Anxious

On our way home, am so anxious and so many thoughts are circulating in my mind. Am I too paranoid...? I glance at her and I catch her staring at me intensively.

She's not even hiding it? What is she thinking about now? This lady is so unpredictable and am so frightened by her intense stares.

"Why do you fear me", she raises the question that I hoped she wouldn't ask. She moves closer to me and I begin to feel that sweet scent of hers.

"Aaah...", I mumble in confusion. My heartbeats fastens as goosebumps cover my body. Am trying my best not to act nervous but my weak mind isn't allowing me.

She places her hand on my right leg and whispers. "Haven't you touched a girl before huuuh?"

"I have", I answer wondering why she asked me that kind of question.

"Really huuuh...", She lifts a brow at me and I can feel she's not yet convinced.

Am I that scared of her that she feels I fear other ladies...?

"Yes...".

"Then why do you fear me ", she whispers as she stares at me intensively.

"Cause you ain't a normal woman", I sincerely tell her cause since she took me to that secret society. Then she changed her eye color like a daimon. How am I supposed not to be scared?

She laughs hard, it's my first time seeing her laugh this way. "You will be like me soon. You better stop fearing me. Man up", she faintly grins as her eye color changes to pure black.

My heart beat fastens as I breathe faster trying to simmer down my fear. I stare at her intensively without blinking or acting scared. In the inside am so scared but in the outside, I try to look so courageous.

"Good that's how I want you to be courageous. I know you are scared when did that but you acted courageously. At least your now improving", she congratulates me and I grin widely.

"Yes I will do it", I inform her like a soldier who was about to go to war. Am now so ready for whatever comes my way.

"That's it", she squeezes my lap as she winks at me. I stare at the window as I begin to think of how will go back to campus as a different person. Not the scared and despised Blake everyone knows.

As we arrive in the mansion. I head to my room and freshen up awaiting for Tamima to call me since she informed me that we have to do something tonight. I can't guess what she's up to now but I feel it's something I won't be expecting.

"Miss Tamima wants you to be in her room now", the butler informs me and I gape confused of what I just heard now.

"Really...", I lift a brow and he nods to assure me that she indeed called for me in her room.

I head straight to her room and catch a breath before I knock. As she opens her room I can feel her sweet scent. This dazzling lady is so beautiful, unlike my ex girlfriend who dumped me.

"You welcomed", she grins widely. As I enter her room.

Its door is pitch black, I can't believe this is a ladies' room. Its walls aren't pink or white the whole room is painted different shades of black this is so strange. At the center, she has a queen sized bed with an oxford grey duvet. At the further end, I spot a table that had ten black candles.

"You like it huuuh...", She chuckles softly as we head near the candles.

"Aaaah it's just weird. Your room is cool buh didn't expect it to be this way", I inform her.

"I just love black it's my thing", she taps my shoulder removing two mats from a black box. The mats weren't black.

"I want us to meditate together", She informs me placing the mats down. She switches off the lights. We both sit and cross our legs as we start meditating.

"Just imagine that you are in a forest. Then you hear a growling sound. You start to run since a wolf is after you...", As she was explaining this. I can't explain what happens but I see the butterflies surrounding us.

In a split of a second, I find myself in a very dark forest. My eyebrows shoots up as my heart beat starts to pound  fast. I gasp trying to pinch my cheek to see if I was dreaming but am feeling pain. She just had to bring me here. In a forest of all places. As am in, deep in thoughts standing still staring around.

I start to hear a growling sound. What am I even supposed to do in the first place? I hear a sound that sounds familiar telling me to run. I start running and I feel the wolf running towards me.

"Tamima...!!" I call out hoping she can be merciful and take me out of this place but she doesn't respond.

I can't take this anymore, my strength is ending and I can feel the wolf isn't so far from me. I lay down waiting for the worst to happen. I can't run anymore my whole body is tired.

I lay down waiting for the wolf to torture me. It nears me and my heartbeat accelerates as it growls hard. Other wolves appear inside the forest and surround me.

"Stand up and act courageous Blake", I hear Tamima's voice.

I stand up slowly and watch the wolves staring at me intensively. I stand trembling wrapping my arms around myself. They all growl at the same time and I catch my breath to not shake.

"Growl Blake ", Tamima says and I can't understand why I should growl like them. One of the wolves runs towards me hitting my stomach hard. I yell in pain and I can feel that these wolves will kill me if I don't act.

"Growl...", Tamima yells as the wolves start to stamp the ground. I kneel and growl so hard. I don't know where am getting this courage from. The wolves start to disappear one by one as I kept growling more.

Are these even normal wolves!!!

The black butterflies surround me and I vanish. I appear in Tamima's room. She seems happy.

"Well done am quite impressed", she taps my shoulder.

"Keep this cloth well", she hands me a cloth that looks like a skin of a snake.

"What is it for?" I ask her.

"You will know later. Just keep it", she insists and I wear the cloth. As I wear it I feel something strange entering my body. It's like other people entering inside me.

This is so strange. What is happening to me!!!