Chapter twelve : The ultime decision

Winwin

Our new home is wonderful.

We don't have stairs at all, so it will be easier because I'm pregnant.

Even though I told them, they give us a room with 5 rooms. Because they think that I will have so many babies.

It's been already one month since we came here at The sunflower pack.

Time passed quickly here, Jackson doesn't pass so much time with us, I have busy days too.

I take a class with other pregnant omega's and go to regular check-ups with the doctor.

The baby is due soon, my baby Ryan.

Alicia told me that there a shaman in the pack, she suggested that I should go and see him.

Because I do nightmares and I'm always stressed because of Taeyong and his Dad.

Jackson is preparing for the war, the royal pack was detected now for 2 weeks, they are coming closer each day.

I miss him so much, I need him, I need to feel protected and secure.

And I want to finish with this war quickly and live as a happy family.

I have a class soon with other mothers, if I don't get ready, I'll be late.

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Classes are being boring these days, I'll probably stop them soon anyway.

I'm supposed to deliver in less than two weeks.

The shaman is living kinda far, I should have asked him to come to my house.

Anyway, I already did more than half of the route.

I see a kind of weird house, It should be there.

" Hello, Is there someone?"

" Yes, come behind that self, Alicia told me that you will come."

" I wanted to see you because I have some questions."

" I already know your questions, I can't answer all of them but I can help you. For the rest, only the future will answer you."

I'm kind off surprised by the shaman's capacity.

" So, I don't need to tell you my questions?"

" No, You don't, I already predicted your future this morning. I saw that you always had a hard life from the time you became a wolf. Beware because you have more hard time to overcome.

A crystal omega life is bond to finish badly, but I could help you save yourself."

" You can help me? Please tell me what I should do?"

" I can but it's a big decision to make. I'll give you some time to think about it. Because after that your life will not be the same and you can't go back."

" If it can make us happy, me, my child and Jackson, I don't need time to think."

" I'm not sure is you guys can be happy but you'll be happier than now without problems."

I think about it.

" Did you see something bad about my future?"

" I can't tell you the details but many lives will be gone."

I can't be a nuisance to everyone like that.

" Okay Mr shaman, I agree with the idea, I want everyone to be happy."

" If you are sure about it comes to see him one day before the next moon, be sure to say your farewell to everyone."

" Why? Is that your idea? That I should run away from here?"

" Yes, you understood well. Are you going back in your words?"

" No, I'm not. I have take de the decision. So, I'll be back in four days."

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" Hey, Winwin!"

" Hey, Jack!"

I like to see him when I wake up.

" You like pretty as always my love."

" And your breath stink. Hahaha."

When I see his face, I can't stop laughing.

" What happened to you? You joke around a lot these days."

" I don't know, I'm happy that's all. Oh! And don't forget we have to spend our time together today."

" I didn't forget but if you stay here, the day will be gone, It's already noon."

" Oh, no! You should have woken me up."

" I did love."

Today is the day, I'm going away, I have decided to spend my day with Jackson, we are going on a picnic.

" How is our baby Ryan doing?"

" He is doing well. He likes his daddy so much. Wait! How do you know the baby's name? It was supposed to be a secret."

" Haha, did you forget that we can read into each other mind?"

" But I never read yours."

"Because you never tried."

He grins at me.

" You baddy, you were always reading my mind in secret."

I pout.

" Don't worry that way I always know what you do when you are not near me. It's like a security system. I don't do it always. But there was one time that I couldn't, It was weird."

It's maybe the time I was at the shamans.

" Picnic time" I shout.

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The picnic was great.

We even took a nap together.

" Sorry, I'm sleeping a lot these days because of the baby."

" Don't worry. The nap was nice."

I kiss him.

" You should go soon right? You told me that you are doing your work at night."

" Yes, I'll be back before dawn. Don't roam around and go home."

" I won't, don't worry."

When I see him out of my sight.

I take the other bag and go to the shaman's house.

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" Mr shaman? I'm here."

" Come here. I have prepared everything. Did you take one set of clothing with your scent."

" Yes, I did."

" Are you sure about it. I'm asking it again. Because I will break your bond with Jackson."

" Yes, I'm sure of it."

I try to not cry, It breaks my heart.

I look at him. The shaman is preparing a body that looks like mine. We put my dress on it.

" We will burn it and at the same time, I will break your bond with Jackson. We should put the corpse in the main path. "

We walk through the path we always do with Jackson. I put a smell eraser on me.

Now the only thing that smelled like me is the fake corpse.

As we burn it, I suppress my thought because Jackson might know.

At that time the shaman breaks my bond with a formula.

It hurts so much, I know that Jackson will feel it too.

I cry a lot.

" It's time, you should go. I created a map for you. Normally a friend of mine will await you there.

You can have a happy life there. I'll take care of everything here. You have to come back after the war is over."

" Okay, I'll be back."