Chapter: 4 Search

Life is really a crazy ride, isn't it feels like a big roller coaster with lots of ups and downs. The most interesting part about it is that we enter this world ride alone and leave this world alone, but in between we meet a lot of amazing people's. While some of them stays by our side till the end and while some leaves in between. But some Just remain in your heart forever either they stay by your side or not and today or maybe from the start Jake became one of them. I don't know that till when he is going to stay by my side, but definitely he is going to have a special place in my heart forever.

I can feel his tension while he was talking with Jin, anyone can clearly sense that in his voice he repeatedly asked the same question to Jin not letting him speak "Tell me is she awake? Is she fine? Will she be okay? " Jin put his hand on his mouth to stop him - damn dumb head can't you lower down your voice do you want the unwanted attention and let me speak something first then only I can tell you anything about her condition. Well, first tell me did you get everything what I asked you to get. Jake gave Jin all the herbs, tools and injections, Now tell me is she fine? Jin sees inside the room and said "go see yourself and please don't let her get up until I make the medicine and give her these painkillers it will give her relief from the pain and help her put back to sleep. Jake came inside and see towards me, I can see the concern in his eyes, he sits beside me and said in his soft gentle voice so how are you feeling now? I show my bravest smiling face don't worry Jake I am alright these are nothing. I can't understand why he makes such face after listening to my words - really Bella can you really stop doing this every time hiding your pain with this smile, stop putting these masks every time. Well come have these painkillers it will give you some relief.

He gently holds my head up to give me the painkillers he put me down and asked me - so are you gonna tell me about it or not?? I knew what he wanna know about, but I was just not ready to share it with or I really don't want him to let know because deep down I knew telling him everything will only bring problems if not today, but eventually one day dangers will lure him and I am not okay with that so I simply smiled and said "Jake, thanks for saving me and protecting me, I owe you more than a thanks, but I think it's enough, now you should stay away from me and it's best for us." I know it is not what he wanna hear but right now my first priority is to keep everyone safe I don't wanna lose anyone now. His face had no expression first time in a while I saw him like that I wasn't able to read him usually his face says a lot then his words but today I saw something different. He didn't say a word and left the room. Now I was only left alone with silence, darkness and coldness and somehow this dark room makes me realize my reality, this darkness is like my fears, insecurity and like my enemies cold, painful and cruel while that small candle was like a hope and little happiness while this silence resemble my revenge, which will not be broken until I avenge for all that they have given me for the pain and for ever drop of blood of my love one. Slowly pain killers take over my sense and soon I fell asleep.

WHILE OUTSIDE JAKE AND JIN

Jin had already prepared one dose of healing drug with the herbs, but there was tension in the air. Jake saw towards Jin- spill the beans tell me what you have to say you know you are not good at hiding. Jin voice seems concerned more than tense what did you gambled for this, don't try to deny it Jake because you too know it that finding these herbs in this area is not easy and it can only be found... Don't let me say that name just tell me what is the deal this time. Jake didn't say anything about it rather he changed the topic, "So tell me have you search for what I have asked you?? Did you find out is she the one we are searching for? "Jin (voice has hesitation was well frustration) stop pretending like you don't know the answer for it I am still not sure but there are ninety nine percent chances that she is the one. - Who said I don't know? It's just I want to confirm and I am hundred percent sure she is the one.

Jin shouted, but still I didn't get my answer Jake stop twisting things and come to the point what is it this time? Are you for real you have a deal with them again, do you know what will happen when the big sister will know about it and what about your position. You have only one month left for god sake just.... She came across Aiden Jin and moreover she has no clue about what she is getting herself into. I don't know what is Aiden up to but I have to find out before it's too late.

LATE NIGHT IN WOODS

Finally After searching for a whole day Aron found Rose near a lake side deep in the woods there are lots of purple and blue butterflies flying around her covering her into there embrace and right now approaching her will not be less than giving invitation to your death by yourself. But I have to stop this because these butterflies are glowing and are brighter than usual and if we get caught by anyone it will bring a lot of trouble to us. These butterflies gather around Rose whenever she is deeply hurt and when she sense danger, but normally she keeps her composer and doesn't let this happen. This makes me feel more guilty, because this site makes me realize that I shouldn't have said those harsh words to her, we are a family and I hurt her deeply with those words, tears start falling from my eyes, I shouted "sorry I am really sorry rose I don't wanna say such words I know I am wrong, please listen to me I don't mean it in that way please we are family you are part of family you where never been a stranger I wasn't in right state of my mind please... but before I can say any more I was in a warm embrace rose hugged me tightly- sshh you dumb head I know that stop crying like a child we are a family and we will always going to be a family it's not because of you it all happens because of me. Now calm down and let's get going we have to be back or you wanna be a dinner of animals.