CHAPTER 2

I spent days in my room, crying and overthinking. Listening to sad songs Billie's songs. Sometimes, I look out my window and all I saw were people. "People who'll never value your existence. People who cannot be trusted. People with no sympathy within them" I'll say and hiss.

I couldn't control my tears. Everything reminded me of Jaxon." I'm human you monster!! " was my scream each time I think about Jaxon. At the late hours of the night, I be crying my eyes out, screaming into my pillow, remembering how he hold me every night in his broad and warm arms.

Sometimes I wish that Jaxon will come knocking on my door, telling me he misses me and then I'll have to play my usual games on him and make him beg on his knees. But I was just dreaming.