Chapter thirteen : Can't go back

Winwin

It's been 3 days since I faked my death.

There is no going back to Jackson anymore.

The shaman promised me that we'll be happier that way.

According to the map, I'm near that place.

If I take the smell suppressor I should be okay.

It's weird because I could enter that pack area because of a letter the shaman gave me.

That letter was like a pass.

The houses are so big and luxurious, I don't know in which pack area I'm.

I even have a map to find the right house.

It seems like it's a secluded house near the river.

As I walk through the roads with my big tummy, I feel so many eyes on me but I don't care at all.

Is this the house?

I wait for some time at the entrance, then I see the butler coming to me.

" Do you need something?"

" I was told to come here, I have a letter."

I give him the letter.

His expression change when he sees the seal.

" I was told to wait for your arrival, please enter the home. I will tell the master that you came. The maids will take care of you."

" Thanks."

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I'm sitting on the sofa when someone enters the room.

" Oh! you are here. I was waiting for you."

" Thank you for helping me."

" No need to thank me Winwin. We are family, I'm your great mother's brother so kind of like your grandpa too."

" Are you Taeyong's grandpa?"

I'm shocked and I get up and try to run away.

" Wait Winwin, I'm not here to capture you or anything. Trust me. I'm your grandpa, so feel free to live here. Don't be scared."

" Okay."

" This room will be yours from now on. You can freshen up, I'll tell someone to prepare something to eat for you."

The butler enters and whisper him something.

His face changes and he get out with a serious face.

What happened?

That's when I get a contraction.

" Ahhh!"

I fell on my knees because of pain.

The two of them turn away.

" Call the doctor and prepare de delivery room."

The only thought I have at that time is Jackson.

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I'm so tired because of the delivery pain. I slept for 2 days.

I look out for my child but I can't see him anywhere.

" Maids! Where is my child? Where is he?"

I scream thinking of the thought of losing him too.

" Calm down Winwin, they are taking care of him. He needed some care because he came out in wolf form. It's not common so we need to do some test, that's all. They were finished when I passed by the room. He will be back soon."

That's when I see a maid coming with him.

I feel like coming back to life.

" He is so pretty."

I smile at grandpa.

" I have some news Winwin. It seems that the war exploded in sunflower pack."

My heart takes a bump when I hear this.

" Is everyone okay?"

" I'm sorry to say this. Sunflower pack is no more along with Jackson and Taeyong."

Tears flow down my cheeks.

*sobs* * sobs*

" Get a hold of yourself. You can't cry like that in this condition. You have to be strong for the sake of your child."

" How can I grandpa?"

I keep on crying.

" Do you trust me Winwin?"

" Yes, Grandpa."

" I still have some power within the pack. I have decided to revoke my son from the throne to make your child the king. Of course he can't take care of it alone, he is just a newborn. I will help him in this path and you will be near him too."

" No! I don't want my child to be into this anymore. I just want to run away."

" Please my child. trust me into this. If we don't have the right heir this whole world will be shaken."

" Okay, grandpa. For you, I'll do this."

" I'll talk about this at the gathering tomorrow morning. Don't be sad Winwin, it will be okay, you guys even broke your bond. But it's a shame we lost some great power into this. The power given by your mating should be normally tremendous. But it seems they were prepared to kill him. Because of the lose of Taeyong too, The King is devastated. As the Head alpha of the pack, I can still do something."

Grandpa gets out.

I sit there sadly. How come my wolf isn't sad at all? Am I doomed to forget Jackson?

That shaman told me that we will be happier. How can I be happy out of others death?

Was I a life happier only for the two of us Ryan?

I kiss my child.

That's it, It's the end I can't go back anymore.

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I feel like Jackson's memories is far away.

I don't mourn him anymore.

It's a decision taken when I ran away from The sunflower pack, I threw him away.

Grandpa talk to gathering about me and my child. They were all stupefied when they knew that we were alive.

Taeyong's dad was put down from the throne.

Grandpa is taking care of everything at his place.

Ryan's crowning is in one month.

A great future is awaiting him.

I can't wander everywhere with a newborn baby, I told them to wait until he is at least one month.

And I'm sick of those crazy bastards who come every day to look at my baby.

I even wanted to plug out the eyes of a woman because she said that he was ugly.

She don't even have good tastes.