Awkward

- MCND - {Castle J}

I told Seongjun how I felt in front of top media last week and he's been ignoring me. Every time we bump into each other it's awkward. Lexi awkwardness is so thick you could slice it and stab it like your samurai with a katana cutting through person.

"Hey noona, when are you going to come back to the dorm and see us all again?" I turn around to see the maknae of my world. With his cute little mint hair.

"Will you let me play with your hair then?" I love putting his here in a little ponytail right on top of his head.

"Okay, you going to come later or now?" The boy asked and I just smile.

"You heading there now?" I asked and he nodded.

"Okay I'll head back with you." I smile then he yelled a bit from excitement and I just laugh.

"Yay! Noona is coming home with me! That means we can watch movies on Netflix right?" I nod and pet his head.

"Whatever you want to do is okay with me Junhyuk." WIN is his stage name but I like to call him by his actual name.

I don't know what it is but he looks so happy when I do so cute little happy seventeen-year-old bouncing around like a baby.

"Ok." Me and Junhyuk head up to the dorm and when we walk in I see Minjae and Seungmin.

"Is Huijun and Cj not home yet?" I asked him big shook his head. Good no awkward...

"Huijun is that practice in CJ just disappears so...who cares?" Minjae shrugged his shoulders and I smile.

"Noona let's go watch the movies." Junhyuk said pulling me to the couch and setting his laptop on our laps.

"You want to watch a movie or a drama noona?" I thought about it and remembered the newest drama that I wanted to end up watching with younger.

"Itaewon class??"

"The newest one?"

"Mhmm." I hum and he quickly finds it and starts to play it. not far into it everyone came into the living room as they heard the door being opened. I was going to start hiding in case it was CJ but it was Huijun so I calmed down.

"Huijun, open the door you overconfident brat you know I have groceries." His voice so amazingly calming to me. Huijun laughs and opens the door showing a struggling boy. I run up and grab some of the bags and quickly set everything in the kitchen.

"T-thanks DJ..." He said and I smile Nodding.

I loved when he called me DJ. It's short for my full name Dong Jinsoo. He came up with it and I came up with his nickname CJ, which was short for his stage name Castle J.

"Hey you don't have to help me put up the groceries." CJ mumbled and I smiled shaking my head.

"No, I'm putting them up so the babies out there can find them." I said trying not to be awkward but I obviously failed cuz we both went silent letting the awkward silence settle over us.

"Hey noona me and-" Minjae stopped in his tracks visibly cringing as he cut through the silence.

"Okay, bad vibes are not allowed. Hyung I'm a leave and if y'all don't talk about it within 10 minutes I'll do it for you got it?" CJ silently nodded and Minjae left the room. 2 minutes passing didn't say anything so I took my chance.

"CJ I don't think he was playing... Plus we really do-"

"You want to know that bad?" he asked while putting away two bags of rice without looking at me at all.

"Yes! Why is it so awkward now?" I asked and he kind of slammed the cabinet scaring me a bit.

"Get on the counter, sit on it."

"Why though?"

"I'm 22 you're 20 do I need a reason? Just listen." he demanded a jump on the counter without much more reason to. He placed his hands on the counter right beside my thighs and look straight at me.

"Because every time I see you-" he pushed his lips on mine and rested his hands on my sides I slip my hands on his shoulders and kiss back. After what felt like euphoric eternity, CJ pulled away and said one thing that made my heart skip a million beats.

"I've been wanting to do that."

"How long did-"

"I've had those urges since I first met you... DJ I felt awkward cuz that's just my personality. I'm sorry I didn't tell you earlier." I listen to each word put me back to one thing.

"CJ kiss me again..." I mumbled but he heard because he quickly connected our lives once again. We started to make out in the we heard cheers making us jump and quickly separate.

"This will be fun." Seungmin chuckled and I look down and laugh.

"My ship sailed!" Minjae said with a big smile.

"A top media rookie Idol Castle J dates jyp entertainment trainee... I can already see the headlines now." Huijun send I quickly jumped down from the counter. When I stood still CJ's hand snaked around my waist.

"So no more awkward?" Minjae ice and I shook my head with a soft chuckle.

"No more awkward."

-Mayji