chapter 11

I was confused as to where i am this place is very beautiful just like heaven hahh but we demons don't get to see what heaven is like whatever but this place is soo beautiful i can hear someone voices from afar the voices sounds happy i walked where the voices are comming from

"Hey raliph why are you standing there" a beautiful lady said patting my shoulder this voice...can't be i stare deeply in the women i tried to remember her but she .. she was dead she died long ago "marry" i said shock was clear in my sound

"What raliph why your eyes are popped out from your socket" she mocked at me like usual. She is my best friend. I looked ahead i was standing in front of the castel of demon realm"raliph what happened why are you nervous,it's like you saw something you don't have to " she laughed and entered in the castle. I shake my head was all of that just a dream, i heard giggling sounds i look to my left side my little sister was playing with my little brother "what is going on" i mumbled

"Raliph" i heard a heavy sound which is filled with dominance and command "dad" i mumbled and saw behind me my dad was standing there and anger was clear on his eyes "you again messed up with humans how many times i have to told you.." i hugged him i was glad i was happy that was all not true i was just dreaming that was just my messed up head my realm is safe,there's no goblin messing up my siblings best friend are alive my dad is in his usual anger and my mom was sitting in the garden reading her books i was glad soo glad i want to hug them but suddenly it feels like everything is going far from me the castle is going far i am standing there watching everything destroyed everyone dying i can hear their scream so why why can't i feel happiness i am a sadist but i feel pain, my heart aches everything was in rush

I am alone in a jungle now i can hear some voices again "what is happening" i sat down in the middle of the jungle and take deep breaths "corey" i heard a voice i was now sitting in a house a boy was kneeling down there he feels like a human, a women is beating him while two boys were standing on the door peeking in the room and gigling

I again feel that pain "why this pain he is just a mere human " the boy was bleeding i closed my eyes from the pain, i opened them when i hear some commotion what is happening, there was a crowd in front of me i move from my place and getting close to the crowd, the same boy was lying on the ground bleading. I feel a pain in my head and in my body "what is all that who this boy is" i held my head, i hear some beeping sounds they were so irritating the next time i see the same boy was being raped by three boys he was in pain and crying and his pain and his cryings were giving me headache and pain my head was throbing i don't want to deal with all that my realm i want to go there i saw my family alive but for some reasons i can't go there i think i am in some dream but everything is so realistic, after some time all the pain stop i look up the boy was giggling with someone "thanx jezus" this pain and all this trauma i just want to end all this.i saw on my left side the same boy was running away i can hear some heart wrenching words i can't make what they mean but sudenly i have a very strong desire to kill myself i saw some sharp objects in front of me

"What it feels like to die to cut your hand to feel pain". .."i always enjoyed other pains other blood others flesh what's my blood taste? Is my flesh tasty" i begin to wonder" i have no one i am living a lonely life away from my family though i am evil and a saddist but i am craving their touch and this human boy is giving me headaches i will finish all humans".. i begin to feel more disgusted from humans i only like to give pain not to recieve them but i want to feel my flesh cutt my blood flows down from my arm a bullet hole passed through my head or choking me to death...i want to go in a deep slumber but i also want to end humans and those goblins...my thoughts were jumbling i feel like i am in a trans i picked up the most sharp knife out of all toles which were placed infront of me and put the knife on my neck.. i laughed and think about my life which have no one think about what to do with my life but there's only instinct to kill which at this point i don't want.. i closed my eyes again and try to focus on my sorroubdings as to wgat to do i can see some incidents happened to me and that boy going through my eyes but i can feel the emotions of that boy i don't want to feel he is soo pethatic even though everyone wants him to be dead everyone wants him to go fron their lives he was sitting there holding thin thread of hope which was provided by his father how can he take the shitts like this without feeling resentment without feeling angry, without having vegeance if i were him i will kill everyone and bevome their nightmare a sudden urge to stay by his side rose and all i want is to stay by his side and keep him close though i hate the idea of him as a human i sighed with frustatiom what is happening i again focused on my sorrounding now i started to hear some chants

"omnes portae apertae claudentur et fiet ei potestas eorum da ei potestatem diabolus give the kibgs of demon your power and signata omnia alia signacula iterum ut solum facias eum dominum." I don't understand it but i can feel a power gradually entring in my body realizing me of what i am doing here " i was here to close other seals " i move my head towards ny right side i see the boy standing there he was looking sad

"I am sory for your family" the boy said his head was low

" what do you mean" i said and start walking closer to him

" Why you want to kill humans" the boy said innocently

" Because i feel pain because of them" i said nonchantly

" I never recent them" he said stairing deep down in my eyes as to ask me the reason to destroy humans when they never do anything to me " i can see a black shadow fron you why are you soo angry"

I feel like he is a big idiot as to why he is asking when he clearly see what they did to my world and hating humans are in my instinct

"I just want to say don't do anything which you regret later i don't want to handle anything know i am also a murderer i killed my family with my hands i don't want to live " he mumbled and vanished from there "what's his deal" i mumbled and looked upward,things were droping down from upwards what are these they are broken pieces of some metal, fire some crystals a big crystal was right up my head i closed my eyes to vanish from there i want to use my power but i can't. It feels like i am going to die my breath hitched and i feel sweat was trickiling down from my forehead i don't have the power to move even a inch i want to run fron there but it feels like something is holding me in my place i feel like i was going to die

I jolted and opened my eyes i was sitting in a cirle the candles were litt there the room was dark the only source of light is fron those candles the maiden was sitting in front of me i look here and there but there's no any trace of alexender were there

The maiden stand from there "you are allowed to go but remember you have to replenish your nutrishion you have to do things which weakens others and make you powerful the maiden said and disapeared in one of the gate present there

I observe my sorroundings and decided to go up and freshen myself after near death experience