Self Conflict

"Keyblade..." Said tenka while sitting on starnacth cliff.

Now he was at the edge of the cliff sitting while enjoying the cool breeze that kept hitting his face. Even he now on starnatch cliff, but now he didn't know the name of the location he was relaxing at.

The sun was still shining brightly and cloudy above his head, indicating that the day was still bright and far from night. While looking at the city of mondstadt from a height, he was once again amazed by the beauty of the world where he was thrown from his hospital room.

"How the fu...I mean how did I die in my room, then ended up here, is there a portal or something... or is this some kind of long dream" Said tenka scratching his head.

He just hope this is not something bad and wouldn't ended up become some random joke from random deity...

"I mean come on~ sure i am happy i become sora from kingdom hearts and i wielding keyblade. But..." Tenka then look to his keyblade that he was holding.

"Keyblade...this is scary actually" With serious look.

Keyblades are mysterious weapons that are heavily featured in the Kingdom Hearts series. Wielded by the main character, Sora, as well as a number of other important characters, the Keyblade is a main part of the battle between Darkness and Light. With keyblade you can travel around the world... like disney world, but because this keyblade is the real thing and not just game... Maybe with infinite posibility he can reach many world that he can't imagine. That mean he can go to another world beside disney.

"Scary..." He said.

Don't be wrong, sure he really happy, really happy and glad become sora. He always imagine himself wield some keyblade and fighting heartless like some 'chuunibyou' in his 17 age year old... well he was sick, if he can't move his body, his imagination is the strongest entertainment that he was have before. But right now... He just feel doubt.

("This keyblade, this body... No matter how i try denying that. All the evidence already has been thrown in my face, so what now?") Said tenka.

("should I go around the world, and try to save every world that is experiencing crisis one by one like in the Kingdom Hearts series").

("Should I fight the mad organization that terrorizes every world").

("Should I fight an old bald man who has a strange fetish against a moon-shaped heart").

("If i become dante from dmc instead of sora... should i fight Mundus and that battle maniac vergil").'He felt chills down in his spine'

The answer is...

"No... i can't.... people can call me chicken but i will not back off". He said.

He scared, he really afraid...the responsibility is so big, he's not ready...

He recalled the previous battle, he didn't want to remember how many he kill, because there were too many to count.

"It was horrible, different like in the game... the actual fight was smelly, there was blood, and screaming". Said tenka trying to remember.

"I also don't have goofy and donald, who will always protect me and shot zettaflare for me *he chuckle*. But even so i have sora fighting and magic capability so i am glad... though about sora fighting and adventure journey experience, i wish i have that. It's still early given up toward sora battle experience, maybe i will have that somehow". Tenka muttered.

Before he came sitting on the edge of the cliff, he already meet hilichurl again on the way toward 'starnatch cliff', so he fight again and continue running. because of that, finally he know about his capability. And...

"My magic control is terrible...." Said him with bitter face and mocking himself.

"Sigh~, basically last time i use thundaga... That spell failed because I put in too much mana so the magic exploded because don't have good control". he tried to remember the lightning pillar which was completely unnecessary.

Basically, you can always use more powerful magic with just a simple spell or a low quality spell, just need to add more mana to the spell... but with that method the results can be flawed and out of control. Now imagine what happen if you use grand magic... Chaos.

(Sigh~) Tenka.

He returned his focus to see the city of mondstadt, he was really happy and feel excited when he first saw it, it could be ascertained that there were humans in this world. There is life and social, he is not alone in this world. But still thinking about how to enter the city, what if there are special requirements to enter especially if he is a foreigner, and also about language... can he interact with the people of this world.

(I hope) Said Tenka.

Tenka actually is really smart, his sick body will never stop him to get a good education, he really love books... Well sometime it just only novels. The problem is, his life experience... Actually he never know how real social life is. Even comparing to 10 year old kid experience life, he will lose miserably.

"Uggggh ~ I wish i can get friend in that city".he said with tears right in the corners of his eyes comically...(Sigh~)

***

The headquarters of the favonius knight

*Door knocking*

"Captain Eula Lawrence, Spindrift Knight. And outrider Amber come to report". Said people outside office with a feminine voice.

"Come in" Said jean

"Yahoo jean!, lisa!" Said Amber to jean and lisa.

"Ara~ amber and eula, i'm glad you two finally came" Said lisa happily, meanwhile jean smile toward eula and amber

"Hi lisa..." Said Eula then she looking to acting grand master, "And jean."

"I'm glad you two came to report the situation, so... can you two explain what happen?" Said jean while looking toward eula and ember.

"Well...." Amber suddenly feel conflicted try to explain with hesitation.

"Did something bad happen, where is kaeya?". Jean ask the two and demand answer.

"Eh! uh....ah..." Amber panicked and trying to explain, then suddenly she felt a light touch on her shoulder.

"Kaeya is fine, you should calm down jean". Said eula to jean, then she look at amber, "Amber... please just let me explain to jean and lisa what happened okay" Said eula to amber gently.

"Ugh... Sorry eula, lisa, and jean". Said amber try apologize to everyone and feel embarassed. Everyone in the office room just giving her smile.

"It's okay amber, please accept my apology too". Said jean smile at amber, then she ask eula "So eula, now can you explain what happen?"

Then Eula explained to Jean what was happening at the location they were observing.