chapter 31

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I made a decision that day.

I don't why or how I came up with this but I was determined to follow through.

It was nighttime and i was waiting for him to come in the room laying on the bed.

I realized he spent most of this time in a room that looked like a study.

Maybe he was still planning his revenge. The gang was suppose to work on personal projects before coming back together.

I had realized he was okay with being cuddled by me. And, it was making him a little nicer.

I didn't wait for too long as he walked in the room five minutes later.

He got on the bed and was next to me.

He parted my legs and I let him.

He and I were always clothed during so all he had to do was get his dick out.

I looked at him tensed up for what I was about to do.

Then, as I fucked me, I reached for his lips and kissed him.

I just had to raise my head and shoulders a little bit.

What i did took him by surprise and he was still for a second.

I felt him trying to pull away but I held his head in place. My hands on both sides of his face as I kept kissing him.

He had stopped completely, but then, he

continued, his pace inside me slowed from the rough one he was using before as I kept kissing him.

It was sensually slow.

I didn't stop kissing him, but, he did not kiss me back.

I wasn't expecting him to but i didn't want him to pull away either.

I kept sucking his lips and was moving inside me.

For some reason, I felt butterflies in my

stomach. My cheeks got red. His lips was so soft, I didn't expect that.

I felt my heart warming.

After two minutes, he suddenly pulled my

hands away from his face and broke the kiss.

I opened my eyes to look at him and see if i could see any emotions but he didn't let me.

He immediately turned me around and pulled my waist up to have me at doggy.

Then, he started fucking me hard again.

He was so rough this time that i couldn't even contain my cries.

He was just as rough as he was at the cabin and that hurt my feelings. I tried hard to control my tears as i kept screaming.

I turned my head around to look at him but he was not looking at me.

I couldn't even see his face as his head as

thrown back and he was looking at the ceiling.

I turned back around facing the bed headboard as a tear fell down my face.

Why was I even crying?

I knew I cried when he went rough on me but this time it just hurt more.

Maybe i was wrong about getting to him, and i haven't made any progress?

Or what i did was taking it too far?

When he was done, instead of sleeping next to me as usual,he got up and left.

I almost thought he was coming back, but when he turned off the lights as he closed the door, I felt he might not.

And i was right, i waited for two hours awake and he was still not here.

I felt a sad as I was drifting to sleep.

I didn't understand why I was even sad?

Was I getting attached?

Why did I kiss him again? I don't know, maybe because I just wanted to! I wanted to kiss him!

That was why.

Why I did that, why I kissed him. wasn't even what worried. It was the fact that, I liked it.



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