chapter 22

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I had not heard or seen anyone else in this

motel since we got here, the woman, Doris, was obviously Sin's friend. She was too loaded with cash to even help me.

If I screamed at that moment, who would knock on the door to save me?

Sin was sitting on the bed behind me as he kept playing with my hair.

Stroking it from the roots all the way down.

I was shaking uncontrollably.

Flinching to every touch I felt on my head.

"Jennie.. Jennie Montgomery... You must think I'm very stupid. Or is that you think you're very clever."

He said as he kept stroking my hair from the scalp.

I had to defend myself before he thinks of

punishing me.

"I'm so sorry. I wasn't thinking... I didn't think through what I did. Please don't punish me."

My voice was shaking the whole time as tears were on their way.

I couldn't even imagine if he did, how brutal it might be.

"Ssshh! I like you better when you're quiet,

unless you were screaming under me.....You will be quiet princess?"

I nodded as tears fell down my face.

"Good."

As he was stroking my hair on my left side, he felt something.

He stopped and then started touching me there. More of touching what he felt there.

"What is this?... Take it out right now!"

I reluctantly put my hand in my bra and took out the book with the pen in the middle.

He snatched it from my hand and opened it.

He read the first page before flipping to the next, read two lines then to the next.

"You don't have to hide this from me princess. I like that you see it all and have it written down. Now I know you won't forget."

He threw the book on my lap. I took it and held it tightly.

He then got up and went to his bag.

I could tell he was getting dressed so I didn't look.

Even when he came in with only a towel, I

didn't look at his exposed chest.

I was too scared from being busted to look his way.

"Come!" I heard him say after a few minutes.

I turned around and saw he was in a T-shirt and shorts.

"I had forgotten something!" He said smirking.

He was unbuttoning his shorts.

"Lay on the bed Jennie." He commanded me.

I moved to the middle of the bed and then laid on my back.

I took deep breaths.

"Today, I want you to keep your cries low." He said as he parted my legs.

I closed my eyes waiting. I barely kept them closed so a second.

"I didn't say you could close your eyes princess. I always tell you, you must see everything I'm doing to you. How else will you write it on your diary!" He said mocking me.

So I kept my eyes open. All he had to do was push my dress up and the hoodie that was just as long as the dress.

I bit my lips as i watched him and felt him

inside me.

I kept crying the whole time. At this rate my tear glands would run dry.

He was quiet too as he was looking at me right in the eye.

It wasn't a look of love or a look of lust.

Who even knew if he liked raping me.

It was a look filled with hate.

That was always his look when he was with me.

I kept my cries low until he was done fucking me.

He put his dick back and then took his bag.

"Try to be smarter right now. I have not tied you up or gagged you. I will be back in an hour. Try to run at your own risk."

He then left locking me inside.

I sat on the bed for five minutes. I was now sure he was gone.

Just because he was warned me about trying anything didn't mean I won't.

I had to ask for help.

I looked around through the window but I

didn't see any guests there, no one was coming in the rooms opposite mine or coming out.

But then I saw a man with a watering can next to some flowers that were opposite my room that were next to the doors of the motel rooms.

He seemed like he was a worker here.

Maybe the gardener.

I tried calling for him. "Sir! Sir! You sir at the

flowers! Could please help me unlock this

door?"

The man ignored me. He had no headphones on and by how loud I was being, I knew he could hear me.

I kept calling for him but he didn't acknowledge me even once.

Another man came to him to give him

something that looked like a packet of

cigarettes. He was dressed in a worker's apron.

I called for him too.

He looked at me, shook his head, then went back to talking to the gardener before leaving.

What was going on?

I asked for help, tried calling for those two

people who worked here, none of came to me.

They heard me but ignored me.

The gardener, before leaving, he turned to me.

He pointed his index finger at me then made the crazy gesture. Was he saying I'm crazy? Was he told I'm crazy?

If he took a moment to look at me he would know I'm Jennie Montgomery.

"Sir I am not crazy please don't go! Please help me! I am Jennie! I am Jennie Montgomery!"

"Shut up you mad woman! I know you're lying!"

With that, he walked away.

Tears rolled down my face as anger took over.

I tried banging and kicking the door several times but it being a metal door, it was hard to knock it down.

Another failed attempt.

Knowing this might be my fate. Actually,

believing and understanding that this was my fate, I decided I won't live like this anymore.

I still had a half an hour before Sin came back, that was enough.

I went through the all the draws looking for a knife, even in the bathroom, but I didn't find anything.

I needed a knife, or at least anything able to cut.

I decided to check under the bed. It was very dirty, like they barely cleaned down there.

I kept scanning and my eyes landed on

something.

I stretched my hand and reach for it.

I sat down on the carpet and assessed it.

It was broken glass window.

And, it was sharp enough for the job.

Bingo!

I decided to say my last prayer before I died.

Maybe at least I'l go to heaven.

"God please, forgive me for all my sins."

With that I slit my left hand wrist.

I slit my wrist!

I made it sure the cut was deep enough for the effect I needed.

I felt the pain and blood spilled uncontrollably.

I kept my elbow on the bed and my hand facing down seeing that made me bled even more.

I wasn't going to wait for Sin to kill me.

Who knows how long I'll suffer before that happens.

I wanted to die right now. I was too tired of fighting and being strong.

I needed to rest.

I had no friends who would miss mne anyway.

The only people who would are my parents.

And, I will see them in the other world.

I impatiently waited to die.

The floor, my dress and jumper, the carpet, was covered with blood which was bursting out of my veins at a high speed.

I felt myself get light headed and I smiled.

I couldn't wait to see the light, run into it, and die.

Soon, I felt myself go unconscious.