note -sorry I don't own Naruto Kishimoto does
warning -R 18 ( major character development )
Six months about to complete since I joined academy.
I was returning home from my training. It was evening time. I went to Ichiraku's to get some ramen.
After eating I resumed my walk towards my apartment. Then something happened that changed my entire life.
I didn't know what hit me. But even I am conscious now I can't move my limbs, neither able to mold chakra.Forget moving I can't even open my eyelids.
This must be some kind of poison which doesn't allow me to control my body, or it makes my nurons useless. But hey I can feel my arm is tied to something. I tried to open my eyes again. With all of my willpower I was able to open my eyes. My dizziness has lessened.But at the sight infront of me I felt dread.
I found myself naked both arms and legs tied with iron chains.
Infront of me about 13 shinobi about 11 chunin and 2 genin. most of them has bloodshot eyes.
I knew what is about to happen.
Then one of them came forward with an injection some yellow fluid inside it probably some kind of poison.
After I got injected my senses heightened.
A small kunai cut gave me unimaginable pain.
But I wasn't able to faint.
I didn't felt my chakra, forget about molding, I can't even feel my reservation seal which is so large that it can be compared to Kurama himself.
Then it started. Malicious laughter echoed in my ears. Everyone saying there different reasons justifying their deeds.
That night I felt what unimaginable pain could possibly mean. Something worse than death.
After some beating they stopped.Seeing my body is not healing, they changed their plans.
They raped me.
After sometimes I got used to the pain.
I didn't deny the pain anymore and started to contemplate why does human do this ???
I am in pain. But that isn't my fault. Kurama is caged.That isn't his fault either.
After living in this world, learning history l was able to learn one thing. Behind every damn single thing there are humans.
And I am feeling pain, unimaginable pain because I am a human. At that moment something snapped inside me.
I wasn't feeling anger, hatred or lonely anymore.
Maybe if Kurama had been healing me with his chakra I would have been feeling something due to the influence of his chakra.
But now I feel calm.
My senses were hightened but I am not feeling anything. Not pain. Not any feelings.
Now that I think about it This is not anime.
This is real world.
Humans will never achieve true peace no matter what.Even they achieve it that will be temporary. I don't want anyone to go through what I am going through.
so I will change this world.
not as a human but as a DEMON
At that moment I decided
I MAY HAVE BEEN BORN AS A HUMAN BUT I WON'T DIE AS ONE.
BEING BORN AS A HUMAN IS NOT MY FAULT BUT IF I DIED AS ONE THEN THAT WILL BE MY FAULT.
After a few hours anbu came searching for me. Killed the culprits and took me to the hospital. I got discharged after a month.
Hokage was blaming himself for what happened to me.
But I know that he is not responsible.
With even more calmer mind than before I am able to think clearly. I have to get stronger.
In this world I have to reach a place where no one can reach me.So I have to wait for now.
Slowly but surely I will reach my goal no matter what.
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Last month I was able to pursue hokage jiji to give me shadow clone jutsu. After finally testing my skills on fuinjutsu he permitted me to sell not only storage scrolls but also exploding tags and flash tags.
My taijutsu training is going on well.
I am finally getting my hands on second hokage's space time sealing notes.
My genjutsu skills are moderate because Sishui is getting less frequent teaching me
He is my first friend.So I want to help him.But what can an academy student do in clan matter???
I showed Sishui my substitution seal and drawed it as a tattoo on his body with his permission.
After nine months attending academy,Iruka took our class.
He treats me like every other teacher,just ignoring me.Althou he actively doesn't sabotage my studies .
11 months since I am attending academy.
I got an idea a few days ago while sparring with Hinata.
I have to admit that the girl has come a long way with her confidence issues.
Her stutter is almost gone.
I knew the shadow clones are special.
They also transfer their memories when disappear.
But while sparring with Hinata, I used thought acceleration and parallel thought processing and also my clone.
But when it dispelled it self,I experienced something that I have never been.
It is like I have been overwhelmed by myself.
Describing it in words will be impossible.
Then I got it. I have to create the AI( artificial intelligence) seal inside me,my soul,my spiritual representation,my own mindscape.
But before that I have to convince or make a truce with Kurama.Otherwise he will destroy it before I complete.
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There is an island with black soil,dark orange ocean surrounding it, with a blood red sky.
In the centre of the island stood a humongous cage containing kyuubi no kitsune within it.
Infront of the cage stood a girl about eight years old.
Before this day everytime the girl told the fox the story of her previous life the fox didn't responded.
-I am here to make truce, or to be specific to make a deal with the devil.
-𝗔𝗻𝗱 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗱𝗲𝗮𝗹 𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗹𝗲 𝗴𝗶𝗿𝗹???
-I will free you from this cage after making a seal for myself that doesn't cause me my death after freeing you. And in exchange you will not interfere with my mindscape nor influence me by giving me your chakra.
basically I am trying to say that leave me alone for next few years and I will free you.
- 𝗔𝗻𝗱 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗽𝗲𝗮𝗰𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝗵𝗶𝗹𝗱 𝗼𝗳 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗳𝗲𝗰𝘆 ???
-I will be honest with you as long as shinobi exists there will never be true peace,no I take it back as long as human beings are free true peace will never be achieved.
Peace will be temporary,
but not permanent.
I want to create a world where true peace can be achieved.
But before that I want to become a demon.
I won't force you.
But we both know that this is the best deal you can possibly get.
This is real world not a fictional world from my previous life.
I am not delusional that I will Live following a fiction.
The fox grinned
-𝗱𝗲𝗮𝗹
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Note: Our protagonist lost her humanity.
That doesn't mean she will be evil like Madara.She will hold both sins and virtues.
continue reading to find out what happened next. After this the canon will differ