Chapter 19

Vidhi

"I guess you know many things about him." Bhoomi said.

"This is an understatement. I don't know him 95% but rest I might know him. I know I am babbling things. But what I see is true. Ashish, might be the most coldest person you ever met but I know his heart is bleeding. And he also allow his heart to bleed the blood. I don't know what he is hiding? But I think he needs someone who will understand him. I am waiting for the girl who won't judge him on what he show them and what be behave on. I know his heart is pure but is bleeding. If I wouldn't have someone in my life before him then I say that I would already been fallen for him but as usual he won't let any girl come around him." I said and she nodded and was lost in her thoughts.

"So if you have no choice then you will get married with Ashish?" I choked over it.

"No...no. He is my best friend and I don't want to risk my friendship by naming it marriage. Yeah, but if he ask me then I think I will marry him." I said.

"And what about that someone else who is in your heart?" She asked and I sighed.

"He is someone who has got away from me. He is getting married." I said though I haven't reviled the name but I don't want to reveal them as well.

"OH my God!!!" She said." Didn't he talked to you?" She asked and I was more confused to answer her.

"He did and he is now saying that he wants to be with me again. But I am confused." I said to her.

"That is great news. But why are you confuse?" She asked me.

"Please can we leave this topic over here only. I am no mood of talking about anyone." I said to her and I guess she got the idea that I don't want to talk about this anymore. My coffee was finished and I kept the cup inside the sink and went out. I was going towards my room when I was pulled. I was kind of scared on the sudden act and my both hands were on the person shoulder. Because of this sudden pulling I closed my eyes. When I felt that I was safe I opened my eyes and meet the brown eyes. I looked at him and quickly pulled away.

"What are you doing?" I asked him but he just smiled and pulled me further.

"I have asked you something." I said. Though for me it is very hard to control over my emotions. I do like to be in his arms but as much as I think this is going to be end any soon.

"This small moment won't be ending if you don't want to." He said and I looked at him.

"So you were telling Bhoomi about our relationship?" He asked and my eyes widen.

"Were you eavesdropping?" I asked him and he chuckled.

"So, if I wasn't in your life than you would have married Ashish. Huh?" He asked than giving me the answer.

"Of course." I said and he again chuckled.

"You can't lie to me. And you had already proved that the part which I had reserved is still reserved in you heart." He said and I looked away but I felt the lips over my cheeks and I looked at him and he just smiled.

"This is not right." I said and was pulling myself back but unfortunately his grip around me is quite strong.

"What happened? Aren't you able to get free from my grip?" He said to me and I looked at him. His grip was getting tight over my waist.

"Nikhil, we are already done. Our relationship is done. We are now just friends. And you are getting married and I am just here to attend that wedding nothing else." I said looking into his eyes. Though it hurted me from the core of my heart but every words were true. Our relationship has ended.

"Our relationship has never ended. Just because of misunderstanding our relationship broke down." He said coldly.

"And who was the person who created that I was cheating on him?" I asked him and he looked away.

"I had already said sorry about that." He said and I make him face me.

"Looks at me." I said and he still didn't looked at me. I sighed. " Nikhil one thing you understand. Your sorry can't bring anything to normal. Your sorry can't bring our relationship. Your sorry can't bring back the tears which I had shed because of you. Your sorry can't change everything between us. You sorry literally can't bring everything back." Tears started to form in my eyes. I was breaking down. This was my limit where I can hold myself back. I hugged him quickly.

"I know your sorry can't do anything. But Nikhil. I love you. I love you very much. I can't imagine my life without. I do want to have you in my life. As my present as well as future." I said and tears were falling. He hugged me back.

"Me too Vidhi, me too." He said and pulled away and wipe away my tears. And he smiled.

"I at least got to know that you still live me." He said and smiled. I hugged him again and he chuckled and do neither he nor I tried to break the silence which was very beautiful in my words and I was happy that I was in his arms again but again I am scared because in few days later he will be someone else husband.