How Why

I throw every stone at you

But only my bones break

Fall apart, tear the art I make

Broken while loving you imperfectly

And all you want is me

this all just may remain a mystery

And I can only guess

But i'll be safe guessing with you here

You let me breathe in while loving you imperfectly

And all you want is me

Imperfectly

I shouldn't have to fix myself for a relationship that was unsalvageable, to begin with.

I know that I've been acting out of place, this doesn't feel right i ruin every night

Maybe it's just who I am, or who I'm not right now

But I only feel this way when you're around

I really shouldn't have to talk like this

Those words shouldn't leave my lips

Say goodbye with an empty kiss and this is it - what I won't miss, I had a life with you, but I didn't have clarity i wish I knew back then, i shouldn't have to fix me,, i'll be okay..