I thought the housing construction stopped because there was no noise yesterday but it turned out it was only a break. Now, there is more noise. Ugh! 😵😖 Until when will this end? I don't want to go down to the living room anymore. I've wasted hours every day watching movies and reading books to fill my idle time.
Please, I want to write as many words I can write today. No more delay.
Hence, I played a piece of instrumental music to counter the noise outside. And turned the volume to 100%. I'm tired of this situation I'm in. I've been sleeping late daily to write and edit.
However, the music becomes a nuisance to my ears and brain. This is not relaxing anymore. I need to lower the volume.
About my story, I've written more than usual after starting my writing this six in the morning. I only drank coffee and haven't eaten anything. My clock says 9:20 in the morning. Bad eating habit. What can I do? The person assigned to cook today woke up late.
I'll be writing two stories at the same time. The Sorcerer's life and the present life of the lady MC. I need to do this, so I can fill in the Sorcerer's story within the lady MC's story to look like time jumps. Hoping I'm getting this right. So many works to do with little time.
Actually, I wanted the Sorcerer's story a lot. He is not a bad person. He has his own past, reasons, and adventures. But having a man as the MC is really new to me. However, in case the story will turn out fine along the way, I might publish the Sorcerer's life as the first volume. Just like what my mentor told me to be the best way if I can't produce the dual time jumps.
With or without time jumps, I need to write the story anyway.
I also have some family problems at the moment, but I can't do anything about it. My children have to learn to settle their problems on their own. There'll be more waiting for them in the future and I can't guarantee if my husband and I would still be able to help them.
Being a mother is not easy. And combine it with my desire to write books. I'm making my life more complicated but I can't let go of this desire after building my writing skills. This has been my dream since young, aside from wanting to become a doctor that didn't happen. All I need to do is balance my time for family and writing.
I'm also encouraging my children to write. My eldest is doing it now. My children's school is also requiring them to write a book. I'm happy about that. But they only start and not finish. 😕😁 In the end, I need to help them to complete the book. Ah, part of being a mother. I love my kids so much. (Hugs and kisses, my babies.)
I'm also thankful to my husband. He is always very supportive in every endeavor I make. Yet, his cooking is something... I don't want to describe it here because I love him dearly. Yesterday, he tried to help by cooking dinner, but he forgot to peel the vegetable. I don't want to add more. Love you, my dearest husband. Thank you for cooking.
Well, I need to continue with my story and end this entry.
Do everything for the Lord and not for men. Give your best in everything you do.
Have a good and fruitful day.