Meera.
After dinner , Me and Yuv went in his room. Others were down still chatting.
As we reached in Yuv pulled me in his embrace and kissed my lips burring my face in his hands. It was intense and deep.
" you don't how hard it was to hold myself back. " He said in his deep husky voice.
" I can't wait for these year to pass. And to make you mine. You will remember each and every night we spend. And don't you dare wear red next time , this is only for me." he added.
I was flushing red. I was so hot and my heart was racing. I was in his room but this time it felt different. This is gone be my in laws house. Me and Yuv will be staying here, and we have.. oh leave. I can't think about it. I will really loose control over myself.
Yuv was still busy kissing me. But now his kissed travelled from my lips to neck. I moaned out loud and bit my lips. our family members are down in the hall.
His hands roaming all over my body. I pulled his hair unable to bear the sensation he was giving me. It was new and exciting so good never felt something like that ever before.
he pushed me back, and I landed on the bed. He hovered me Held my hands. I was able to see the lust filled with love in his eyes. He kissed me again. I my hands went in his chest unbuttoning the shirt.
I was so lost , in the pleasure I wanted it more and want to explore in him. But he stopped suddenly. And went few step away from me. I sat in the bed looking at him.
" what happened " I asked..
" we can't. " he whispered, and punched the wall.
" I can't do this to you. I can't lose my control. Your dad trusted me and hear I am.... no I am sorry. I will not do that again. We will have to wait till marriage. I know we can't but I can't break your dad's trust on me. " he said
That time i saw the loyalty , he had for me. I choose a right man for me. Yes he is right. I can't face my dad , neither think to break his trust on us.
I went to him took his hand that hit the wall and kissed it softly.
" it's ok don't blame yourself , we can wait marriage. " i said and buttoned his shirt back adjusted my clothes.
" hey it's ok. " I replied.
I came back home , ran to my room and can't wait to note all those things in my diary. Yes i have a habit of writing diary. All my feeling for Yuv , is in this diary. my dream and ambition everything.
And I my biggest dream, is Paris. I love Paris but never got a chance to go to there. Maybe I can have my Honeymoon there with Yuv. oh God I can't control the butterflies in my stomach. I can't control the sexual feeling for him. And today we were so intimate and close. God please make these years pass fast.
Dreaming about me and Yuv I don't know when I fell asleep.
2 years later..
It's been almost two years me and Yuv are dating, falling deep for each and every second. No one has ever loved me like him. I feel so protected around him. He nourish me as a mother. I am so happy with him.
" Hey how was the exam " Yuv asked me while driving home. we were having our exams
" ah good. " I replied, closing my eyes. cause i was having a headache.
" what happened you ok. " He asked me
" no , Yuv , my head is aching. " I said and tried to get a nap. He stopped the car, on side.
" why did you stop the car. " I asked him.
He got back sit, leaving me confused.
" What are you doing. " I asked.
" Come to me. " he said showing his lap.
This man is really shameless. I mean we are in middle road. What is he gonna do with me once I marry him.
" Yuv no please. " I whispered.
" Just listen to me and come back. " He spoke coldly. and pulled my hands. now I can't do anything. I went back and sat beside him. He kissed my lips, softly moving his hands on my neck.
made me sleep on his lap and massaged my head, It was so good. I had relief. Kissing in the middle, he made me feel better. See he takes so good care of me. His lips moved to my neck, rubbing his lips with my skin. i got goosebumps. his hot Breath fell on me And his warm big hand conquering my skin.
" feeling good. " he asked with his husky voice.
" better " I said and kissed him.
We started the drive and drove back home. it was late and we have to prepare for next exam too.
I went straight to my room, to get freshen up. And Yuv was in guest room. He was staying with me tonight for studies.
I had my shower, came out to pick a dress from my closet , but a dress was already on my bed.
" who did it. " I spoke to myself, it was a red night suit.
" it's me. " a husky voice , came behind me. I freaked out and held the towel tight around my body.
" YUV " I shouted. This shameless man how he came in my room.
" what are you doing here. " i said covering my half naked body.
He walked slowly to me. His eyes traveling all over my body. And his devilish smirk that take control over my body.
" did you like that dress. I told you , you will wear red only for me , now wear that and from now i will select your dress. and this is my wife's room so I can come here with all my right. " He said kissing my neck and sucking the water there. My legs went loose and my breath became uneven.
" Yuv stop it " I chuckled and pushed him back, done with his tortures.
" Hi out let me change my clothes " I pushed a wild pig out of my room. and changed. I blushed badly when he said this is his wife's room. So wait on Husband you are gonna spend few cold nights after wedding.