I want you

Olivia's POV

I stared at him and realized how my words must have hurt him. But that was the truth. I couldn't be with someone who I know kill people daily.

“Olivia”.he called out.

I moved away from him and stood by the door.

“Believe me, whoever I killed. I killed them for a good reason”.he spoke in a calm voice. Hearing that from him got me furious.

“You have a good reason for killing people”. I shouted in anger .he ran his fingers roughly in his hair and sat on the seat.

“In this business, it's either you kill or you will get killed “.he said those words like he was talking to himself.

“Really”. I asked in anger.

He stared at me for a while and I could see he was hurt.

“You know nothing Olivia, you really don't know a thing”.he spoke softly, but I could notice the anger in his voice.

Silence envelope the whole basement and neither of us said a thing.

“You should probably go home “.he finally spoke up, 

“Really, is that all you have to say “. I asked in anger .he hissed and brought out his phone from his pocket,

“Come to the basement”.he said those words and ended the call.

Within a minute, the guy who walked me home that night came to the basement.

He stared at Rona before staring at me, giving me a questioning look.

Rona stood up from the chair and walk up to us.

“Take her home, she doesn't want to be near a killer like me “.he said those while staring at me. I met his gaze and could see he was really hurt .he hissed softly and left me and his man there.

“Did you say that to him “.his man asked angrily.

I nod my head slowly without meeting his gaze.

“Shit”.he shouted in anger.

I knew I was angry when I met him pointing a gun at Johnson, but I shouldn't have said that to him.

“Let's go, I'll drive you home “.his voice was rough and harsh.it was obvious he was angry with me.

We left the basement, but along the way, I started walking at the direction to Rona's room.

“Where are you going”.he asked in anger.

“I want Rona to take me home “. I said those words and walked away. I climbed the stairs and got to Rona's room, without knocking I open his bedroom door, but he was nowhere in the room. I went to the bathroom and still couldn't find him.

“He is here”. I turn around and saw his man at the door.

“Then where is he “. I asked in frustration.

“I won't tell, and I think you should let me take you home “.he spoke calmly but in anger.

“I'm not going”. I murmured and sat on the bed .he stared at me for a long time before speaking,

“Follow me, I'll take you to where he is”. I quickly stood up from the bed and rushed to him .he stared at me and shakes his head before leading the way.

We got downstairs and passed several rooms before we stop at a room with a much bigger door than the rest of the room.

“Go in”.he opened the door and gently pushed me in.

I got inside the room and gasped at what I saw.

Rona was putting on just a short, his head was messy, and he was angrily punching the punching bag with his bare hands.

“Rona”. I shouted and ran up to him.

He was surprised to see and stared at me with a quizzical look.

“What are you doing here”. I did not let the word finish from his mouth before I moved closer to him and hugged him tightly.

At first, he was resisting me, but I held on to him tightly.

“I'm sorry Rona”. I whisper in tears.

Seeing him that way breaks my heart and to know that I was the cause of it, brought a Sharp pain to me.

He hissed softly and stroke my hair, 

“It's okay little Bird”.he spoke softly Before he kissed my forehead.

I melt in his arms which felt like the safest place in the world and wish never to be separated from it.

“Rona”. I called out 

“Yes little bird “. I felt my body shiver at those words.

“I never meant to say those words to you, I'm sorry”. I whispered,

“It's alright”.he released me from his arms and stared directly in my eyes.

“I can never be mad at you for a long time”.he smiled at me and I felt my heart flutter by it. I smiled at him and shyly looked away.

“Do you want me to take you home “.he asked, 

“Yeah”. I removed my gaze from him and noticed his hands were bleeding.

“You are bleeding “. I took his bruised hand and looked at it.

“It's nothing”.he chuckled softly and tried to take his hands away, but I held him tightly.

“Let's go “. Without letting him speak, I took his hand and led him out of the gym .he kept silent and followed me till we got to his room.

“Sit”. My voice was calm but full of command.

Like a little child, he obeyed and sat on the bed.

“Where is your first aid kit because I know you definitely have one “. I said those words while scanning the room .he chuckled softly and pointed at a direction. I followed his direction and found the kit.

I sat on the bed and took his left hand,

“This will hurt okay “. He chuckled softly and shakes his head,

“I've endured a million times pain like this “.he said the word so casually like it meant nothing.

I hissed softly and poured a spirit on the wound, but he did not make a sound of pain, Rather he was staring at me.

“is it not painful”. I asked when I noticed no reaction was coming from him.

“How can I feel pains when you are the one doing it," he said those words while staring at me. I felt intoxicated by his gaze and nervously look away.

I clean the other hand and bandage it.

“Thank you “.he said those words and kissed my Cheek.

“You are welcome”. I spoke slowly.

He stood up from the bed, and took a towel from his closet.

“Do you wanna join me “.he asked jokingly. I roll my eyes at him and looked away.

“Well, that's your lost “.he spoke with a big grin on his face before leaving for the bathroom.

Well, he was right. I just lost the opportunity of seeing his well perfect body.

Within a minute, he was in the room shirtless and with just a jogger on .it was obvious he was trying to seduce me.

“Why are you not putting on a shirt”. I asked while nervously look away.

He chuckled softly and moved close to me, and before I knew it, he gently pushed me to the bed, and climbed on top of me, with his both hands on each side of me.

“Why?, is it making you uncomfortable”.he whispered seductively in my ear. I felt my leg shaking and shivers runs through my body, but I composed myself.

“No, I'm not”.I replied in a shaking voice .he chuckled softly and stared at me. I tried looking away, but it felt like I was glued to his gaze.

“Remember, we were about doing something important before Mike interrupted.

“Shit”. I whispered. He still remembers.

I swallowed nervously and stared at his empty bare chest.

“I can't remember us doing anything important ”. I spoke nervously.

He chuckled softly and I noticed how handsome he was when he laughs.

“You don't remember”.he asked with a big grin on his face, 

“Yes”. I murmured,

“Maybe I should help you remember”.he didn't finish those words from his lips when he started placing kisses on my neck. I felt myself moaning and tried using my hands to cover my lips, but he noticed it and took hold of my hands and pin them above my head.

“I want to hear your moans, don't hide them from me”.he said those words while staring directly at me.

I felt cold shivers runs through my body and I couldn't look at him.

He smiled at me before going back to my neck, 

I felt his hot lips on my neck and I couldn't help but moan 

“Rona”. I moan

It seems like me calling out his name might have triggered something in him because I felt him groaned and the kisses on my neck became deep.

He left my neck and went for my chest since I was wearing an exposed dress 

He softly kissed my neck and I couldn't help but dip my fingers in his hair 

“You taste delicious little bird”.he moans out.

He stops kissing my chest and took hold of the button in my dress .he was about unbuttoning them, when I felt nervous and scared.

He must have noticed my hesitation because he removed his hand from my dress and gently caress my cheek.

“Sorry, I went too far “.he kissed me on the cheek before kissing me slowly and gently on the lips.

The Kiss wasn't rough or sexual like his normal kiss .but this time the kiss was pure and gentle.

I took hold of his neck and deepen the kiss, I felt my chest was about to explode when he stopped the kiss and stared at me.

“I will never do what you don't like”.he smiled at me and was about getting off the bed when I held his hand, 

“Where are you going”. I murmured

“Getting dress, so I could take you home “.he said those words and caress my cheek.

I hissed softly and looked away.

“What is it”.he asked with so much care that I felt my heart pounding,

“Nothing”. I murmured and looked away.

He hissed and took a hold of my cheek and made me stare at him, 

“Just tell me what is it, and I'll do it for you “.his voice was gentle, but I knew he meant what he said.

I nervously stare at him and found my chest pounding with what I was about to say.

“Say it, little bird”. I did not let the word finish from his mouth when I pulled him to me and kissed him roughly.

He kissed me roughly and took hold of my hair.

“What are you doing little bird “.he murmured in the kiss 

“I want you “.did I just say that. I scream in my head.