October 30th

#Chapter47 October 30th

I sat down, crossed-leg on the floor, waiting for Cayden to come out of his dad's office. I wouldn't mind missing classes if he's in a bad mood, I just want to be there for him, and I want to understand him as he understands me.

I don't need us to constantly fight then make out just to make up for all the things we argued about. If I'm going to have a relationship, if I want this to last longer and be more open to him, I'm going to enlighten Cayden by being there for him and saying all he needs and wants to know.

I am so tired of trying to mend myself, save myself from breaking. If he's the one who's going to break me, I have no more strength left to pick myself up, and If I'm the one who's going to break his heart... I don't even know what I would do or what he would do.