The night before, Raf was not able to sleep all night. He had tried to avoid calling Sabrina for more than a week now. It was the only way he could know if being with her was the only option he had. If losing her would be the hardest thing that could happen to him.
He knew that he loved her, but was that enough for their relationship to last for a long time. He did not want to waste both of their time if, at a certain point in their relationship, he would eventually give up on them because of their differences and misunderstanding.
Because as of now, his doubt was certainly putting a crack on the foundation of their relationship. Her constant lies or keeping secrets was an issue that he just could not tolerate. It only indicated her lack of trust in him.