins to the people suited for the job. Are you following me so far?" She looked at me intently and I glanced up to see Deku talking to Dad about something or another but both seemed happy. 

"Yeah," I answered, turning my attention back to her. This is probably the closest I'm getting to a heart to heart with my hag and I would rather not do it twice if I can help it. 

"Then the best way to do that is to submit," I recoiled at her words but didn't say anything, letting her continue. "Let him make love to you, it's what they want, or people like them anyway. They want to shower praise, affection and tender touches on their lover. Don't get me wrong, sex is give and take, you can't neglect him either but let him set the pace. If it helps to make him more comfortable offer a blow job, a massage, or on a really bad day if he's anything like Masaru, just give him lots of kisses." 

"That order seems backwards as fuck," I scowled, confused. 

"You follow that fucking order brat!" She hissed, careful not to let anyone else hear us. "A blow job is fun, don't use them to get your way, it back fires more often than not if you try that," I nodded understanding that much. "Massages, are a great way to get their attention but if they aren't feeling it it can end there but they will feel better just knowing that you care," okay I can see that too. It makes sense to me anyway. 

"The kisses," she paused for a moment trying to figure out the best way to put it. "The kisses are their everything. Remember they are all feelings, emotions, overthinking," she paused again and I nodded, pieces clicking into place. "So when they are having a rough day that's all they want, affection. Do not, I repeat DO NOT try to escalate it further. If they want more they will let you know but otherwise just give him kisses, tell him how much you love him, shower him in pure affection and then see where he wants to go from there. Your father tends to just want to cuddle or hug on his bad days, somehow he feels insecure and his bad days make that worse." 

I nodded thinking about everything she said and it really does make sense, twisted as it was, the dynamic she described was just about a perfect fit for us. 

"You know most parents tell their teenage son not to have sex out of wedlock," I rolled my eyes, teasing her a little. 

"Just get married, I know I would sign off on it but you're both 18 so we don't really need to anymore," she shrugged as if that made all the sense in the world. 

"So you're really okay with not having grandbabies?" I asked, a little surprised. Even with quirks men can't pregnant after all so her telling us to get married means she has zero interest or at very least, no grudges about it. 

"Just adopt a baby, Inko would agree and your father really does want a baby to spoil," she whispered as if it were a secret. I laughed out loud though. This is actually kind of nice. Just talking like old friends instead of her trying to control me and I said as much. 

"Like I said, you're 18 now. My job as your mother was to teach you right from wrong, how to take care of yourself and protect you. Believe it or not Katsuki I do love you, no matter how strict I was with you, that will never change." Fuck, why did she have to get all sappy and feely? 

"Okay now that all that's been said let's stop. I might hurl if we get anymore emotional," she pretended to shiver and we were both laughing. Okay maybe I'm more like my hag then I thought, and that's saying something! 

"Kacchan! The photographer is going to take a small break so I figured we could go out for a small dinner date?" Deku came running up before smiling at my hag. "If that's okay with you Aunty?" 

She laughed before waving us off. Why do I feel like she knows more than she is letting on? 

"We'll be the best dressed just about wherever we go," I smirked at him before shrugging. "Of course I would be the hottest one there if it weren't for you," I added and he flushed a light pink. Hmmm, I love making him giggly. 

We went out for dinner and we were actually stopped a couple times only for Deku to politely tell them that we were busy today when they realized who we were. We were at the park walking along a trail when we came across a hill that I recognized a little too easily. The sun was setting and I looked out to see the city in the distance bathed in the golden light and let out a long sigh, just relaxing. 

"What's on your mind?" Deku asked but I just smiled, keeping my eyes closed. 

"Just how far we've come since the last time we came here," I took another deep breath before letting it out and turning towards my boyfriend only to see him down on one knee. "What-?" 

"I love you. I always have, the way the world itself seemed to bend to you was amazing but now nearly as amazing as you. Anytime you saw something you wanted, you went for it. You worked so hard, forcing yourself to meet whatever goal or thing you wanted and I just can't stay away," he never let his eyes drift away. Clearly holding onto my own, I saw him reach for something but I couldn't see what, the green of his eyes were too much, too vibrant for me to look away from. 

"I love you. I hope one day you'll see me as one of your goals but until then please let me be the happiest man in the world?" He dropped his gaze and I was finally able to see what was in his hand. A box, a small black box that he carefully opened, showing a black band of metal that I have no doubt would be able to withstand any and all of my explosions. 

"Will you marry me? Not just someday or in the future. Will you marry me today? Would you sign your life and soul to me and let me do the same?" 

I don't know when or even how. All I know is that in the next moment he was in my arms and I was kissing him. A word repeated over and over again between the kisses was barely registering to my ears even though it was my voice saying it. 

"Yes." 

Turns out that that was today. Deku had roped our parents into this little shotgun wedding proposal and the photographer had managed to get several pictures of us, especially on that hill top. He all but carried me to the car and my dad drove us to the court house. In hours, what only felt like minutes, his last name matched mine. Bakugo. I never knew that he wanted my name so badly. My hag handed me a key and I looked back at her confused. 

"It's your wedding night. So we got you a room for the weekend," she winked and pointed behind me. I saw her pointing at a rather nice hotel and Deku held my hand, pulling me towards the front doors, a blush on his face. 

Our parents left us behind and he led me to the room, not even looking around to ask which floor it was on. The door closed behind us, locked and his arms carefully pulled me towards the bed. 

"I love you," he whispered a kiss drawing me in. Our clothes gone, our skin bare and this time nothing was stopping me. 

***

I woke up to a light groan. Stretching out I felt him behind me and turned into his chest, cuddling close. The slight ache throughout my body letting me know that none of it was a dream. 

"Hmmm, Kacchan?" Deku woke up still groggy. He looked around for a moment before letting his attention return to me. "I love you," he whispered sweetly in my ear. And I couldn't help reaching up and kissing him. 

Sex had been amazing. The feel of him inside of me was still driving me nuts but if he wanted to stop for now-. 

"Again?" He asked, interrupting my thoughts with a sleepy smile that made my heart pound. I kissed him again and he giggled before rolling me onto my back. 

"I'm never going to let you go," he promised before biting into my neck and I moaned out loud. He easily navigated my body, sending excitement and affection with every touch. I scratched up his back only for him to thrust back in again. I turned my head to the side giving him the access he wanted to my neck and he bit me again, rougher than before, making me really try to sink my claws into him. 

"Kacchan?" He moaned out my name before thrusting again and I could feel him shaking in my arms. 

"Yes?" I whispered my answer just to get a kiss and several more deep thrusts. He froze at the force of the last one, his dick throbbing inside of me, finally cumming. 

"Fuck yes!" I crooned just to roll us over, his hands on my hips while all his muscles strained below me. I rode him. I felt him grinding inside of me. His head was thrown back but his hands were on my hips pulling me down hard, making sure I couldn't get away. 

I like this. This possessive Deku that only I get to see, the way he made demands of both of our bodies just for us to lose every sense of control there was. 

"Aaaaaaahhhhhh!" I cried out, my release far too much for me to be silent. 

***

"BRO!" I looked up to see Kirishima bright red and a look of complete shock was all over his face. I already know exactly why though. Deku in his one track minded pursuit left several hickeys on one side of my neck and they were big and nasty looking. 

Damn vampire. 

Fuck I love him. 

As if summoned Deku came running up and grabbed my hand before giving me a kiss directly on the lips. My possessive ass husband is the best. I might like setting him off if he is going to get all cuddly every time he gets a little jealous. 

"Mmm, someone is happy," I hummed, smiling while I hugged him. 

"Yes," he answered, not bothering to explain himself and I don't really need him to. His reaction to the mirror this morning gave me a pretty good idea as to why anyway. 

He wasn't the only one leaving marks. 

"Did you get the papers turned in, Bakugo?" I whispered the last name in his ear trying to tease him. 

"Yep, Nezu said congratulations by the way. We can start staying in each other's rooms without anyone checking on us now," he smiled brightly before giving me another kiss. Long story short, our mini honeymoon had the door locked at all times except for room service. My body still feels sore but the sweet tenderness that came with it was addicting and my husband is too hot for me to try and keep my hands off. 

"Problem children, the bell rang. Love birds that means you too," Aizawa Sensei lectured but nothing else was really said and like usual Aizawa Sensei skipped attendance. That's okay though we assumed this would happen. 

The morning was pretty fast and it wasn't until Midnight came in that it happened. 

"Holy! I know you two have been together for a while but try not to eat each other," she giggled before asking for details but I sure as fuck don't kiss and tell and Deku is a gentleman. 

"What are you talking about?" Aizawa Sensei finally gave in and got up from his sleeping bag. He has pretty much gone through class so far without even glancing at any of us, probably thanks to the late patrol I know he had but whatever. 

"The hell?" He almost jumped back when he saw the hickeys but I'm playing stupid. 

"The hell? What the hell is your problem?" I snapped at him and he just stared at my neck for a minute before blinking at me. Just how sleep deprived is he? 

"What's wrong Kacchan?" Deku asked, turning me so he could look at my face and neck. He even pulled my shirt collar down as if he didn't know exactly what their problem was. Showing off even larger bigger hickeys as he did. I can't laugh, straight face! I can be as gay as I want but my face has to be straight right now!

"I'm fine, Deku calm down," I let out a sigh as if I were tired of repeating myself. Fuck, this is a lot of fun. 

"How did you-?" He started to demand answers until he saw the large matching hickey on my husband's neck. "You?" He doesn't seem to know or understand what is going on and as if on cue, which it was but hush, Nezu walked in. 

"Awe Bakugo, make sure you finish quickly because we still need to get you both finished up on all the excess paperwork before the ceremony. Ah, Aizawa, is there a problem? Why are you and Midnight crowding around them?" He looked genuinely confused and damn, this fucker really likes to fuck with our teacher. 

"This," Aizawa Sensei pointed at us but when all three of us just looked at him confused and waiting until he gave in. "Nevermind, just resume class," he waved at Midnight who pouted. 

"Uh, or not? Tell me boys does that mean you finally made a home run? Give a girl some details?" She whined, obviously wanting to gossip. 

"I see that Midnight is taking the pay cut," Nezu coughed, clearing his throat but she didn't budge. 

"Fine but I need to know, did you two do the horizontal tango? How was it? Is he nearly as much of a monster as everyone assumes? She addressed that last question to Deku while motioning towards me. I'm the fucking monster? How? Deku kept it coming for several days and all I could do was take it. Not that I'm complaining, not at all. I can't wait to lock our door when we get back. 

"Highly inappropriate," Nezu sighed before grabbing her by the hand and pulling her away before having second thoughts and turning back to us. I could feel how red faced I was at what she had been asking. "Oh and again congratulations on the wedding. I hope you have a long happy life together." 

We thanked him and he left but before Aizawa Sensei could do or say anything the class erupted. "The wedding!??!" I have no idea who said that or the host of other questions that came after it but Deku giggled, getting all of their attention. 

"Thanks, I asked him to marry me and our parents drove us faster than I would have ever thought. They were so excited," he explained and I just let out a sigh and smiled at my husband. With him by my side I think I could take just about anything. 

End.