Chapter 18

Vidhi

I am good after that scary fever which was very stubborn to go away any soon. I have been told by Sonia that Nikhil had taken care of me that day and because of him only, I am okay now. I thought that my words must have hurt him and will never come around but no, he does love me and this is proved by him but isn't it too late for us to be together

Let's forget it, I am happy infect I am very very happy, You might want to know. My mother is coming. Finally one week without her is going to end today. I was literally dancing on the bed and was laughing crazily. I had missed her so much.

"Vidhi don't jump much otherwise you will break off your one of the bone." Sonia said and I chuckled. I come down from the bed.

"Fine, I won't be jumping on it more." I said and went away and met Nikhil. When our eyes met, everything around me stopped, Everything was slow and everything was non exist around me. My heart was beating fast. All the butterflies that were died down were flying again. Everything around me was so so beautiful. But when I realized what I was doing I quickly avert my gazes and went pass through him completely ignoring him. It is really hard for me to watch him seeing getting married to someone who is my best friend. Should I make this marriage stop. I received two messages one from heart and one from brain. You can guess what was the answer. As usual heart was saying yes but brain no. I hate my brain why can't it support my heart ever and I too hate my heart because it always creates some unwanted situation.

I sighed and come downstairs and found that Mr. Chauhan was instructing everyone. Everyone was in rush after all today is engagement ceremony. Another step to stab my heart. I am really angry with Mr. Chauhan. How can he plan his son wedding just after his break up and too invited me in that marriage. He didn't like me from the start only and I am doubting that he had send some fake photograph to Nikhil. I went to the kitchen. And found aunt who was busy with other lady. I felt a hand on my shoulder and I turned around and saw Bhoomi.

"What are you doing here?" I asked

"Just saw and follow you." She said."What are you doing here?" She asked

"Nothing, just came to have a cup of coffee." I said

"I will make you one." She said and I nodded.

She was making coffee when something something came in my mind

Will mamma be able to face her own parents? It's been long since when she had last talk to them. She always wanted to meet her family but she couldn't as she know that for her parents she is dead. I think if mamma would have taken the step and meet her parents and told why she ran away then they must have forgave her but she did nothing. I don't know what will happen after 24 years. Though I would like mamma take the step and does face her parents.

"What happened kid?" I heard someone and saw my grandma though she doesn't know who I am too her.

"Nothing grandma." I said and she nodded

"Here is you cup of coffee." Bhoomi said and handed me the cup of coffee

"Thanks." I said

"By the way Vidhi, Did you find anyone for you?" Bhoomi asked and I chocked on my coffee.

"No.....no" I said

"Are you okay?" She asked and I nodded

"I am not interested in finding anyone else. I am not in hurry. I think I will live with my mother for forever." I said and she chuckled.

"But a girl has to marry someday." She said

"Then I will think about getting someone when I reach 50." I said and chuckled and she joined me.

"You have someone in plan?" She asked.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"Have you thought about someone?" She asked

"Hmm... yeah Ashish." I said in joking manner but she was shocked.

"Really?" She asked and I shook my head

"No, I was just joking." I said and she takes sighed of relief.

"What do you think about him?" She asked

"What I think about him?" I asked her and she nodded. " He is nice and smart. He does know how to handle situation. Even they are worst. Me, Sonia, Garv and Ashish joined together and become close. Sometime, he take someone else crime as his and blame himself for it. It shows that he can do anything for his friends. But sometime when somehow I see his eyes then they have mixed emotions. Some of them, which I think, are hatred, regret, pain, sadness. He is very introvert. He opens up very rarely. He can live with those pain until they eat him alive. I do want to know what he is suffering from. I do like to help him but it looks like he doesn't want it. I think his partner will be able to take away that pain and secrets out from his heart which are not allowing the love to enter in it. I think he is scared. Scared of losing someone that't why it was hard for him to even talk to us but gradually he talk with us.

Me, Sonia and Garv we are witness of his nightmare and suffering. His eyes sometime cry but the pain is not washing away. We had witness him living the live nightmare. I think he just needs a right person and love in his life. I don't know him even 5 percent. He most of the time keeps himself away." I said

"You can write a whole book on him." She said.

"I think I can." I said and we both laughed.

"I wish that he gets what he deserve and he do deserve all the happiness which someone had taken away from his life." I said

"I think someone will hold him forever." Bhoomi said.

" I know about him little but I think he won't let anyone hold him but he will hold the person who will be able to accept what he is?" I said and we talk further about random things