"MARK!!!"
She screams as I look back and see her with her arm reaching out to me in hopes to convince me to stop, but it's already too late.
I already made this decision and am willing to do it, yet I'm only 23 years old to die this early. I blame myself for everything, even this suicide I committed to myself. I just couldn't stand everything, all of it.
This wasn't supposed to happen nor in any of my plans. I guess I just decided to give up, let go of it all, and jump. But it's really weird that as I fall, everything seems to slow down, and as light surrounds my eyes, so do I see tears fall from her eyes.
I just wish I could redo it all, maybe then I could give better decisions and choices and have great outcomes. But will it work? will the ending be the same? I think not. Nevertheless, I also wished, she realized it sooner. How a guy like me, cared for her so much.
"BREAKING NEWS!!!"
"This is shocking news especially for the fans of,"
"Singer-songwriter and former esports player, Mark Venor"
"Committed suicide by jumping off on the top floor of
Prince-State Building just a few minutes ago."
A poor soul
You suffered a lot without anyone knowing
And yet you wanted to tell it to everyone
But you feared innocent lives will be endangered if you did
And the woman you loved
You carried those burdens all your life
And still was able to smile at anyone
How sad...
You deserve a second chance
I hope you don't waste this chance
Please do better and well
Good luck!!!
Mark wakes up and screams
He tries to breathe and calm himself
But he tries to look around and easily gets familiar with his surroundings.
"What the hell? This is, this is my old room! My old bed, my setup, and the house?!!"
Mark stands up to double-check things, then opens up his window to see the truth himself
"This has to be a dream right? No, no I jumped 50 stories high. No matter how it looks I shouldn't be able to survive that fall. And if I did, I would sooner anyways due to the heavy injuries and broken bones. So the only possible answer would be, I went back a few years to my old self. But to see if it is real, I need to check my window."
Mark was shocked after removing the curtains and opening the window, a view of his neighborhood that was destroyed by fire.
"This can't be real?! right? there has to be a trick, I must be hallucinating!"
Mark punches and slaps himself till he realizes everything is real
"Well, it's real alright!"
"Now what? what is the next best course of action? Maybe I should check the date first to figure out when I am."
Mark grabs his phone and turns it on to see the date
"Oh wow! I remember you, yeah this phone helped me a lot in my early days as a high school student. Now to see the date*
*Reads, March 25, 2016
" So 2016 huh? the end of 5th grade. This isn't so bad at least. I have another chance to enjoy all those things again and differently"
After that, he looks out again outside the windows, to he sky he looks at
"Maybe this isn't so bad if this is a chance given to me, then I will make sure I did things right."