Can't win me

I have a very bad mood today .

I finish reviewing some important files .

I have a plan of going to the club .

I get to a mall and change my dress.

I buy a shimmery blue one-piece revealing my full cleavage.

I admire myself.

I reach the club .

I leave the car to the guard to park .

I go inside and stay along the bar .

I ask for a round of vodka .

I ask for two rounds .

Simultaneously three , four , five .

Now I know I can't take more.

I see a guy coming to me.

" Wanna dance ? " he asks .

" You look better alone "

I go from there .

I am getting no vision .

I am not able to walk properly .

Somehow I get to my car .

I manage to drive and reach home .

I vomit everything I had .

I feel fresh now .

I feel hungry.

I make some noodles .

I turn on the Television.

There's always a news of me all around but today there's someone else.

Maybe since many days it was about her .

I had not gone through it for a long time .