Chapter 7: Millie

I moved here to finish my last year of high school with my cousin, cause my parents are getting a divorce, and my mom wanted me to stay here until all this divorce thing is over.

And i thought this might be a good idea, I can finally let go of all the horrible memories I had in this nightmare called highschool and start a new life, but no, my fucking life couldn't let me be happy not even once, I thought I could meet her friends and they can be my friends too, that i can finally live a normal life and have real friends for the first time, but he was there in her bedroom with her friends, is he her boyfriend? I thought I got over this, over my past, but when i saw him all I've been through replayed in my head like a movie and I felt numb, I was scared of him, again, even though i promised myself not be get down by anyone, he still has this effect on me, he make me weak.

So I ran to the kitchen to drink some water when I heard steps coming my way, I was hoping that he don't recognize me and come bully me all over again.

I turn around slowly and i see the same face that haunted me for two years, standing one feet away from me. I felt dizzy.

"Hey" he said, maybe he didn't recognize me and wanted to meet the new girl, i have lost a lot of weight after all. "You remember me?" He said,

shit he knows who i am, but how could i not remember you after everyting you did to me.

"What are you doing here?" I answered,

"You shouldn't be here, this is a nightmare" I started to panic, I finally realised this is all real.

He was pitying me "I'm sorry, i'm really so sorry for everything I've put you through, you didn't deserve this, I hope you can forgive me one day."

I was surprised the Tyler Ryder is apologising to me?! He never said sorry in his entire life everyone thought he don't know what that word means. But I can't just forgive him for a whole year of misery from a one minute apology.

"You think I can forget everything and forgive you with a simple sorry?" I was getting angry "You and your girlfriend made me hate myself for being alive! You know what, I may never forgive you but of course i will never forget what you did to me." I was scared, like a lot, but i didn't let him see through me.

"I was expecting that answer, I just hope you know that I really regret everything and that I've changed for the better."

He seemed sincerely sorry, he was looking me in the eyes no sign of lie, just regret, I can also see one thing but I can't really tell what it is.

"I hate that you exist" and I stormed out of the kitchen, when he grabs my arm, turn me around slowly and said

"I am gay now that's what they think after all and I intend to keep it that way, don't tell anyone the truth".

He was trying to sound calm and gentle but i felt it like he was threatening me or telling me what to do, typical Tyler.

"You know I have also changed but the difference is that I've turned to be worse, because of you, and what if I tell them? What are you gonna do? Make my life a living hell? More than it is?"

I was not gonna let him treat me the same way as before.

"And why the hell are you pretending to be gay?"

He sighed "I want to get to know your cousin, Heather, she doesn't want a relationship she doesn't talk to any guy, only gays so the idea popped in my mind, and here I am".

What the hell? Is he stupid thinking I am gonna go with his plan??

"Hell no, I'm not lying to her, I'm gonna tell her".

I started walking toward her, but then I felt a stong hand on my hip pushing me on the wall. I couldn't move. He leaned in and whispered in my ear "If you don't want us to be friends, don't make us enemy, and do me this favor."

There was no space between us anymore, my knees started shivering, he then looked me in the eyes an inch from my face, our lips almost touched and said with a gentil voice "You are hot you know that?"

I flinched, no, he is messing with my head, he continues

"For the sake of your cousin, stay silent, and we don't know each other"

I could feel his breath on my skin, he let go of my body and left the room.

He didn't change at all, he is still the same annoying selfish son of a bitch, I fucking hate him with every bone in my body.

I can't let him ruin my life not again, not after everything I've done to get through it all. I'm the one who's going to ruin his life, he is gonna pay for everything he did to me. I want my revenge.