Thank you

"Hm, hello, hello,can you hear me madam?"

"Ahh,there you are Hezi. Do you have any questions?"

"No madam, I understand."

"Then can you tell me what you understand from this topic?" 

Ah shit, here we go again. A common trope after the question 'do you have any questions?'. 

"Ah, if we have to use a contrast colour in our slide, so we can see what's the main point and the content from our slide."

"Yes that is correct, good Hezi, we have to.." 

Luckily I remember some of it bruh. 

Ah, if you ever wonder what I am. I am a …. in training. A …. to be. For about three more years. I will become a ….. 

Weird. 

Do you ever feel like going into the past? There's one thing I want to do. I just want to tell my past self that in the future, you will be a ….. 

One thing that I am confident about is that 'I' from the past will never believe it. The funny thing is, it's not because he has his own dream or ambitions or something like that. He doesn't have a dream nor a goal that he wants to achieve. He doesn't know what he is good at. He doesn't have any talent that can be proud of. He is just average among average. All he can do can only reach the average level that almost everyone can do. There is nothing that he surpasses anyone else. Nothing. What he thinks he can do is amazing, there's always someone else who can do ten times better than him. 

That's me from about when I entered secondary school. What age am I then huh? About thirteen to seventeen. That is me between that five years range. A boy without a goal. 

What about before that? What is the trigger that makes me change? Me before thirteen…

… 

"If you don't have any questions, then I'll end the class Here. Thank you for your attention." 

"Thank you madam!" 

"Thanks madam!" 

"Thanks madam!" 

"Thank you madam!" 

As always the only one moment where everyone has the courage to open their mic in online class. The art of appreciation at its finest. You all are experiencing the same things like me right? Well, same for me though. It's not a bad thing, at least for me. Saying 'thank you' is the most simple but meaningful gift you can give to someone to make their day better. After they give their all for you. They will think all their hard work pays off at least. 

But you know, sometimes I wonder what I always do to my own lecturers. I will get it back later right? What does everyone say? Karma doesn't it? Something like what you give you get back. As for me, who one day, will… 

Hahaha..that will make the karma even brighter doesn't it? 

Hehe, I wonder what type of ….. I will get..and what type of ….. I will become one. 

"Hezi, are you done with your class?"