Another chance

Standing on top of the sky scraper tower in front of the window, watching the hustle and bustle of the city night. It was night time. Beautiful lights shining around the city, lighting the dark. Sky piercing towers, cars moving around, people roaming the streets, laughing and enjoying. This brought a smile to his face, remembering the time he spends.

He started from scraps, losing his parents at young ago with a mountain of debts on his back. Slowly finding his way in life, standing back on his feets until he could stare at life from up top but life can be a bitch. When he believed he could make a change, life hit him hard, destined to die young. At the age of 30, he got cancer which messed his hope for living, closely losing hope for his survival. He could feel his health deteriorating.

Struggling and surviving next three years until he accepted his fate and laughed at himself for being a fool. Going against destiny, believing that he could change things when he should have accepted his fate and hope for the satisfaction before going from this world, but how could he accept that? His whole life, he been fighting against destiny and fate, achieving what he had today and where he was standing today. That was the biggest gain of his life, his believes was his strength. The question was not being fool or destiny and fate, it was the satisfaction and the ways of life.

Alex strongly believed that everyone had different meaning of life. Everyone was made different from others with some characteristics which resembles which others. Such was life, and Alex believed that everyone was unique in their own ways which made life more interesting. Searching for the way of life is a never-ending journey. Life itself is a journey where we travel for long and search the meaning of your existence and find the answers you need. Alex found what he wanted to do but it was never enough. Life changes every day, goal changes every day, from high to higher peaks, one can never be satisfied. So how could Alex feel satisfied with what he achieved.

Alex asked himself: "Is this how my life ends?" brooding over his life choices, all there was left behind was regret!

"Is this all I could achieve?" Alex believing himself to achieve great goals in life but alas lost all his hope.

Whoosh....

A strange black wind come in front of him and transformed into exactly his figure, same as Alex just with the difference of silver white hairs as compare to Alex black hairs. Alex took a step back, shocked and on guard.

Alex asked: who are you? What do you want?

The black wind answered: huhuhu! Child! Don't be afraid! I'm here to help you! The voice was monotone and as deep as it could be, giving Alex chills.

Alex got freaked out and asked: 'what are you? What do you want and why me?'

The black voice answers: "don't be afraid child! Don't you want to live longer? Chase after your dreams and full fill all the regrets you have? It doesn't matter what I am nor do you need to know about what I am instead you should consider what I'm about to offer you! Think deep child, I'm offering you another chance to fulfill you desire!"

Alex ponder deep about it. 'There's always a price. There's no way it's without any danger'

"huhuhu! Child! Did you forgot? I can hear your thoughts you know! I know what's you thinking about! You want to know what's in it for me?"blackwind answered

Alex despites the tone used by black wind. The more he thought about it, the more it seemed like a trap. Alex asked again: " so let me ask you again: what's in it for you? And what and who are you?"

Black wind answered: "its doesn't matter who I am and don't try to guess my identity, as for what in it for me? It's entertainment! The feeling of joy to see a puny little soul struggle, trying to change his destiny." Black wind sounded trilled to answer Alex questions.

"You!" Alex was raged by black wind answer, thinking about the life struggles he had to face. 'becoming Orphan, alone, living on the streets. No one would help you, no one would even spare a look at you. They would despite you like you aren't human but some freaks. Struggling to get food, working jobs to save for education, working day and night just to survive. Alex: "what do you know about the struggles of life? What did you ever do for people who pray to you! Respected you! pleaded you for help!"

"HaHa! Very funny child! Funny enough no matter how hard you try, you cannot escape your destiny! One way or another, it will come back to you! Wanna wager with me? You soul for another chance! Live as long as you can! How about it? I can give you some abilities in return and show you the true meaning of life! Since you want to know the struggle, I will give you the real meaning of struggle" black wind was amused by Alex raging.

Alex ponder about the opportunities. It's true that life hasn't been fair to him, while he achieve a lot and fulfill his dream, the regret was this there. Everyday from early morning to late night, Alex would work his body for achieving his goal but he forgot the most important thing in life, family. The blessing of family and the relations. Running all around, Alex never had the chance to settle down or make friends. This regret taunted Alex everyday until he finally got bed ridden.

"very well! I will do it! But how will you do it? and where will you take me?" Alex asked the entity.

"Huhuhu! Don't worry child! Go to sleep~ and soon it will be over" the black wind spoke

Like a spell, Alex felt his eyelids getting heavier, enticing him to go to sleep. Still on guard against the entity, Alex tried hard to keep awake but he couldn't and fell asleep.

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Author Note: first chapter and first note lol

I fell into a deep block lol...I have a whole sketch for plots and story but ughhh! It's way worst...

I wanted to make a mage character for the story and no elder blood ya know...but ugh that doesn't make sense ya know 

Witcher world and mc isn't a Witcher? Hell no! That's lame as hell...and as for plot...it's kinda interesting....involves lot of blood and isolation to be exact...

But kinda that's why I'm thinking of making him go through mutation and also a weird way of utilizing magic, unique way to be exact!

Well gotta write it first and then leave it to viewers! 

Kinda thinking keeping starting chapters short and just giving glimse of past! Like a flashback...hmm! That works maybe 

Oh damn! I forgot about it!

Kinda been months but damn I still have the whole plot within my mind but couldn't get the kick to start it!

Well dropping this intro! Let me know if it's shit or somewhat okay!

Should I go with a tragic start or maybe a normal start?