I tossed and turned all night before I was able to sleep. Able sleeping peacefully beside me even slightly snoring like he has no care in the world.
The letter from the wedding still gives me hives but I have decided to not think or worry about it now and not to make hasty or fearful decisions on it and Able is going to pay for sleeping like this, I kept on plotting in my mind what to do to him as I fell asleep.
I sleep peacefully on my bed or at least I pretend to. I can hear Abel trying not to wake me up, you'll think I'll be less nervous now but the truth is I am much more than I ever was, maybe it's because we haven't consummated our marriage or it's because we tried and we stopped not wanting to force things. My brain is still on honeymoon anyways even after a week after our wedding.