Chapter 201. A Harsh Awakening (The Amnesiac OFFLINE TV)

Written by Dr_Sinner

On: archiveofourown.org

Summary: A mind wiped blank. An unknown world returned to. It all fell apart, and you don't remember a thing. But the women in your life will do anything to help you remember again, no matter what it takes...

Tags: Smut, Porn with Feelings, Porn With Plot, Alternate Universe - Twitch Streamers, YouTube, Cuddling & Snuggling, Kinks, Sex, Romance, Masturbation, Foursome, Threesome, Kissing, Harems, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Amnesia, Unreliable Narrator, Plot Twists, Mystery, Terminal Illnesses

Characters: Imane Anys | Pokimane, Rachel "Rae" Hofstetter, Tina | TinaKitten, Jodi | Quarter Jade, Sydney Parker | Sydeon, Lily Ki, Janet Rose | xChocobars, Celine Cheung, Leslie Fu, Jaime | iGumdrop, Miyoung Kang, Emiru, Hyoon (Video Blogging RPF), AriaSaki (Video Blogging RPF), Brooke Ashley Bond

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The dull throb of your head is the first thing you notice. As you purse your lips into a grimace, your chapped lips nearly crack. Your face feels like it hasn't moved in ages, and you slowly open and close your mouth with great effort, disgusted at the dry, sticky feeling in your mouth.

You open your eyes a sliver, groaning as a bright light hits you from above. Through the while tiles glaring down on you, you make out a pair of tubes running out of your nose.

...the fuck...?

Pulling your hands back to your body, you feel them slide underneath a cool, uncomfortable cloth-like substance. You take a second to gently shake the strange feeling out of your arms.

Your effort to lift your neck results in barely any motion, so you plant your hands below you and start pushing. But nearly as soon as you begin, your arms give out, and your head falls three inches back down to the pillow.

Holy shit. I'm in a hospital.

The realization hits you at once as you finally jut your head down to see the other wires and tubes hooked up to your body.

Your neck tires quickly, and you lay your head back down, starting to panic.

I hope I'm not... dying...

The thought graces your mind, but you push it aside, thinking that you'd probably feel a lot worse if you were dying.

What happened? I think... I…

You close your eyes and take a breath, trying to focus through everything bombarding your senses. Pushing your mind back, you try to evoke something that could make sense of your predicament.

You open them again, now utterly terrified.

A loud clattering sound snaps you from your panicking thoughts, and, in a jolt of adrenaline, whip your head up the few inches it could go to see the source.

A wide-eyed nurse stares at you, with a clipboard and pen at his feet.

"Oh... my..." He mutters.

Your lips part.

"...uuu..."

The guttural sound is all that rises out of your dry throat before you enter a coughing fit.

He runs out of the room, leaving the clipboard behind him. In under a minute, multiple doctors are surrounding you, tending to you and checking your vitals.

"Wha... ha..." You try to voice the one question burning your mind, but you can't get it out.

"You're ok. I'm sure you're confused, but I'll explain everything that happened in a moment," one of them says, pulling a stool up to your bedside.

"...ok..."

"So tell me, how much do you remember?" She cautiously asks, glancing at your heart monitor.

You try again to close your eyes and push your mind into the past. But where there was probably once a vast wealth of people, experiences, and memories, you feel nothing but an abyss. Her earnest question nearly puts you to tears, and you slowly shake your head.

"...nothing?" She asks, wrinkling her forehead in worry.

"..."

The rest of the doctors, satisfied with the results of your awakening, filter out one by one.

"It was an accident. A car accident," she starts. "You were driving alone, and... I think the police report said it was an intoxicated driver that hit you on an intersection," she informs you. "You've been in a coma for four weeks."

Her words still don't bring anything out of the locked section of your mind, and you shake your head again.

"It's ok if you don't remember right now," she says. "You're ok."

She places her hand on yours and gently rubs her thumb over your knuckles, making you blink in surprise.

"I'm sorry..." She quickly pulls it away, smiling nervously. "I'll give you some time to get used to all this. Call for one of the nurses if you ever need anything," she says, speaking faster than normal.

You gently nod.

...

Three gentle knocks sound at your door.

"Come in," you say, setting down your glass of water and clearing your throat.

A familiar doctor peeks her head in.

"There's someone here to see you."

Her expression betrays her nervousness, and it quickly infects you.

"Ok..."

"Now, you might not remember them at first. Just remember - it's ok if it takes time to - "

The figure impatiently standing behind her finally bursts through the door before the doctor can finish.

"BABY! OH MY GOOOODD!!" She spills tears all over her jacket as she runs into the room, speeding over to you and wrapping you in a tight hug before you can even register her face. Her dark, wavy hair smells incredible, and you feel yourself relax in the stranger's grip.

"Baby, I was so worried, I thought you were gonna die!" She sobs, clutching you close. "Thank you, thank you, thank you..." She continues crying. One of her tears falls onto your cheek, and she quickly brushes it away with her thumb.

Her hand pauses on your face as she sees your expression, and she slowly looks over you.

"You... no, you... you remember me, right? You have to! It's me, Rae! You have to remember me!" She yells, making you flinch.

"Oh, god, I'm so sorry. But, baby... you remember me, right?" She cups your cheeks, and you stare up at her gorgeous face.

But despite her pristine beauty, her image sets off no sparks in your mind, and you slowly shake your head.

"Sorry... I..."

In a few silent seconds, her attempt at a smile drops into tears of disbelief. Her wails evoke a deep sorrow in you, and tears build in your eyes.

"No, NO! You... you can't... have forgotten..." She chokes up, laying her head on your shoulder as she squeezes you tightly.

"You have to remember me, PLEASE, baby! It's Rae! Your girlfriend! We've been together for..." Her face crunches as more tears come loose, trailing down her cheeks before she wipes them away with her sleeves.

"Four years..."

"..."

Her lips curl in frustration as you stare back up at her with not even a dim glimmer of recognition.

"You don't remember." She slowly pulls away. "You... actually don't remember me."

The stoic look that grows on her face as she looks at you makes your heart ache, and you almost feel tempted to lie.

But she storms out of the room before you can speak, leaving just the doctor standing in the doorway.

"...I'm sorry about that," she apologizes, walking up to you again.

"I have high hopes that you will make at least a partial recovery," she slowly says. "But you'll have to stay here for at least a few weeks to recover. Your muscles are partially atrophied, so you'll have to undergo physical therapy too. From there, we'll see. We'll try to help you recover your memories in the meantime, of course."

"...ok," you reply, still mostly focused on the girl who had run off.

...

"You're doing great. Just a little more of this, and you'll be ready to walk by yourself in no time," she says, holding her hands out cautiously.

You continue taking the final few steps, keeping your hands to your side as you hold your gait steady. Your body had almost recovered from the time it spent dormant, and you quickly started standing and walking again with the help and encouragement of your new physical therapist.

"Thank you," you mutter.

"Oh, don't thank me. I'm just doing my job," she sheepishly says.

"You don't like taking compliments, do you?" You jest as you finish your walk. You nearly trip as you try to sit down, and you grab her hand, holding it firmly to steady yourself. You take a seat, grabbing a bottle of water.

"Er... well, I just... it's my job," she repeats, her cheeks turning very red as she pulls her hand back. She stares at the floor, not meeting your eyes.

"Well, you're very good at it," you point out. "Thanks for everything."

She turns around, clearing her throat as she reaches for a towel.

"Oh, I don't need a towel right now, I'm not sweating much-"

You stop as she pats the towel across her face and neck, thoroughly wiping herself down before turning around, biting her lower lip.

"Oh."

...

"...oh."

You gulp as a familiar face peeks back into the room. "Rae?"

"Hi," she says. "Can I come in?"

"Yeah. Of course," you hesitantly reply.

She steps inside, keeping her head held down.

"I'm sorry for how I acted. You had just woken up, and I just ran off. You didn't deserve that. I haven't even visited in weeks. I know you still haven't remembered anything, but I should've been here to support you. Because... you're my person. The love of my life," she takes a breath, stopping herself before the waterworks turn on.

"But..." Your voice trails off as her final word registers in your mind. "You mean... you still want to be together? Even though I don't remember anything?"

She pouts. "Of course I do!" Her eyes widen for a moment. "I mean, um, only if you want to. I won't push you if you don't want to. But I know that you'll remember me eventually. You have to..."

We've been dating for... four years, she said? She would be absolutely heartbroken if I said no.

And besides, she's drop dead gorgeous and seems really sweet. How could I ever say no?

"I want to," you sigh. "I want to date you, and I want to remember you."

The smile on her face makes your heart flutter.

"Ok. Once we're done with all the paperwork for you, you'll come home with me. I'll reintroduce you to everything. And everyone. I'm sure you're curious as to what your life is like, aren't you?"

"Oh, noooo..." You groan out, fixating on the first thing we said and making a horrific realization.

"What? What's wrong, baby?" She asks, gripping your hand tightly.

"This is gonna cost a fortune, isn't it? I've been in here for so long..." You complain.

"Hehehe..." She giggles, relieved that it wasn't something more serious.

"...huh?"

"Money's not a problem. Trust me," she says, intertwining her fingers with yours.

You narrow your eyes suspiciously. "Are you... rich, or something?"

She giggles again, and you can't help but smile at the cute sight. "Come on, let's get you home."

"Ok..."

"Wait. How do you know that?" She turns back.

"Huh? Know what?"

"That... hospital stays cost a lot of money. I mean... how much have you forgotten? It can't be everything, right?"

"Oh, yeah, not really. The doctors told me they still need to run some tests, but it's likely I only suffered a certain kind of amnesia. I lost certain parts of my memory, but not everything. I've felt surprisingly okay with general knowledge. It's just... people and experiences I can't seem to remember."

"Ah. So, you don't even remember your parents?"

Your eyes widen, and she instantly realizes her mistake.

"Shit, shit, shit, uhhh..." She tries to recover.

"My parents... my parents! Shit, what are they gonna think!?!" You start hyperventilating. "Where are they?"

"They're in a different country. They came when you first had the accident, but they couldn't stay."

"Then I need to - "

"I called them. They couldn't come back right away, but they're on their way now."

"...I see. Thank you, Rae," you breathe a sigh of relief.

"Hey, what are girlfriends for?"

...

"Holy shit, you're fucking rich," you blurt out as you stare out the window of the car rolling to a stop.

"We have three roommates," she juts in. "Rent isn't that much."

"Uh huh..."

"You know, that's actually exactly what you said when you saw my place for the first time," she points out, looking at her feet.

"Really?"

"Yeah." She looks up at you with visible adoration.

"Wait..." A thought crosses your mind. "Your roommates. Do they know everything that happened?"

"They're not just our roommates - they're some of our closest friends. So yes, they know everything. They're really excited to see you again."

"Oh, wow."

"But... I told them to go away for a bit," she quietly finishes.

"Huh? Why?"

She takes a breath and chews her lip for a moment. "I didn't want to overwhelm you right away. I knew that as soon as they saw you, they'd be all over you, and I wasn't sure how you'd take that. So I told them to give you time to recover in the hospital, and then give you some time to readjust here. But... maybe that wasn't the right choice. I should've just let you see each other..."

You squeeze her hand, making her pick her head back up.

"It's ok, Rae. I get where you were coming from. I'll have plenty of time to see them soon."

...

"This is my... no, our bedroom."

Your head snaps to your right as you hear Rae's tone waver.

"Rae?"

She blinks the water building beneath her eyelids. "I don't mean to cry. It's just been so long since you've been here... it's been so empty without you here."

Despite your every desire to pull her into a hug, you stay back, unsure if she'd want that.

"Just give me a moment," she says. "I'm still a bit emotional about everything. But you'll remember everything. I know it."

She squeezes her fist at her side as she walks into the bathroom, gently closing the door behind her. A tap turns on, and the muffled sound of running water is emitted from behind the door.

You walk around, looking around at both of your desks.

The posters... the setup... it's all really nice. It's exactly how I would've made it.

Dammit, why can I remember what kind of setup I like, but I can't remember anything important? This is killing me...

And it's hurting Rae, too. I can't stand seeing her like this. Even though I don't remember her, I know I love her. It just feels too easy - to hold her hand, to talk to her - we must have been really close.

I can't begin to imagine how she's feeling...

You sit down on your side of the bed, feeling it soften under your weight.

Your fall back onto the mattress, feeling your thoughts swirl around uncontrollably.

"Shit. I need to start remembering. Maybe seeing my roommates will help...?" You mutter out loud.

You stand up, pushed by fear to start making progress.

I need to ask Rae to get our roommates back. I want to experience as much of my normal life as possible, and maybe then I'll start remembering.

You twist the door handle, hearing the water shut off right as you open the door.

"Rae, I - OH!"

You jump back as you see Rae stepping out of the shower, currently in the act of leaning over to grab her towel, making her medium-sized breasts sway in the air while her perfectly sculpted body shines in the light.

She whips her head up in surprise, and the half-gripped towel falls to her feet.

You feel an unfamiliar bolt pass through your body, sending a shiver down your spine.

You slam the door shut.

"Sorry!"

She shuffles around for a few seconds, then slowly opens the door, now with a towel around her body.

"I know this might be new to you, but you've seen me plenty of times," she says. "I don't mind. But... hey, are you ok?"

"Mika..." You mumble.

"...what?"

"Mika. Who's Mika?" You mutter, staring back at her.

"...m-my dog!" She stammers out, shocked. "You remembered!" She yells, leaping forward and wrapping her damp arms around you.

You stumble back from her weight, wrapping your arms back around her. Her lips land on your cheek for a blissful moment, but she quickly pulls away.

"Oh shit, I got you so wet!" She laughs. "I just got really excited. How much more do you remember?" Her eyes light up.

"...that's it. Just... the name."

"...oh. Well, I'm sure you'll remember eventually! Mmm, I knew it! You remember!" She cheers.

You smile, happy that you could finally recall the tiniest sliver of your past.

"What made you remember?" It seemed like it happened... right after you walked in on me," she giggles.

"Huh, yeah... I'm not really sure. I was just thinking that I really wanted to start remembering, and then I walked in and just... remembered."

"Hmm..."

"Can I see Mika? Where is he?"

"Our roommates took him with them."

"I see."

You close your eyes, feeling the uncomfortable tickle of more memories just out of reach.

"Do I have friends?" You blurt out. "I know you mentioned our roommates, but..."

"Well, yeah, of course! Lots of them. More than just our roommates. In fact, they all wanted to see you at the hospital once you woke up, but the doctor warned us that we shouldn't overwhelm you with too many faces at once. And then... I told them to stay away for a bit, just like I told our roommates."

"Ah. Ok."

"Do you want to see them?"

"...yeah. Maybe just one of our roommates to start with. I'll get to everyone eventually."

"...sure! Which one?"

"..."

"Oh, right," she purses her lips. "Um... I'll ask Aria..."

...

You lie back on your bed, relaxing. The thought of Rae's incredibly fit body pops into your mind, and you grin.

I can't believe I'm dating someone like her. So beautiful, so kind... how did I get so lucky?

And...

You start to get a stiffening feeling in your pants as you continue thinking about Rae's body.

Oh. I'm... hard.

You chuckle at the strange realization.

Rae's busy cooking downstairs. I'm sure I'll have some time...

You grab a tissue box from your desk, sit back on your bed, and lower your pants, starting to focus on the image stuck in your head.

You gently stroke yourself as your breathing shallows. You close your eyes, leaning your head back and letting yourself fantasize.

Her perfect, deep eyes... her soft smile... the valley of her chest that extends down her smooth figure to her slender legs...

"Baby, lunch is ready!" You hear from downstairs.

Shit.

"I'll be down in a minute!"

You stroke yourself faster, not wanting to stop now.

You continue for a few more minutes, quickly trying to pull yourself to the edge, but finding it harder and harder to.

Your forearm grows tired, and you let it rest for a few seconds before restarting.

Come on...

"Baby? You ok?"

You pull the blanket up and over yourself right before Rae can enter.

"Yeah, I'm fine," you nervously gulp.

She looks you up and down for a moment, trying to bite back a smile. But it soon turns into giggles, and she doubles over in a fit of laughter, moving toward the bed to lie down next to you.

"Baby..." She grins widely, still chuckling. "You don't have to hide stuff like this from me, remember? We know everything about each other."

She slowly reaches her hand for the top of your blanket.

"Were you thinking about me?" She whispers.

You nod. "Not much else I could be thinking about..."

She lifts the blanket down, revealing your softening shaft.

She reaches out one hand and gently touches it, instantly bringing it up to attention.

"Well, it looks like someone hasn't forgotten me," she giggles. "Can I?"

You nod again, already excited by the feeling of her fingertips.

She curls her hand just below the tip and strokes, slowly pumping up and down with a perfectly firm grip.

"Mmm..." You groan contentedly.

"You like that?" She says, pulling up next to you and leaning into your chest.

"Yeah..."

You reach up and stroke her hair, making her shudder pleasantly. "Oh, I always love when you do that..." She moans. "It makes me feel..."

She leans over and kisses the tip of your cock, making you twitch in her grip.

"...so horny." She turns to you and looks you in the eyes, letting you see her features up close. "Can I continue?" She bites her lip.

"Do you even need to ask?"

She grins and leans over, taking your tip into her mouth again.

"Mmmmm..." She hums as she wraps her tongue around your cock, tasting you for the first time in over a month. "Still so good..." She says, immediately going back for seconds. She opens her lips wide and takes you halfway into her mouth, sending an ecstatic jolt through your bones.

The feeling of her soft lips surrounding your shaft while her throat and tongue worked their magic felt very familiar, but you couldn't quite remember.

Fuck it. I'm not trying to remember right now. I'd rather just enjoy this.

You lay your head back and relax, slowly stroking Rae's hair. She slowly amps up her pace, getting more and more flushed by the minute. Soon, she's bobbing her head up and down almost as fast as your hand was earlier, and you feel your loins tightening.

"Wait!" She pulls away, with red cheeks and glazed eyes. "Maybe I shouldn't yet... aghhh, fuck it, I can't resist. Do you want to have sex?" She directly asks.

"Are you sure? I mean, of course I want to. But... I'm not really the same person you knew..."

She shakes her head. "You are. You might not remember anything, but I know you're the same person. I see it in you. The way you treat me, the way you talk, act... it's all just you."

"...ok. Let's do it."

She picks her hips up and strips off her pants, removing her underwear too and tossing them to the other half of the bed.

You finally get a close-up view of what you had been jerking off to, and you stifle back a groan at the sight.

"Good to see you're still attracted to me," she teases. "I'm all yours."

She climbs on top of you, placing her hands on your shoulders for balance. She squats down, spreading her legs and aligning your tip with her. Both of you were beginning to leak a little from your arousal, and she wastes no time sitting down, pushing apart her tight walls with your cock.

"Fuuuuuuuck," she groans. "It's been too long... since you've broken me with this," she pants.

"Guess we'll have both have to get readjusted, hm?"

"Yesssss~ fuck, I'm not gonna let you go a single night without fucking me..." She groans out.

"I don't think I'd want it any other way..."

She gently rides you, grinding her hips to adjust to your size.

"Yes, baby... thrust up into me..." She guides you.

You pick your hips up to match her pace, making the collision of your hips with her butt even deeper. Your muscles feel weak, but you still keep up with her. You relish the pure bliss on her face as she rides you, feeling remarkably happy as you witness her in such pleasure.

"Fuck..." She leans over for a kiss. Without skipping a beat, you kiss back, feeling the familiar taste of her soft lips.

"I love you..." She whispers into your ear.

You gently kiss her neck, now running your hands up her small back. She whimpers as you latch onto her sensitive spot, licking and sucking on the skin as she leans her head back.

You continue your intimate fucking, keeping her close with your hands and lips while your hips and hers passionately meet each other.

"More..." She whispers, keeping you close. Her hands run down your chest and around your back.

You start pushing yourself, turning a bit red as you thrust up faster. The feeling of her skin under your hands feels heavenly, and you never want it to end.

The way she responds to the places you touch her, from squeezing her butt cheek to grazing her breasts, feels so incredible and natural, and you lock her in another long, sloppy kiss.

"I love you too," You reply, knowing it was true.

"Ahhh~~fuuu~" Your words bring her past the edge to a shaking orgasm, and she sinks down onto you, clutching your arms tightly as her lips smash into yours. You help her ride out her orgasm, thrusting a few more times until she was over the high.

"...you're so sweet..." She pants, reaching her hand out and cupping your face.

"...why?"

"You always make sure I cum before you do. Even the first time we ever had sex. I knew you were special then, and now, I know I'm right."

Her heartfelt admission surprises you, and you lean forward for another kiss, which she happily responds to.

"So, are we done? Or - "

"NO."

You freeze.

She gets off of you and lays down on her back, spreading her legs wide. "Fuck me."

"..."

"Please?"

...

"Yes, yes, yes~~" She groans out as you barrel into her insides, kissing her lips whenever you could reach them, and settling for her neck and chest otherwise. Her legs are wrapped tightly around your waist, and her small hands grip your strong back, holding her body as close to you as possible.

Despite your fast pace, you remain gentle, sensing that she didn't want anything too rough. You caress her body while your hips thrust in and out of her sweet box.

"Fuck, I'm close..." You groan, panting and sweating from the effort. "Can I...?"

"Uh huh. Inside," she chokes out, in a similar physical state as you. Her chest heaves with each thrust, and your cock, now slick with her juices, pushes in and out at a powerful speed. "I think I might... join you..."

You max out your pace, feeling her hands running down and rubbing the contact area between your hips, sending you even closer to the edge.

"FUUUCK~~!" She groans out, drowning out your moan as you both cum at the same time. You spend the next minute thrusting out six weeks' worth of pent-up release in the most euphoric fireworks display imaginable. You nearly pass out from the rush of pleasure, but you stay awake just to experience it all.

"Oh my..." She groans as she feels your seed swelling inside her. "That was... a looooot."

You blink, feeling a sudden rush of a very different kind occurring in your mind.

"Baby? Is it happening again?" She asks, recognizing your expression.

"...You're a live-streamer. A famous one," you blurt out. "And I'm... your partner. I... remember you. You... you..."

You squeeze your eyes shut, grasping at more memories, but you can't reach them.

"That's it. That's all I remember."

"Oh, YES!" She brings you in for an excited, teary kiss.

"I guess I'm remembering...?"

"That's so strange. First you remembered something when you saw me naked, and then when we did this."

"Yeah. I don't get it either."

"As long as you're making progress, I'm happy," she coos. "And as long as you're fucking me. Can't forget that!"

...

"Aria, just be gentle, ok? They don't remember anyone... well, except for a little bit about me, now... and that probably won't change even when you walk in."

She solemnly nods, swallowing her fear as she steps into your room.

"...hi." Her voice comes out frail. "I'm Aria."

"Hi, Aria," you respond, gently shaking her outstretched hand. You glance over her figure, immediately noting her curvy body and cute face.

Her warm hand feels soft in yours, and you both hold on for a moment longer.

She pulls back and stands with her hands awkwardly locked in front of her.

"So..." She glances toward Rae, then back to you. "Rae told me you've remembered a few things?"

"Yeah. Just small things. I remembered the name Mika, then Rae's job and a bit about her. I haven't remembered... many other important things."

"Ah. And how did you remember? I mean... did you do anything that helped?"

Your cheeks flush red.

"Um... well..."

"They saw me naked," Rae casually throws out.

"Oh!" You and Aria both let out at the same time, for very different reasons.

"And then... somehow they remembered even more when we fucked..." She mumbles.

Why is she being so open about saying this stuff? Jeez...

"...wow. Do you think... that wasn't a coincidence?"

You look up with interest.

"Maybe it's... I don't know, something about the feeling of it that helps you remember?" Aria suggests.

"Uh..."

"Never mind, that's probably stupid..." She laughs.

"Well, there's only one way to find out," Rae shrugs, making your blood turn cold.

"W-wait. You mean... Rae! Don't say that!"

"No, it's fine!" Aria interjects. "I... I mean, I could..."

"No, please, you don't have to. I'm sure I'll remember eventually..." You scratch the back of your head.

Aria's conflicted face slowly settles as she makes up her mind.

"No. I want you to remember me now."

You look back up at her.

"Can I?" She asks both you and Rae.

You look to Rae, expecting her to immediately reject the offer. But she chews her lip and nods.

"Rae?!?"

"I just want you to remember! It's not cheating, or anything like that. I'm letting you do it so you can remember faster," she reasons.

"...ok. If you're sure. Then... I'm ok with it."

She takes a deep breath and strips off her shirt, letting her large, uncaged breasts fall free.

Before you can even process what just happened, a spark of memory appears in your mind, and you focus on it, trying to pull as much out of it as you can.

"Aria..."

"...yes?" Her eyes light up.

"You know how to cook... very well," you stumble out, feeling the words pop into your mind from nowhere.

Aria's jaw drops, and Rae's eyes widen in excitement.

"Yes! I am!" Aria squeals. "You remember me?"

"Only a little... but..."

You pause as you truly take in the sight of her healthy chest for the first time. You turn your head to the floor, not wanting to be caught staring.

"Oh, um..." She nervously laughs.

You hear the rustling of fabric on skin.

"You can look up now," she says.

You sigh in relief as you look up...

...and see Aria's entire nude body in its full glory.

Your head instantly snaps to Rae, who seemed thoroughly unfazed.

"Wha... why? Rae? Aren't you..."

"Oh, well... we've seen each other before," Rae explains. "And as for you... again, I'm doing this so you can remember."

Her tone carries a strange flavor, but you find it hard to dwell on it as Aria's immaculately proportioned body stands in front of you.

"o-ok..."

"So... do you remember more?"

"Uhh, actually, I think I do." You almost didn't notice the influx of more memory fragments.

"Um... I remember..."

You gasp.

Aria shares a discreet look with Rae, and their foreheads tense in unison.

"Aria and I went to that amusement park. That one time," you recall. "The one you really love. I... forgot the name."

Both of the girls release muted sighs of relief, and Aria nods her head.

"Holy shit, it worked... how is this even possible?" Aria asks.

"I don't know..." You exhale. "Every time something like... this happens," You gesture to her nude body without looking, "something just lights up in my head."

"You remembered even more when you and Rae had sex, right?" Aria nervously asks.

"Well - uhhhhh..." You stop as you realize her clear insinuation.

No. There's no way. Rae won't allow that, and I'm perfectly ok with that. That's just too far.

"Rae?" She looks toward your girlfriend.

She wants me to remember that badly? Well, too bad, because Rae's gonna say no.

"Sure."

"HUH?!?" You yell, much louder than you expected.

"I..." She clenches her fist to her side. "I just want to get you back on your feet and remembering as fast as possible. If this is what it takes... so be it."

"But... I'm sure I'll remember otherwise! Right?"

"...do you really not want to fuck her?" Rae asks.

"W-what!?! How can you say that! I mean, she's... attractive, sure, but it's wrong!"

"Aria's one of my closest friends. I'd trust her with my life." Rae leans over and kisses your forehead. "And you are my life."

Her hands warm the back of your neck. "I won't make you do anything. But I'm ok if you do."

You slowly nod in understanding, which Rae misinterprets as an acceptance of the offer.

"Ok. I'll leave you two alone. I'll be downstairs. Or outside, if it gets loud."

You sputter. "Wha-? I-it won't be..."

Rae shrugs. "I don't know..."

She walks out, leaving you and a naked girl standing a few feet apart.

You can't even look her in the eyes, but she walks up to you and straddles you, revealing her shaved, pink pussy while getting on top of you.

Your breath quickens, and for the first time, you let yourself truly drink in her body, comforted by the fact that Rae was ok with this.

She reaches down for your shirt and lifts it over your head.

Eyeing your chest, she purrs, "God... I want you to fuck me..."

"Y-you mean... so I can remember you?" You stutter out.

She pauses. "Yes. Yup. Now come on, let's get these pants off and let me... let us... have sex," she says.

Your pants come off quickly, and your dick pops up, stiff as a rod.

She grips it in her fingers, rubbing it against her pussy lips. Your breathing quickens as you reach your hands out to cup her body, feeling her hot flesh burning under your touch.

"Touch me..." She encourages you. Your dick pulses as it tries to get inside her, but she doesn't let it. You reach around her body to grope her butt, squeezing it and giving it a tight, sharp slap.

She releases a loud moan and drops onto your cock, eliciting powerful groans from both of you as your shaft gets buried inside of her.

"Damn..." You pant, continuing to hold her body. "So... good..."

"Mmm..." She releases a squeal as she wiggles her hips, feeling you deep inside her. She leans forward and latches her lips onto yours. You don't resist, letting her silky, smooth taste draw you in.

She lifts her hip, groaning as her tight walls, already dripping from pure arousal, slide across the veins in your shaft.

She drops back down, delivering you another release of pleasure. "Ahh~~"

An unfamiliar flair sets off in your mind, leaving you suddenly disoriented. You try to focus on it, but it disappears in an instant, leaving your body tingling with a strange, but not unpleasant, feeling.

"Aria," you growl, this new sensation making your voice flare dominantly.

"Yes?"

"Get down."

She crawls off of you, biting back a whimper as she feels the gaping hole where your warmth once was.

She gets on her knees, and you stroke the back of her thigh, up to her dripping sex, then slap her hard on her ass, making her release a sharp moan.

"...oh, fuck, again~~" She begs, quivering. You rub your tip against her as you slap her on the other side, feeling exhilarated as her soft flesh turns bright red. She cries out in a pain, quickly becoming a shaking mess underneath you.

"Yessss~~" She moans, too fried with masochistic pleasure to question you.

She bites her lip hard as you insert yourself inside her bubble butt, her pussy absorbing your cock into her as she feels her insides get stretched out once again.

"Yes... oh, fuck me like a good girl..." Aria groans out.

You growl once more as you lean forward and grab her hair, crudely bunching it up into a ponytail and yanking it backward. You start to pile drive into her, and she thrusts her hips backward to meet you as her body begs for you to get even deeper. Her face flushes red as you tug tightly, but she doesn't mind one bit.

She suddenly orgasms, biting the blanket as her juices flow onto your cock.

But you don't give her a single moment to rest. You keep up your relentless pace, only letting go of her hair to smack her ass again.

"Fuck, take it..." You groan. You push her forward onto the bed, off of her knees, and onto her stomach. You get on top and use your weight to shove your cock as far in as it could go, wrecking her insides and transporting her pleasure-fried brain to a state of pure ecstasy.

"Fuck... take me harder..." She groans out.

You know you're getting close, and she can feel it from how your pace reaches a frenzy.

Aria squeezes her inner walls, evoking another moan of delight from you.

A fire builds in your loins, and your cock repeatedly twitches inside her as you try to hold back as long as you can.

"GAH~~~" She cries out as you finally burst, releasing rope after rope of cum deep inside her. She tenses up along with you, letting out a long, drawn-out groan of bliss as your seed paints her insides.

You finally pull away and fall back onto the bed, exhausted.

"How the fuck... did you do that?" She asks, panting furiously as she struggles to sit up.

"Huh? What...?" You ask, dizzy from the exertion.

It finally all comes back to you, and you stare up in disbelief as you realize what you had just done.

Wait.

"You did everything I like. I wasn't going to ask you to spank me or pull my hair, since I knew this wasn't about me... but you did. It's like you... read my mind. Did you do that stuff with Rae too?" She asks.

"N-no, I haven't. I've always been gentle with Rae - I know she likes that. But you've always liked it rough."

Aria's eyes widen, and she subtly turns away from you, hiding her expression behind her fallen hair.

"WAIT!" You jolt up as it all comes together in her mind.

I know what she likes. There's no way I could, except if...

A memory suddenly rushes back into your mind, extending the brief glimmer of recollection you had experienced earlier.

"We went to that amusement park together... I remember more about it. We had a great time on the rides, and you held on to me so tightly on the rollercoasters, and then..."

The blood drains from your face.

"We... stayed out picnicking under the stars, and then you... we..."

Her lips begin to tremble.

"We kissed," you finally reveal. "We kissed, didn't we?"

She slowly nods.

"But... why? I can't remember, why would I..."

Your knees give out from under you, and you collapse back onto the bed.

"I cheated on her. I must've cheated on Rae! I don't remember, but... why else..."

"Look, it's not what it seems. We-"

"Aria! It's exactly what it seems like! I... we..."

"That was before you got with Rae! We... we were together, once," she shyly admits. "I..." She struggles to continue. "We were together."

"But... I've been with Rae for four years..." You say, still in disbelief.

"...it was a long time ago..."

The memory of kissing her under the stars remains clear as day in your head. You can feel her heavenly lips on yours as if it had just happened, and you curse yourself for continuing to picture it.

I don't know when it happened. Everything is so blurry.

What kind of person was I? A cheater? Does Rae even know about any of this? Should I tell her? Or maybe she already knows?

Why can't I remember?

Who am I?!?