CHAPTER 13 - HURTING

(Paul)

-Why are you avoiding touching me? - he asked me, almost crying.

-You still have the guts to ask that stupid question Donny? - I yelled, making him cry.

-No ... Do not cry my kitty ... I didn't mean to... - I told him.

I tryed to get closer, but I gave up and left to work. It was tuesday, he had his identification ... We went to get it yesterday, after most of his purples disappeared and his wounds got healed ... He told me that he has been improving on healing spells, because last week I... I had beaten him so hard... even my hand had also stayed in flesh! I mean, it hurted me as well... Wel... Not as much as Dinny got hurted... Shit...

I had a lot to put out ... Like, I got a lot to say, but lately I've been avoided him ... I don't touch him anymore ... I don't shove my... into him anymore... I don't hug him anymore... I don't sleep together, or hold him anymore... It was been like this the whole past weekend.

I decided get his ID just in case he wanted to leave and never comming back ... It wasn't healthy, I mean, all those times, having such violent sex... I know it's not healthy beating him just to relax ... I told him that, but he wants still... And those enchantments, spells, shit... they don't heal everything ... One day the damage will be greater than any attempt at repair.

I really didn't want to do that anymore ... I was scared ... I swear ... I do not know what happened to me ... I was, I know, very stressed ... I had a lot of things stored within, so much pressure... so many thoughts ... How could I spank and beat someone like that? Then I still fucked him, over and over... even when he got fainted... that gave me a lot ... Pleasure ... I do not know how Adonis can handle it all and still want me ... It seems like a scripetd yaoi/lemon light novel scene...

I know it is not therapy, but I really need to talk about it, even if it's with myself...

I think he must be a sick one ... "Break my body but not my heart" ... Is ... What did he mean? In that case, I don't know what is worse for him, whether my violence, or my remoteness ... In any case, my guilt is less than my desire to embrace him. I miss that. He too. And, ok... I miss tearing his freaking hot smooth bitch baby boy body apart. Got a bonner just thinking about it.

In the afternoon I informed at work that I was going to have a break again. It gave me an impulse to do the right thing. I sent a message to Adonis to get ready, wear a cool outfit Anna had given to him, something for his feet – I don't know if a sandal, or a shoe – because I was getting him for a date... Just the two of us ... This time we weren't gonna take some idiot ID document... It's a date...

1:00 PM I was right at the door of my apartment turning knob, he was already standing there waiting for me on his kneels. He looked at me, I looked at him, like, down ... He was wearing a beige shorts, a light blue short sleeve shirt with laces. His hair was split from the side, a little messy, like a little surfer. He had a cord bracelet in his right hand. Incredibly, his purples in his arms were not there, but I knew he still felt some pain.

-Let's go - I said.

I turned my back and started to walk to the elevator, he came near to me, following my steps like a lonely and loyal puppy. We entered the elevator and went down to the garage. He got into that car.

-It's... Ok ... Let's ... try to be ok ... I can not stand to see you like this, kitty - I said looking front. Actually I was trynna get my head straight

Along our way, well, I just wandered around town to distract him... and distract myself either. He was totally as a down kitty and I was like, freaking out from the inside. God, I want to tear him down, I want to fuck him, till see his bleeding again.

Alright... Erh... Back to the picture...

I had no idea where to go ... I thought about some kind of restaurant, but I don't know which one ... As I decided, my plan was working. Donny was staring at the streets and people through the windows and distracting himself... the sad look in his eyes was gone. Phew! It kinda made me think about a pasta restaurant ... It had been a long time since I had eaten anything like that.

-Are my baby boy hungry? - I asked him, trying to be nice.

He nodded his head like "yes".

I parked right in front of Pasta-la-Pasta. Donny's face was filled with astonishment mixed with an serious expression. He analyzed every inch of the place since we entered the restaurant.

We got some table and the menu ... I ordered some weird pasta, like some kind of tape, with a meat sauce.

-I... want the same thing - he said lowly, but I ordered the cheese sauce for him.

He didn't complain, he lowered his head in a submissive and cute way.

-You're gonna like this one more - I said. And hell I was right!

He was eating so fast that he almost vomited and choked. He glared at me in the eyes of those who had never eaten that sauce, or that food. And of course he hadn't.

After lunch we went to several places, but he didn't say a word with his mouth, but several times he was showing me how much exciting he was... just thorught his eyes. He looked like a child discovering the world. Pointing to places, smiling, scaring, amazed ... We got for movies, we went to the marine reserve, we walked on the beach. We got some ice cream. Lovey-dovey!

Before the end of the afternoon I went to cut my hair, he finally said thing, he wanted to cut his either. He had chosen an equal cut from Enzo.

-Don't cut it like that, if you wanna be like Enzo ... You don't have to look like him - I said.

He did not respond anything but a "Okay," but in his eyes I could swear he told me he believed if he cuts his hair like that I would like him more.

I sat down and closed my eyes to the hairdresser to do his job. Beside me, another one was cutting Donny's hair. When I finished I was startled by the result of his hair. His hairstyle was like a helmet, but sides and back were cut ... practically shaved. It still looked like Enzo a little bit ... and it seemed that they were three hairstyles in one, because the top went to the tip of the nose; so he could make a bun on top of his head, so to the bottom; and still could put his hair by side ... Both cuts were beautiful and there was enough hair for me to pull when I wanted ... I wanted to debut that hairstyle of his ... Fuck... I'm gonna pull his hair so much...

-So, what do you think? - I asked pointing to my usual haircut.

-You look like a father - he said, smiling. I thought I got a blush.

We walked to the parking, still wanted to see the sunset with him. Along the way I was thinkingt about what he told me about my hairstyle ... I was hoping to get in the car to ask, honestly, his answer sounded ambiguous to me now.

-I do not know if it was a compliment, I do not know if ... - I told him inside the car, and as I knew what I was talking about, he replied:

-A compliment, with this cut you're more like some kind of... father...

-Like a father? - I asked looking at him.

-Like... Daddy... - he replied with a lascivious, hypnotized face.

Fuck!

Before I asked the reason why... those kind of behavior and... concept about... looking like a father, he turned his face, as if he had fallen on the stage he just mounted. Making himself difficult? Making himself a shy innocent boy afraid of being fucked? Dunno... Geez... It all just turned me on.

I drove to the coast and went down to the beach with him. We watched the sunset, having more ice cream. Adonis was a little wistful about it. He told me how painful it was to take part in a war against his own family ... How he forged his death, thinking that his father would leave in peace and agreements would happen ... That he had to flee as far as possible. He would never see the sunset again on his planet.

In an attempt to cheer him up, I suggested going home. On the way I couldn't get it anymore, I mean, whenever I could smooth his thigh and raise my hand to his crotch. Donny would respond with an expression, a look in his eyes as if he was saying "fuck me please"... Not so innocent this time, huh!?

Oh my little boy was looking so lascivious. In an attempt to escape a protest on the main avenue, we drove at darker and smaller streets, so I was surprised by Adonis picking up my dick and looking at my face with a petite expression... He was like a puppy, begging... Drolling... So bitchy... I took my dick out, he got scared and turned his face away. He was playing... I know!

-Isn't that what you wanted? - I asked confused.

-He-here? - he asked me in embarrassment.

-Look at me - I said very firmly, looking at the traffic. Donny complied.

-Suck it.. Lick it... Now! - I ordered calmly.

Donny still lingered a bit but he went for it. So, when I did not need both hands on the steering wheel, I hit his head hard with my right hand causing him to moan and fall on my dick. His delicious mouth was full of it, he wassucking and moving his tongue so... fuck! He was drolling all over my pants. I wanted more, it wasn't enough, even with the guilt still alive about everything that happened.

-Stop - I told him as we arrived at the building.

I closed my zipper before I got out of the car, walked impatiently down the hall, I went into the apartment throwing everything on the floor, closed the door, and when I turned to talk to Donny, he was already on his knees calling me daddy.

No welcomes, no kisses at my feet ... Just there, on his knees in the dark and his voice barely standing, calling me "daddy" ...

I pulled him through the hair, I rubbed his face against my groin as he took off my pants and underwear. I slipped my dick into his throat ... I pulled it out... I push it in... Out again... I slapped it at his face, pushed it into his mouth, and slapped him agian, using my hands this time.

-Is that what you like? – I sked him.

-Donny loves it daddy!

-Bitch... You're just good for that! Love Daddy's dick, huh?!

-Donny loves it daddy! - he replied.

-You deserve it... deserve being teared apart... you bitch - I said as I slapped his face. - Open your mouth again!

After some time putting my dick wildly into his mouth, I put him on the couch on four, ripped off his clothes and shoved my dick in his ass at once. Donny moaned louder in pleasure and pain... he shaked his ass more than usual.

-Donny wants daddy's milk, Donny wants it already! - he said.

-Shut up! - I said covering his mouth with one hand and beating his ass with another hand.

He moaned loudly despite his covered mouth. And I was driving crazy with all that game again. I took the belt off my pants and wrapped it around his neck, so I pulled him into the bedroom, 'cos there his moans would not disturb the neighborhood. He came crawling and choking on the floor, staring at my cock.

In the bedroom I took out the rest of my clothes, placed him on the bed on four again, he raises up his butt, showing his opened drilled hole... he also looked back ... Stared into my eyes and to my dick biting his lips with begging puppy eyes.

-What do you want, bitch boy? - I asked him.

-Donny wants Daddy's dick... Donny wants it more... please daddy... Donny wants it... please daddy... more... Donny... wants to be beaten by daddy hands... please daddy... please... Donny needs daddy's dick... - he replies... Begging desperatly.

At that moment I tighten my belt – wich was still around his neck - and he squeezed his eyes... He was shocking.

So I layed my body on his body and asked right in his right ear:

-But, what did just happened to my little boy? You look like a bitch in heat ... Fetching Daddy like that, you bitch are going to get hurt this way – but for my surprise, he was able to respond

-Do-Donny loves it... Daddy please... hu-hu-hurt Donny.

I began to fuck him deeply and in na agressive way. Donny standed on fours, moaning loudly again, "Daddy, Daddy" ... I pulled both of his arms back, he lowed his sholders and faced down, then positioned me a little to the side so I could step on his face as I shoved my dick in him...

-Your little bitch! - I said without thinking ... fucking his hole, beatins his ass as I was shovingmy foot on his head ... Donny was just moaninh and screaming as a whore.

When I was going to cum, I got out of bed and pulled the belt, which was still attached to his neck. He knew what I wanted to do, because he positioned his face in front of my dick and opened his mouth and kept asking for "milk daddy" looking at me. I intentionally cummed inside his mouth, I made sure that everything fell into his mouth and so I closed it. He promptly swallowed. I was tired, but I could still fuck over ... That's when he said:

-Donny wants more daddy... Please Daddy... Fuck Donny more Daddy...

I do not know what was happenning wit him, but I was going crazy.

I pulled him by the hair, throwing him on the floor, I beat him. I cursed him a lot ... I spanked him, kicked him, punched him... He just said "daddy", "daddy" all the time... I stepped hard on his cock, so he came. After that I put him on the bed and still fucked him for a long time. He ended up falling asleep I guess... I cummed twice more at that night. All inside him... Sed him as a bitch.

-Geez