19. Chapter 19

CARINA’S POV

-You know the basic rule of a striptease, don't you? - I asked as I turned off the main light in my room and then turned on just one lamp to provide a cozier half-light.

-Don't touch? - She asked back.

-Exactly. - I walked back to Maya who looked like she was about to jump out of her skin at any second. She shifted in the chair I had placed in front of my bed. - Also...

-Hmm?

-I'm in control now. Do you agree? - I raised an eyebrow in her direction.

-Yes. -She nodded quickly.

-Since you agreed without putting up a fight, I'll give you a reward. - I turned my back to her and pulled out the long mirror in the corner of the room, the wheels sliding across the floor until I positioned it facing the chair Maya was sitting in. - You'll always have a view from all my angles.

-You say that as if being able to see all your angles and not being able to touch you whenever I wish is something easy. - Maya laughed nervously behind me as I finished positioning the mirror.

-Are you complaining? - I asked back, creasing my forehead and crossing my arms.

-No, ma'am. - She nodded quickly.

-I kind of like this. - I teased and moved closer to Maya, putting both my hands on her shoulders. - You calling me "ma'am" while I spank your wonderful ass must be one of the biggest turn-ons, but let's save that for another time, shall we?

-Yes, ma'am. - I licked my lips at the sweetness of her voice as she answered me. I leaned my body forward, brushing my nose against Maya's a few times before leaning my face forward and kissing her lips gently.

-Do you have the bullet in your underwear?

-Yes, but it was off earlier. - She explained.

-Turn it on to a light vibration. - I pulled your belt open, and then undid the button on your pants and then the zipper. - You know better than to touch yourself, right? No funny business, just turn it on and get your hands off.

When I opened her pants I saw the dildo slightly crumpled on its side, contained by the fabric of the pants, and remembered how good it felt to feel it filling me completely. It had been a while since I had had sex with the penetration of something other than fingers, and the feeling of my walls being stretched to accommodate the thickness and size of the toy along with the precise movements of Maya's hips and the fear of being caught at any moment in that room drove me quickly to an intense orgasm.

-Done. - She pulled her hand out of her pants and huffed. - Low setting, as demanded.

-Great. - I kept her pants open, but the toy remained hidden. I grabbed my cell phone and put on some slow, provocative music. - You know, I've never asked you something...

-What? - She was quick to ask back, but her eyes were now glued on the movements of my hips, as I rolled them from side to side, moving my hands up and down my body.

-With all your power play, and let it be clear that I love it when you put me in my place and are aggressive with me, and this top attitude, do you get off on occupying a role that is more...  As people would say, more "masculine"? - I asked and took off my shoes, kicking them aside and approaching the woman sitting in front of me. I rolled over a few times, turned around, and wiggled my ass side to side to the rhythm of the music before turning around again in time to see Maya placing the palms of her hands under her thighs. - And don't get me wrong, you're very feminine and I would never take you for a... Uh... Butch, I think that's the way they describe it.

-I actually like to take a more masculine role sometimes. It turns me on. - Her voice was huskier than usual. I turned my back to her again.

-Open the zipper. - I asked, and Maya did. I turned away from her again and began to pull at one of the shoulder straps. - Do you get off on wearing a suit and tie while using me as arm candy?

-Yes, ma'am. - She replied and then moistened her lips. I pulled the strap on the other shoulder.

-Does it turn you on to have a cock in your pants? - I asked again, pulling down my dress and letting Maya finally see the red lingerie I was wearing along with the pair of pantyhose.

-I was nervous at first, but then, yes. It was very arousing. - The blonde spread her legs a little wider and I knew she was trying to minimize the contact of the vibrator against her center.

-Did it turn you on to fuck me with your cock? - I could tell that with each question Maya became redder and her legs spread wider. I ran my hands down my thighs, turned my back and stroked my ass as I undulated my body to the rhythm of the music that echoed through my room.

-Yes, ma'am. - She answered softly behind me.

-Would it turn you on if I stroked your cock? - I asked and moved closer to her body, brought my hands to either side of her face and lifted it before she could answer and kissed her lips, just pressing my mouth against hers, and when I pulled away, I let the tip of my tongue go around her lips. - If I put it in my mouth and made it nice and wet for you to fuck me?

-Shit, Carina! - She moaned and shivered intensely, closing her eyes tightly. - Yes, do that, baby.

-I'll think about it. - I murmured and pulled away after giving her another kiss. - Keep your legs spread.

After a few more seconds of dancing in front of her I brought my foot up between her legs and unhooked my sock and began to slide it down my leg. The blonde licked her lips and brought a hand up to my calf, and it felt good to feel her fingers sliding against my skin, but I still pushed her hand away.

-Don't touch me. - I murmured.

-I'm sorry. - She spoke softly.

-I was going to let you take the other stocking off, but since you misbehaved...

-No, no! Please let me do it, I'll behave, I promise! - She sounded desperate, her wide-eyed look and the speed of her words were proof of that. - Please let me take off the other stocking.

-Are you begging me? - I asked back, raising an eyebrow, and Maya swallowed hard, took a deep breath, and then nodded.

-Yes.

-Don't ever let it be said that I'm not merciful. - I slowly lowered my leg and placed the other foot, with the leg still in its stocking, between her legs again. - Take it off.

The firefighter quickly brought her hands to the clasp that held the stocking to my body and slipped the fingertips of both hands inside before bringing the delicate fabric down, her fingers indirectly caressing the entire length of my leg.

-That's enough. - I pulled my leg out from between her legs and took a few steps back, removed my garter belt, and threw it over the blonde who laughed softly, then went back to dancing to Maya.

Her blue eyes - now much darker - on my body made me even hotter and urged me to give it all I had in that dance, I wanted to tease her, drive her crazy, asking - begging - me to let her come.

-Should I take this thing off? - I asked, sticking my thumbs through my bra straps.

-Yes, - She nodded quickly.

I turned my back to her and through the mirror still keeping my eyes on her eyes, brought my hands to the back of the bra and opened it, pulling the straps down and then securing the bra to my body, gluing my arm against my breasts. I faced Maya again and walked over to her.

-Close your legs. - I asked, and she swallowed hard before doing as I asked. Maya bit her lower lip hard and wriggled in her chair a few times, letting out a low moan. I straddled her lap and rolled back and forth against her thighs, letting the middle of my legs have some contact with the dildo inside her pants.

-Please let me touch you. - She asked, staring at my face. I bit my lower lip and repeated the motion of my hips and this time the pressure of my center against Maya's caused a real, loud moan to escape her lips. - Fuck.

I pulled my bra off completely, pulling it out of my front and throwing it in some corner of the room. The second song on my playlist was already ending, but I didn't care, I would make this moment last as long as possible.

-Suck on them. - I rested my hands on her knees so that my torso was a little further away from her face, and Maya didn't wait until I had finished positioning myself to close her lips around one of my nipples and suck on it.

The intensity of the suction caused a wave of pleasure to be felt, it coursed through my body and concentrated in my center making my clit pulsate and the wetness between my folds become even more intense. I felt Maya's hands on my back and pulled her face away from my chest.

-You said you would behave. - I murmured and then stood up.

-No, please! - She got up from her chair and I just raised an eyebrow. - I'm sorry.

When she sat back down, I resumed dancing away from her, running my hands down my body, squeezing my breasts hard before playing with my hardened nipples. It was nice to feel some pleasure during that teasing, but it wasn't as good as feeling Maya's mouth against them.

-Increase the vibrations. - I commanded.

-I'm... I'm already very aroused. - She confessed in a whisper, her eyes on the movements of my hands on my breasts.

-I didn't ask you that, I told you to increase the vibrations and that's what you're going to do, isn't it Maya? - I turned my back to her and moved my ass from side to side, rolled over and pulled the sides of my panties down slightly, but then lifted them back up and continued dancing. Still through the mirror I saw when Maya slipped one of her hands into her pants and I could see when she closed her eyes and pressed her lips firmly together to contain a loud, but still audible, moan.

I moved closer to the firefighter again and took her hands, bringing them to the sides of my panties.

-Take it off. - I spoke and Maya did so. I let the fabric fall down my legs, wrapping around my ankles before being kicked somewhere. Maya's hands were no longer on my body. - Can you see how wet I am?

-Yes, ma'am. - She spoke softly, her eyes now on my center.

-Can you see me dripping down my thighs? - I asked again.

-Yes, ma'am. - She licked her lips.

-Will you fuck me the way I deserve? - Maya nodded quickly. - Are you overheating?

-A little. - She looked down this time, a little embarrassed, I guess.

-Let's get this jacket off. - I said and pushed it off her shoulders. - Although you look good in it, I don't want you to have a bad time.

I kissed one of her cheeks affectionately as I helped her get rid of the jacket completely and walked away so that I could place the article of clothing on the armchair I had in the corner opposite to the mirror.

-Loosen your tie. - I spoke as I turned back to Maya, her eyes moving up and down my body as she did what I asked. - Let me see your cock.

Maya was quick to pull the dildo out of her pants, and as I approached, I moved my hands up and down the toy before kneeling in front of her and running my tongue from base to tip - looking directly at Maya as I did so - and the woman moaned audibly. I mouthed the toy and the taste of the silicone against my tongue although it wasn't unpleasant just made me long more to taste Maya.

-That's so sexy, baby. - She squirmed beneath me.

I bobbed my head, running my mouth up and down the length of the dildo before pulling away, running my tongue across my lower lip to break the discreet thread of saliva that connected me to the toy. I stood up and placed one leg on either side of Maya and still looking into her eyes I held the fake cock before lining it up with my already heavily lubricated entrance and finally sitting on it.

-Cazzo! - I groaned arching my back as I felt my walls stretching to accommodate the new thickness and length.

-Carina! - Maya gasped as I moved my hips forward, surely pressing the vibrator more intensely against her folds and I smiled, stopping my movements.

-Look at me! - I asked, holding both sides of her face. - Kiss me.

Maya obeyed, taking my mouth with hers in an intense, hot kiss, her tongue tangling with mine, and my hands went to the tight bun at the base of her neck and without stopping the kiss I undid it, letting the blonde strands fall freely down her back before I slipped my hands into them, clenched my hand into a fist and pulled them tight.

-You can touch me now, any way you want. - I whispered with my lips still brushing against Maya's before I moved my hips up and down once more, being filled by the toy. I felt as Maya's hands went straight to my ass, thrusting me forward and another moan escaped her lips.

-Ride my cock, baby! - She gasped.

I rolled over against her lap a few times, pressing my clit against the base of the toy that was now filling me and I knew I wouldn't last long. I moved my hips up and down, riding Maya's lap, feeling the delicious pressure on my pelvis each time the tip of the dildo hammered deep inside me; my legs trembled as I continued to move up and down on the firefighter’s lap, Maya's hands squeezing my ass and guiding my movements helping me to draw a straight line toward my orgasm.

-Oh, God! - Maya moaned, pulling me closer to her. - That feels so good, baby! Fuck, I need to fuck you! Let me fuck you hard, the way you like it, please!

-Yes, Captain! Do whatever you want to me. - I moaned, arching my back, feeling Maya's mouth closing against one nipple briefly, sucking it hard before releasing it with a 'pop'.

The blonde brought her hands to the back of my thigh and rose from the chair, keeping me on her lap - further increasing my arousal and the throbbing in my clit became unbearable, it was impossible not to moan - and leading me forward; Maya walked until my back was pressed against a wall and then took my mouth in one more intense kiss before thrusting deep inside me.

-Maya! - I shouted, throwing my head back, letting it rest against the wall.

-Your Captain's going to fuck you the way you deserve, I want you to cum all over my cock. - She practically roared the words as she delivered deep, steady thrusts, making my eyes roll back in my head at the delicious sensation of that frantic back and forth.

With each deep thrust that Maya gave, the front of the underwear and the base that held the dildo rubbed against my clit and I could already feel my walls closing against the toy inside me, my breathing was already racing and my climax would soon come. Maya keeping my body in the air, supported only by her hands and the wall at my back was certainly only speeding up this process.

-This is how you want it, isn't it? Hard, deep, to have me pounding mercilessly into that delicious pussy of yours! - I groaned at her words and was impressed by her strength, holding me up while she fucked me so well.

-Yes, Captain! - That was the only thing I could speak, too many moans and heavy breaths escaped my throat, but I wanted Maya to feel in control to give me exactly what I needed. - It feels so good, so good! Oh, dio mio! I'm gonna cum!

-Wait for me, baby! I'm so close. - She moaned, burying the full length of the dildo inside me, pressing her body against mine, moving her hips from side to side without pulling an inch from me.

-That's it, keep doing that, please! - The sideways movement of her hips and the closeness provided the ideal friction on my clit.

-I'm cumming, baby! - Maya moved her hips forward, thrusting little inside me since I was already completely filled, but I knew it was her clit that was benefiting from the little back and forth she was doing at that moment, and mine too. - Come with me! Let your cum run all over my cock, baby!

-Fuck! - I groaned, squeezing her shoulders tighter, pressing my forehead to hers as a wave of intense pleasure coursed through my body and my muscles contracted involuntarily with the shocks of my orgasm as Maya howled with pleasure as she climaxed.

Maya placed me on the floor, still pressing her body against mine - which gave me some support as my legs felt more like jelly - and our moans still blended with the music that still echoed through the room. Her forehead was pressed against mine and I kissed her bottom lip gently before I brought my hands to her tie and finished opening it and then began to unbutton her shirt.

-I need a second. - She whispered.

-I'm not trying anything funny here, I just don't want you to get overheated. - I explained, continuing to undo the buttons and let her tie and blouse fall to her back.

-I'm going to pull out now, okay? - She announced, and I nodded.

Maya gently stepped away from me and with a delicate movement of her hips pulled the toy out of me. I then noticed that her pants were bunched up around her ankles and I bent down to help her step out of it, then pulled off the underwear that had been supporting the dildo and then - with the dildo now in my hands - turned off the vibrator that had been stimulating Maya before.

I stood up again and ran my hands over Maya's face, wiping some sweat drops from her forehead, and she just kept a sweet smile on her lips that made me melt. I ran my fingers down her neck, disentangling the strands of hair that were stuck there and then unhooked the clasp of her bra, freeing the beautiful breasts the firefighter sported.

-I think we need a shower. - I smiled at the woman and she nodded.

Now that the adrenaline was starting to die down, walking into the bathroom and taking Maya under the hot shower, all the feelings that had been suffocating me came back to the forefront. Looking at her like this, rubbing her body unassumingly, laughing as she tried to dodge the spurting jets of water in a slightly frustrated attempt not to get her hair wet, filled my chest with a good feeling that begged to be shared.

-Do you want me to wash your back? - She asked, already holding the shower gel.

-Yes, please. - I turned onto my back and held my hair up over my head as her hands moved up and down my back in a soothing massage. Her thumbs traced the length of my trapezius and I moaned softly at the sensation.

When we were properly clean, we dried ourselves off and walked back to the bedroom. I grabbed the moisturizer that was on the nightstand on the side where I usually slept and sat up in bed to rub the cream over my body as Maya climbed under the blankets.

-You were so great tonight. - She spoke behind me and I smiled. - You dance so well and you were driving me crazy with all that teasing, but I loved every second of it.

-I'm glad you liked it. - I said back with a low chuckle.

-You're exceptional, Carina. - She said, and I felt her fingertips running up and down my back in a delicate caress.

-Do you think so? - I asked back, turning to her and putting the jar of moisturizer back on the nightstand.

-I know so. - She answered and pulled the covers over my side of the bed so that I could sneak underneath them. - Let me hold you.

-I'll never say no to that. - I smile and lie on her chest, her arms closing around me in a tight embrace. - Did you have a good time tonight? I mean, not just the stripping part, but everything else as well.

-I always have a good time when I'm with you, Car, I meant it when I said it. - She kissed the top of my head and with gestures like that my chest tightened and my throat burned with the urge to cry; this time even my best efforts didn't stop the hot tears from flowing from my eyes. - Carina?

-Yes? - I asked back softly.

-Are you crying? Didn't you have a good time? Did I do something? - Maya shifted under me, wanting to sit up, or maybe wanting to see my face.

-I'm fine. - I spoke back, pressing my palm against the middle of her chest. - Sei semplicemente perfetta! - You are just perfect!

She didn't say anything but tightened her embrace around me.

-Sei dolce e gentile, e quando ti ho conosciuto avevo paura della distanza che mettevi tra noi, ma ora... Ora so che sono follemente innamorata di te e non posso dirtelo perché ho paura che tu non risponda ai miei sentimenti! - You are sweet and kind, and when I met you, I was afraid of the distance you put between us, but now... Now I know that I am madly in love with you, and I can't tell you because I' m afraid that you won't respond to my feelings! - Confessing my feelings in Italian was definitely a cowardly move, but I simply couldn't live with all those feelings inside of me. - Ho paura che tu mi faccia male e mi spezzi il cuore. - I'm afraid that you will hurt me and break my heart.

-Carina... - She spoke softly, I lifted my head to look at her, her eyes were watery, the tip of her nose red, she would cry at any moment. - Forse questo è un buon momento per dirvi che parlo un po' di italiano. - Maybe this is a good time to tell her that I speak a little Italian.

My eyes widened and I quickly sat up in bed. Her pronunciation wasn't the best in the world, but there was Maya, talking to me in Italian, and I had just declared myself to her.

-What? - I asked back.

-I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner. - She sat up too. - I wanted to tell you and then you started calling me "bambina" and "amore" and I always thought that was so sweet, I didn't want you to be self-conscious about the things you said around me.

-So, you decided to lie to me? - I asked back, creasing my forehead.

-I didn't lie to you. - She spoke back.

-You asked more than once what things meant when I said them to you, Maya! - The tone of my voice rose, and all my Italianism was seen in the gestures of my hands.

-Because I wanted to be able to talk about it with you without... - She spoke but interrupted herself.

-Without telling me the truth. - I finished her sentence feeling my throat burning more intensely with the urge to cry that I kept trying to suppress but kept failing miserably. - I...

-I know you're upset, and I know you're right and I'm wrong, and I'm sorry, but that's not the biggest issue here.

-Oh, but it is! That's exactly the issue here because I only said what I said because I figured you wouldn't understand a single word I was sharing, because I wasn't ready to have this conversation with you yet, because I didn't know if you were ready to have this conversation with me? - More tears came to my eyes. - If you were to know all that, I would have spoken in English and now.... Now you've ruined everything!

-How did I ruin everything? We can, we should talk about this. - She tried to grab one of my hands, but I pulled it out of her grasp.

-I don't want to talk about it, Maya. - I said back.

-I do. - She spoke back. - You don't even know what I'm going to say.

-It doesn't matter, you could tell me you feel the same way, that you want to be with me, and it still wouldn't make me happy now because you lied and deceived me. You took away my right to feel my feelings alone, you let me be vulnerable and open with you, and you lied to me anyway. - I ran my hands down my cheeks to wipe away the tears that were streaming down my face.

-I... Fuck... I'm sorry. - She also ran her hand down one of her cheeks. - And I can see now how stupid it was of me to do this to you, and I know it hurt your feelings and I really hope that you will forgive me. I know I should have told you this before, but I couldn't imagine that this would happen. I was planning to tell you, to show you, soon, in a completely different situation, but I'm really sorry, Carina.

-I think you should go. - I swallowed hard and thick tears stained my face.

-Carina! - She arched her eyebrows. - Please don't do this. We just had such a beautiful and special evening, please.

-This was exactly what I was afraid of. - I confessed. - I let you in, I trusted you, and you were lying to me all along.

-It was a small lie, which I had no way of predicting would turn into something so big. - She insisted, still sitting in front of me.

-You know who else told small lies without predicting that they would turn into something big? My father. And that's how he ruined his marriage, ruined my mother, ruined me. With each of his lies, with each of his little games, with each of his little betrayals. - I turned my back to Maya. - It may be a small lie to you, but it hurts me, and I want to be alone.

-I'm sorry. - Maya sniffled behind me. - I'm really sorry.

I felt as the mattress moved on my back, Maya walked across the room gathering her own clothes and hurriedly got dressed. I tried to hold back my tears, but couldn't, so I just hoped she wasn't staring at me as I let the tears stream down my cheeks.

-Please find it in your heart to forgive me, I beg you. - That was the last thing she whispered before she left my room.

My heart squeezed and I burst into tears.

I had fallen in love with a liar.