Distance from people

She is bulged by the instant transformation occurring this stage

Mom penetrates me to be independent

Dad consign me to include a life asset

Brother no-more fights with me for a twinge

I no more associate like a care-free kid

Love seems to flutter like a sea

I sense the distance forming among my friends so early and it's ridiculous to visualize

Yes! I feel so disheartened

Though, my desire was fulfilled

It dragged a contrary content

Along with it

The thought of investing the own self; onto his tiny heart,

Which is lagging the generosity to let the lover in

I sense you as a whole life individual

Apart from everything I went till now

You match my every vibe, you occur my every thought

And you are never mine!

I continued my life, carrying a broken gear

The gear is no longer going to trust

Cause the every single amount was torn by a knife

Not only you no-one has a seat in my heart now

Bravest thing was to continue my life

And letting my heart beat allow

Centering myself on someone else

Was again a biggest fault I made?

Similar pain the next time is going to bounce a real high

Will kill my whole body mind and heart

I was literally centered upon her

And I was not really aware

I often practiced to drag me away

As I was sure the day to exit would arrive