determination

Life isn't fair, nothing is equal in the battlefield called life, if one isn't prepare to take hits and stand back they will end up dead. Afterall that's what happen to me, a victim of life who ran away by commititng suicide.

But if you were given one more chance in life, a fresh start in another world. Wouldn't it be great?

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Half a year passed by.

Me and my mother are living in a countryside two-story wooden house, and there were over four rooms. We also have a servent living with us, my mother have been working hard, even though i don't know what work she does, she go out in morning and come back at night.

The place was a village.

From the scenery I could see from the windows, it was a rural place

The other houses were scattered around, and on one side of the the field i could see a huge tree.

Listening to my mother's conversations with the servent during this last half-year, I had started to understand things bit by bit.

My knowledge over other language could be considered good, but it seems true that learning a language of a different world can be quite a slow thing and quite literally hard. Or could it be that this body's mind was pretty good? Maybe it was because of my young age, but I could remember things quickly.

By this time, I was able to walk. Even though i was only half a year old, i was still able to walk and i didn't try to use common sense. This was not earth but a different world afterall.

Being able to move is a wonderful thing.

I had never felt such gratefulness for being able to move.

"He'll run somewhere else whenever i move my eyes away from him."

"Isn't it good that he's active?"

"But why doesn't he cry, like normal a children"

My mom and the servent had this discussion when they saw me walking everywhere with my small legs.

I was not at an age when I'd cry loudly when hungry, after all.

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Later on, I started paying attention to the conversations between my mom and the servent

And then I heard a lot of terms not in my vocabulary. the names of countries, districts, and various other locations.

Some proper nouns I had never heard before. and most importantly I heard the words; hunters, magic, swords, kings-queens, devil and a fallen race of vampires.

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After getting a proper hold of this world's language, i started spending my time in my mother's study on the second floor.

Speaking of which, it was just a room with few books. I stayed there without leaving reading books all day, and only stoped studing when i was forced to eat or change my wet pants.

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About a year has passed since i was reincanated in this world.

As a baby, there was little i could do. The most i could do was read books in mother's study.

There were five books in the house. Could it be that books are expansive in this world or my mom didn't read books at all.

The books were too sufficient for me to learn to recognize words.

This world's language was similar to English, so it was easy for me to pick up.

Even though the letters were completely different, learning how to speak went easy.

Mother and the servent read me the contents of the books many times, Perhaps it had something to do with this body's ability to memorize well.

After being able to read the language, I found this book's content very interesting.

Out of all the five i found one i was interested in most. It was <<Guide to Magic>>

Reading through it, I understood a few basics.

1. First of all, magic is manipulation of mana.

2. To use magic, you must have mana.

3. Conversely, as long as you have mana, you could use magic.There are two ways of using it

1st-Use the mana within your body

2nd-Draw out mana from surrounding

t's probably something like a home generator for the former, and a battery for the latter.

At this moment, I had a flash of inspiration.

...If it's this world, perhaps this was the second chance no one else could achieve, afterall this wasn't earth. A different world that has swords and magic in it.

If it's a world of swords and magic, a world deviated from my previous life and what I know as common sense, perhaps I even someone like me can start a new life here.

I wasn't able to climb back up after I fell down, I had been full of regret when I died in my previous life.

Dying full of burning restlessness over my impotence and the fact that I lost everything i achieved in my previous life.

But the me who experienced all that,

Having retained the knowledge and experiences of my previous life, perhaps I could really do it.

--To live a second life in this new world.