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" life is not fair and will never be"

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it was another gloomy day on a cold rainy day.

a young man was laying on the bed, naked and with empty eyes, and being hugged by another young man from behind.

luckily that person was still asleep so he pushed his arm that is hugging his waist and got out of the bed, walking slowly with trembling legs the young man was able to get to the bathroom, barely able to wash himself up, wear his clothes and left for school.

This boy is Xiu zhen, a 18 years old boy of last in high school, and the reason he is like this , is because that in the second semester of his senior high school his mother get sick and he got a younger sister who he must also take care of.

so he decided to leave school but he was in regret due to his love in learning and his dead father last wish to see him a doctor.

when little xiu was small he liked to play a doctor so his father wish to see him succeed in his dream.

fortunately his childhood friend Li yuan , that was borned from rich, was willing to help him in paying his mother's hospital fees and in letting his nanny takecare of his sister.

so he was thankful to this bestfriend until he knew the dark thoughts he carried for him.

one night when they were all drinking, xiu zhen wasn't a drinker so he got drunk easily then Li yuan took him back to his room and throw him in the bed and had s*x with him.

after waking up he was surprised and wanted to slap him but Li yuan hold his hand and stopped it from slapping him and threaten him with his mother and sister.

so by that this filthy relationship came to birth, which effect the cheerful xiu zhen to become gloomy and never trust anyone ever again.