I’m not so lonely anymore huh?

I was all scared of having mates when I was little I thought they’d lock me up or throw me out, maybe even hate me, judge me, despise how I mated with them, or even torture me until the mating bond was rejected or even kill themselves instead of having me Ari, this short blushing tomato with my brunette hair and bleached ends,and think i am disgusting and to be honest I thought deep down I thought- no, hoped they’d love me and my weirdness altogether maybe comment how my eyes were a pretty red? Hehe... or maybe hug me? I love hugs.... yeah I’m kind of shameless and weird altogether I’d love anyone who love me for who I am! <3 but I didn’t expect that they would?...... hahah..... I know I’m silly alright but now I’m surprised at the people I met along the way!