CAN'T LOVE MYSELF

Looking in the mirror

Wishing I was different

Wishing I was happy

I have everything I could possibly want

But why do I still lost

Why can't I just be happy

Go a day without crying

Smile without trying

I don't know what's wrong

Scared I can't be strong

Being perfect so they don't mock

So fed up but I don't talk

Depression tries to stalk

On my shoulder it lurk

Am too young!

Why does life hurt me wrong!

It hurts to stay strong

And am tired

Of crying and screaming I'm my bedroom

I just want to shout

I want to let it out

But ...

It comes back

Always leaving a mark

I try to make it stop

But it seems the only way is to drop

I don't want to die!

I just don't want to... cry

Just want to wake up with no sore eyes

Want to smile with no more lies

I try not to break

Reasons I try to make

Life has no reason to give

So I have no reason to live