1 Reincarnation

At first I was like, " Life is a trash", and " It would've been better if my life was not the way it was". I have no friends because of that attitude. It was hard to be lonely TBH. There's nothing really special about me though, I'm just a normal person who wants to be loved by others, but I think it's too late for me to do that. I was thinking about how will it be if I restart my life. Will it be the same or will it be better? You know life is the thing you must treasure the most because you can only live once. You better do the things you want before you die. You better enjoy yourself and don't push yourself to hard for work, study and other stuffs. I'm not saying this to stop you from moving, it's just to remind you for your own good. HEHE!

So this is a story of I turned from lonely, helpless, sad, loner into my best personality... or something. Yeah! so let's get to it.

As I said, I was a loner in my past life. All I died was to watch animes, play games, eat , go to school for nothing ( I'm not really smart though), sleep and other stuffs. From what you have read, you are probably thinking that I was a boring person, well it's not like I was surprised because I hear that all the time. I don't really care about it, I just laugh at it. I was aware that my life is not that special. I have no friends but it's OK, because I really don't need them anyway, I can just do my best on my own. That's what I thought Andi was wrong. Seeing others laugh together with their friends, I can't stand it nor I can't have it. I also tried to make friends but they don't want me to be their friend. They said I'm out of their league. Well it's not like I'm surprised.

People are so arrogant about their image of being good at the outer sides not knowing what's rotten inside them.

One day, a tragedy came to claim my life. I was about to buy a pack of cup noodles, I cross the pedestrian lane without knowing that the traffic light was still on red light. A huge, bright light on the truck was in the line of my sight, and the loud sound of the horn came to wake me from a nightmare of doom. I couldn't move my body and all I saw was a glimpse of red, blue, and white lights. I knew I was dumb but not that dumb enough to die. I was hospitalized and woke from a seven day sleep. I woke up at the eight day and when I got up, there's no one came to look after me nor to visit me at the hospital. I thought I wouldn't be shocked because I was alone ever since my parents left me and I got no friends. I didn't knew that I bursted into tears when I realized. I wiped the tears in my eyes, when the nurse came to my room. I asked the nurse of how is my situation and the nurse told me that...

/ Sir you're life is in danger. Your body organs are the ones who felt the impact of you being hit by a truck and—

/ PLEASE!! let me alone and don't save me. My life was worthless after all.

I closed my eyes afterwards and when I woke up with a rainbow mist filled area. I didn't know that I was gonna die so soon. Well I won't bother anyone now that I'm gone. While I am wandering around, a mysterious girl showed up on my sight. I got curious so I went and asked her if she also died. But then, she talked to me and said...

/ I've been waiting for you... Eric...

/ Wait... Howcome you know me? Have we met before?

I was shocked of her knowing me while I don't know her. Then I realized, this girl must be some sort of god that guide's a person to the afterlife.

/ Are you a god?

/ Yes. And I will lead you o your new life.

/ Wait!... I'm good now and I don't want to live anymore. I can't do a proper living anymore.

/ Well, that's why I am here to give you another chance to live. I am the Observer. I watch all of you humans from the land. There are lots is people just like you. But even though they have a hard life, they still stand and continue on living. Look, life is like a maze, when you are stuck in the middle of a hard life try to remember that there is always a way to surpass it.

I was so touched because I thought no one would ever care to me. I agreed that I will take the chance to live again and make it meaningful so that this chance will not be worthless.

After that little chit-chat, I was born again into the other world(Isekai). The new me won't be the same as the past me.

The world I got reincarnated to was was a world where elemental magic takes places, these are called Azura. There are seven types of Azura; Fire, water, wind, earth, electric, and the most rare elements are the shadow, and light. Every year, children who are eight years of age or above gather to the town square to claim their elemental magic that will be bestowed by the Aces. Aces are the rulers of their designated elements. But the Ace of the Shadow and Light only shows up when there is worthy to give their Azura.

Going back, when I got reincarnated I am the third son of a noble family in the Land of Hazaria. The Family of Nevura

/Master Henzo! Master Henzo!... Geez, I have already told you to wake up early because you'll get your Azura today.

/M-Me?... Ah! Yes, I forget...

I didn't know why am I excited to get my Azura but it seems to be useful. My brothers has already got their Azura. The eldest of us got a fire Azura, the second brother got an electric Azura which made our parents very proud of them. I also want them to be proud of me because that's part of being with them. When we already got to the square, the people seems to be gossiping about me and the other noble kids.

/ It's the Nobles again... Tsk

/ Will they gonna get another cool Azura?

/ I'm sure they'll gonna boast again for sure...

After hearing that, I said to myself that even here on the other world there are still people like this. But my nanny said...

/ Don't hold a grudge on them... Master Henzo. Remember that it's not a good thing to do, okay?

I am grateful to have her and teaching me about good and bad. I nodded my head and gave her a smile. Not long enough, the Wizard Chief made an announcement and the Aces came to our sight. Everyone cheered as they see the Aces and the parents and guardians are very confident of they're child that they will get a strong Azura. So, the children gathered and the Aces gave them their Azura one by one. Many got strong Fire, and Electric Azura just like my brothers and also others got other Azura. But then, the Aces are finished giving Azura and still I got none. I'm not the only one though, some of the other children also didn't get Azura. The Wizard Chief announced that the Azura Awarding was now over. I felt so down about not getting any Azura. I came towards my nanny with a sad face.

A black and white flash appeared up in the sky. The parents cheered up knowing they'll get a chance for their children to get their Azura, my nanny is also one of them. So the Wizard Chief said gladly...

/ It's the Ace of Shadow and Light Azura. Quick! Gather your children around, they might have a chance to get theirs.

The Aces stepped for and started giving Azura. There aren't many of us who got our own Azura though, there are only two kids who got Light Azura, and one of them is the daughter of another noble family, Vorganne Family. The Shadow Ace gave three kids their Azura, I'm one of them. The Shadow Ace came to me and asked my name.

/ What's your name little kid?

/ I'm Henzo Nevura.

/ You know Shadow And Light Azura are only given for the one's who are only chosen, and I will give it to you because I know that you will use it for good, as well as the other two kids. I hope you will not be like the ones whom I've given in the past.

I received the Shadow Azura and the Azura Awarding has ended.