Chapter 50

For the past few weeks. He became protective to me. I really can't tell if I made a decision fully. I still didn't know what to do without him.

Afraid that we're having a false test. We arrived at the hospital yesterday to check if I'm really pregnant. The signs was showing and I can tell that I'm having a baby in my tummy. Until the test results and have a short ultrasound that wk confirmed that I was 2 months pregnant.

"How's your session?" He spoke when we both laying down on the bed. He caressed my tummy softly like a father.

"It's good." I told him. "It was only a continuation for me. My last session will be next month and finally done." It was good to felt like this. Like I am free to do anything before my child will gave birth to this world.

"That's good. Now. We're both having a baby, did you accept my proposal now?" He joked and I laughed before turning around to see his handsome face.

"Only if you propose the second time." I kissed his lips before carefully go out on the bed.

Pumunta ako sa kabilang kwarto na syang kwarto ko talaga at kinuhanan ang ultrasound bago ilagay sa story ko. Bahala na sila ang maka alam.

I was overwhelmed by my feelings plus I know that I'm still into him. I couldn't wait for the next proposal he made.

Realizing that I'll raise my baby alone. I can't imagine him or her without a father by our sides. I don't want to become my parents, I don't want an incomplete family. I onow that Ii still love him and for now. Maybe, I'll take a risk, not just for me, but for our future family.

I heard some notifications on my phone. Full of wow and heart reacts and 50 comments with full of congratulations. I laughed when I saw Irish comments and to my other friends in my story.

"Hey, can we have a dinner tonight? I'll fetch you at 8pm." Lumapit sya sakin at hinalikan ang noo ko kasabay nang pagyakap nya sakin mula sa likuran.

I caressed his cheeks before nodded. "Of course, I'll wait for the dinner date."

I know that he was saying something to me but I can't avoid staring at his handsome face. I couldn't believe that one day, he will be the one who will talk to me after everything that he did. We both know that we're humans, who makes mistakes including some judgements to each other. And also, I couldn't believe that I was slowly entering my world again and embrace him for the coming backs.

Tears down streaming on my face when I saw his panicked eyes. "Why are you crying? Does it hurt? Krishiana, I'm worried." My tears continued when he caressed my tummy like he's really full of worry when I embrace him to my arms.

Umiling ako para hindi na sya mag alala. "I'm just happy." I whispered when I felt that he caressing my back to calm me down.

He felt relieve and looked at me. "Stop crying, it's bad for our child. The future mommy needs to be happy."

Napatigil ako sa pag iyak at inirapan sya. It's so cheesy but It made me happy. After that, he said that he'll make a milk to me kaya naiwan na ulit akong mag isa sa kwarto.

I'm standing in front of full body mirror. I saw some changes in my body. I was wearing a black leggings and gray long sleeves. I made sideways and stared at my small baby bump.

I quickly stopped the another tears from falling. I still can't believe that I'll becoming a mom one day. This is so unexpected to come in my life. I couldn't even imagine myself that I'll be here. This is not my plan all along after being abandoned from our parents.

Hinanda ko na ka agad ang mga kakailanganin at susuotin ko. I was smiling all day until I had to go to bathroom and be ready.

I received a text message from him na doon muna sya sa pinag i stay-an nyang hotel dahil nandoon ang mga gamit nya. I replied 'okay' before doing my routine.

Almost 8 pm when I finished to do make up things on myself. I still didn't receive a text message from him. O baka naman nasa byahe na?

As I stared my phone, I felt something wrong about my heart beats continued fast like I was nervous or something. I ignore them, maybe I was nervous because of excitement. I can't believe that I will feel this after years.

I stared at my reflection and smiled at myself. This is it. I'm done and waiting for him. Pinili ko nalamang bumaba sa lobby para doon sya hintayin at hindi na maabala pang umakyat.

It's already 8:15 pm. I was starting to get nervous again. I text him a spam messages but I didn't receive a one reply from him.

To: Love

Where are you?

Are you okay?

Take care.

My heart didn't stop from beating so fast and looked from the glass door. It's already 8:30. I didn't want to get mad from him not coming on time. After all, this is where we start all over again.

I felt relieved when I saw him rush coming from here, almost running to my direction. He's sweating because it's raining outside. He looked like he's escaping from something.

"Bakit ang tagal mo?" Iyon ang bungad ko sa kanya nang yakapin nya ako bigla.

He looked at me and smiled. He looked clean today. "Nothing, let's just wait here a minute before we go."

I didn't notice what he says but observing his body language and his face. I felt like something's wrong and I can't help but to felt nervous. Does someone chasing him? It looks like I'm correct when he glances at the glass door time to time.

His hands was on my waist like he was protecting me. "Is there something wrong? You can tell me if someone's bothering you." I choose to be calm and touch my belly. I don't want to over think. I know that the killer died and we're done from the family.

"I'm okay, there's some car following me earlier. But it's okay now." He assured me.

Tumango na lamang ako at hindi na nagsalita pa. I'm planning to quit Azure's organization because of having a baby and having a family. I don't want them to bother everytime the enemy was after them.

After a minute we're planning to go to a hotel to have a dinner date. We talk about a lot of epic moment together. We're done talking about our flaws at each other. Not until I had to say something from him.

"I was planning to quit in org. We're having a family here. And I also want a normal life after working there for years. I don't want our child to live full of fear because of it. I know that our child would wish in the future to have a normal life. My friend's are quitting too. I don't want to be the one different from others. And also, I'm planning to be with you again, after all those years. I don't want to regret it someday that I'll focus on myself. Not just because we're having a child. Because I love you that so much that I'm willing to risk my life to spend time with you again." I spoke sincerely as my tears escape in my eyes. O couldn't help but to feel emotional and released my emotions.

He stared at me like I'm the one only girl in his life. He reached ny hand and squeeze it gently before kissed it.

He stood up to gave me a comfort hug. Good thing we're at the glass wall and there's no much people in here. He reached me and kissed my lips. I smile and kissed him back.

After the scene we made and pay a bill. We're on the way to his hotel with holding hands with each other. I was smiling and kept glancing at him. I could freely see his veins into his folded blue blouse polo and the watch in his left wrist.

I bit my lower lip to stop myself from smiling. When he catch my eyes, he immediately winked at me and tapping the steering wheel because of the music in his car.

We arrived after a minute and go to a fifth floor. It sounded like a deja vu for me. But this time, I am happy and I'm finally be with him again.

He used his key card before let me to enter inside. I was surprised with full of candles and petals of flowers. There's also a gold balloon and laughed when I saw the letters from it.

'Will my future wife agreed to marry me?'

It was a mixed emotions when I turned around and saw him kneeled in front of me with a golden ring. I nodded before showing my left hand to wear it in my finger already.

"You ***** talagang sinunod mo ang sinabi ko." Sambit ko pa habang umiiyak sa tuwa. He laughed at me before hugging me gently.

"I've waited this, this moment with you and finally accept my second proposal. Thank you so much. I love you." He kissed my lips and I automatically accept his kiss.

We both looked my ring and took a picture on it before posing in a social media. After that, we make out on his made and laughed at the same time.

"This is the memorable moment with you. After 7 years, I knew that I'm still inlove with you. And only you." He spoke softly as he caressed my tummy as I laid down on his bed. "And we're having a little version of us, I can't help but to marry you and starting to have a family with you."

He kissed my small bump before going back to my lips. "I love you so much." I whispered before kissing him back.

As long as we're living in this world, we can finally free from the chain of the past. And I knew the answer when it comes to him.

A freedom.

One more chapter before the Epilogue <3< p>