2011

#Chapter34 2011

I never felt so lonely yesterday. I never stopped crying last night. I never knew that I fell asleep; feeling that my pillow is now soaked from salty tears that came out from my eyes is more devastating to realize that I can never imagine myself or see myself being happy once again with a complete family.

Maybe this is the end of my family, a devastating, horrific, and horrendous ending that I would never imagine, even growing up, never did I ever once thought of a scenario just like this one. Never did I imagine myself being in the shoes of the other person and live a day, seeing their perspectives.

But I can see my self, standing in an empty room, an empty house, alone, and I'll never feel the presence of my parents who were once there, supporting me even though I was a homewrecker at the age of 5.