My First, My Only

**** It was my first...The girl...I saw her for the first time...during... It was spring...and she...standing in front of a Sakura tree...during Cherry Blossom...I..**

I am Jay, Jay Down, and I am just a normal high school student, I have no interest in love and had sworn to not to fall in love but...that day...my heart...unconsciously...lost to her...She...stole it from me...She...was definitely not from this world...I...too...do not belong to this world...

*(~~~~It is not easy to find your first love but it is way too easy to have a crush...Jay...who had sworn that he would never fall in love...was now in love? Or was it just a mere crush?)*

I always thought...why and how did I come here...what is the purpose of life...and many other things...but..after seeing her...I understood...I wanted her...I desired her...she had already became a part of my mind and thought...she now...was...deep within me...****

** So gorgeous...her pink hairs fluttering and I kept watching her with my eyes completely opened, not even allowing it to rest even for a moment...and then our eyes met...She looked at me and...smiled....**

** It felt as if my heart had skipped a beat...she was...cute...pretty and ....my type...hehehe...But...life doesn't give everyone happiness and I am one of those unfortunate people...Now look at me...I am a high school stu...dent and ... alone....it's too cold...probably because...I am underwater ... drowning...Oh ya... I have heard... when one is very close to death...they recall all their pasts...haha...they regret on their wrong doings and be happy on their right doings...but I... I don't have any memor.... Uhhh...the water.... I can't breath...it's...it's painful... I am....Am I....dying...is this what ... is this...how much...it pains... to die....but... I .... haven't been able to....confess to her.... I... Why? Why am I remembering about her...**

** I.. don't believe in Gods...nor in Fairies... but... if you are there...then... please... help me... I don't wanna die yet... I am still a ... virgin{Ahem... I intended to say PURE but....there was a bug in my mind... teeheee ^-^ Sorry} I want to... live moreee... I haven't achieved anything yet... Oh Alfa and Omega , You are the Beginning and the End {Actually this is reffered to GOD}...but ... do you really wish me to die... what have I done wrong... I was bullied... betrayed... almost killed... burnt..., but still... I never thought of giving up on life ... and now you are forcing me to die... Oh ... my... I... She...My sister... Nina... she is still... I haven't apologize...d ...yet...I just wanted to...make...see her happy...**

** I have heard that... the last wish... of a dying man...{By man it doesn't mean males...Humans in general}... is fulfilled...and if that is the case... my wish is... I want to... live... more....I don't want to yet ... leave the world... but if this wi..sh... is too much...then please fulfill this....I want to see... my sister and her... for ... the las...t...ti..me...ughhh... ugghhhh... my throat... uggghhh... it's.... fading....my consciousness is fa...d...ing.... I...am...dy.i...ng...**

HUH? HEY? WAIT! IF YOU DIE, HOW WILL I CONTINUE THE SERIES?... HEY...!!! GET UP MANNNNNN!!!

TO BE CONTINUED...

NEXT CHAPTER: KISS