Warning: ( Mature content ahead!!!)
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From where they have come along now he was a bit worried what if he fail to keep his promise, it was getting hard to hold it and he knew one impatient move and she might hate not just it but also him too, for a moment there he thought about the possibility of his condition returning and if he won't be able to control himself, he couldn't risk that.
And that was also the reason he stayed away in the first place.
Leon was reminded of the real reason why he had hated the whole thing and eventually developed the insensitive condition
he could feel his will drop as the thoughts flood into his mind, slowly taking away his strength and will to continue.
But he wanted to make this day a memorable one for her a beautiful one and not stained with bad experiences, Emilia had been through a lot and he had wanted nothing but good for her from the very start of their relationship.